#97 Flying Money

I've finally got Fade!
And realized I've blew RM102 in a week's time.
But, hey
If you want something.
Try getting it yourself.

Anyways,
Woke up at 5 this morning without knowing why exactly.
I know that I can't sleep.
Pathetic isn't it?
From today onwards,
I shall learn to control the urge of buying anymore books.
The holidays are so boring,
Mom enroll me into a badminton club thingy,
Says I can waste all my energy there
And it's gonna start today.
I' m kinda nervous!
Well,
Who wouldn't be?

I wouldn't say I'm mad at you,
I would say I'm pissed at you!
Well,
Whatever.
It's none of my concern!

Blew RM102 in a week's time

#96 Other Side

That picture is kinda weird,
Looks like there are two om me.
One the real,
The other looks like she's giving the
I'm-coming-to-get-you smile!
This picture kinda reminds me of a movie called,
The Mirror.

Anyways,
There isn't school today.
[Duh]
And I'm sitting here feeling really bored.
Ah, Naruto,
Faster load, yo!

I'm coming to get you -smiles-

#95 Of All People, It Has To Be You!

I've slept through out the whole afternoon.
Right now,
I don't feel sleepy.
Just bored.

Not only that,
I don't have the mood to write my story.
Yes, I'm rather sorry to say that.

I really want to get Fade!
I'm itching to walk to MPH at One Utama
Just so I could buy that book!
But the stores are closed.
There is so much things I'd like to write,
But time is running out.
I have to go.

Time is running out

#94 ADHD

Are you happy now that you always get what you want?
All that whining and complaining finally paid off, huh?
Or maybe that's your specialty.
Or you just put on your ultra innocent face
And beg
And beg
And beg!
Where is your discipline!?

My family went out for dinner with a couple of Japanese.
Normally I would want to go,
But I was feeling really sick.
So I stayed home.

Right now I'm waiting for Naruto to load.
I feel so lifeless!
It's like taking forever!
Damn these mosquitoes!
They're biting the living shit out of me!

ADHD!
I can't seem to read properly these days.
I tend to read it wrongly.
Not only that,
I kept on feeling restless.
Why can't something exciting happen to me?
I'd like to go on an adventures,
Have my life on the line,
[Got that quote from Naruto]
Seeking out hidden treasures
And all that stuff.
Instead,
I'm stuck at home,
Talking to myself for there isn't anyone else to talk to.

ADHD

#93 Put A Sock In It

The more I think about it,
The more angrier I've become.
Just because you're different,
Doesn't mean you MUST get attention all the time!

Don't ever think you're all that!
'Cause you'll never ever be!

Pathetic

#92 Self Pity

Most people I know tend to ask me
Why must I be so...
Tough/tomboy.
I replied them,
"Because I don't want people to think I'm a weakling,
And I'm not one!"

I hate to pity myself,
It makes me feel like a loser.
I know I tend to say I'm lonely and all that,
That is not self pitying,
That is just a statement,
A fact.

Why must you pity yourself
When you can try and make things right?
Listen to yourself whining and crying the whole time.
Doesn't it bore you?
Stop sitting down there and cry
Like you're some pathetic victim.

Just shut up and do something about it,
Will ya?

Pathetic victim

#91 3 In The Morning

Woke up at 3 in the morning to prove my dad I can wake up
That early.
Slept at 1 this morning,
Due to a book that I find it hard to put down.
It's called Wake.
Have to go MPH soon to buy the next book.
Fade.

I spent the whole hour doing nothing but wait for Naruto to load.
Yeah,
Back to the Naruto crazed.
Anyways,
My mom doesn't know that I woke up that early.
Let's keep this a secret!
I'm off to watch Naruto.

Fade

#90 Speaker

The base

Finally!
I got my very own speaker in my room!
It not only have radio,
But I can plug in my MP4!
Sweet!
Dad bought it for me when he was at Bangkok.
I listen to it every single day!

Anyways,
I went through my letters I found in my drawer.
So many past memories.
So many good memories.
I missed them all so much.

Sweet

#89 Exams

Exams ended today.
And I felt relieved.
I think I'm going to fail my history.

There isn't much to talk about.
But lately,
I've been thinking.
Why is my life always so depressing?
Isn't there anyone whom can help me?
No,
I do not want those kind of people whom offered
Yet I don't wanna talk to it to them.
It's just a waste of time.

Should I start to ignore people?
Should I erase my memory of those whom I hate?
Everyone is turning their backs on me.
Walking away from like I have some kind of disease.
I had had enough of this nonsense!

I may not be as pretty as other girls,
Nor as athletic or smart.
But I fight for myself!
No matter if it is right or wrong,
I fight for it.
I don't give up easily
And I never, ever give up THAT easily.

Erase my memories of those whom I hate

#88 Sports Day

I started to tie my hair up
Due to the damn weather.
It's kinda ugly.
I'm ugly!

Anyways,
Had sports day yesterday [5/2/10]
It was hot
And fun?
Enjoy these pictures!























Sports day