#474 Passing Days

So, I'm sorry I didn't update my blog 'the next day'.
I was seriously tired and super distracted.
My bad (:
Okay, update time.
I'll try my best to put all the details in. (:

Saturday (14072012)
My family all had a super last minute late night movie
With my cousin and her family.
We watched The Amazing Spider Man at some shopping mall
At Bukit Jelutong.
It was alright, I guess.
But what kind of spider doesn't make it's own web!?
That was one of the stupidest thing ever!
The outfit was not up to my taste at all.
I prefer the old uniform
Cause it's...
I don't know, nicer, I guess.
I mean, come on!
It's like a freaking ugly swimsuit!
And his eye part,
Was made out from sunglasses that has holes in it.
It's like a holey eye part where it takes a tough time
To focus on an object.
Trust me, I have that kind of glasses.
In fact, those are to help decrease the power of the eye.

Sunday (150712)
I went for the driving ceramah shit.
Wasted 3 whole hours of my youth (:
But other than that, it was fun 'cause I met friends
Though they kept on calling my childish.
I felt abit inferior but maybe that's what I am,
Childish (:
I felt so happy when the instructor said that I was the best
Driver among the whole group.
I actually like being behind the wheels!
No, I did not feel anxious,
I felt like my hands were mold perfectly to the wheel.
Though my coordination isn't good but it's still a pass.
I cannot wait till my L license comes out and
I can start driving and get my P and drive :D
Haha.

Monday (160712)
My sister and I started talking again.

Nope, haven break the record we had last time

Which is not talking for a whole month!

We went to market and stuff (:

And at night, she did my nails.

Cute ain't it!?

Tuesday (170712)

Okay, college started and stuff.

I'm in Calculus and International Business.

I found it extremely boring at first and I was late for

Calculus 'cause it was jam and stuff.

In fact, I was late two days in a row.

Not really my fault though, it rained and jam!

Mr Rose was my lecturer.

Note the WAS.

Ice breaking for the first day and bla bla bla.

Wednesday (180712)
I was stressed and fretting over my time table 

'Cause I didn't like Mr Rose.

I didn't understood him and his class was in the morning.

I felt abandoned as my friends are slowly leaving me.

One by one.

Well, I can't really say they were abandoning me,

But I just felt that way. 

Haha.

Thursday (190712)

I hurt my leg once again

When I hit the chair while sitting down.

Yes.

I'm a clumsy person.

And I went for badminton that day and I ran for 8 freaking rounds.

YAY ME!

Nothing much but yeah (:

OH! 

And I found out I filled my form wrongly

Due to the blurness of me. 

Haha.

But I managed to change timetable (:

So, I'm satisfied right now.

Friday (200712)

I wore blue contact lens to college today!

It felt painful at first but it got better later (:

My friends said I had nice eyes ♥

I've realized that I could actually talk to Pow about 

Anything.

I mean, it's sometimes tough for me to open up

But I found myself placing trust in her.

I can't say she's my bestie 

'Cause I don't believe to best friends.
Thanks for teaching me a lesson;

For making me lose trust in everyone. (:

Anyways,

She understands me more than I could understand myself.

I didn't want to be an open book

And let everyone read my contents of the page.

Hmm.

Maybe I've been too open and stuff.

Went for counselling today and it was retarded.

Never going counselling anymore.

It didn't help because I don't even know what to ask. 

Gosh!

Oh!

Did I mention I went for Taylor's Carnival?

No, I think I didn't.

Anyways, it was... alright.

Yup. I went for the face painting booth

And some dude did this for me (:
I'm quite happy with the results considering 

I'm his first customer and I'm the first person he actually 

Painted on :O

Haha.

It was a fun day today 

But super tiring.

I'm going to bed now.

Nights peeps (:

Blue eyed Asian

#473 Thoughts and Rants

So many things I would like to say or rather type out right now yet the thoughts in my mind are far to fast for my fingers to form the words.

what are friends?

The people I've met are like mere specks of life that cones and go in my life. Some may affect me throughly, some may not. Some are just simply there. Specks that has shaped me into who I am today, a friendless person. I feel as thought I'm lonely all the time. Sure, I talk super alot. Maybe that's because I would want to fill the silence that surrounds me with my voice and the voice of others. Who knows?

Update of what happened today shall be postpone to tomorrow. I'm too tired to type it all down now. I apologize for the depressed-ness. Too many lonely hours have gotten me into like this (: nights.

#472 Short Update

Short update time!!!

So, I've retook my undang exam yesterday (120712)

And I freaking passed.

Thanks to my cousin for lending me her cd.

Though something she said hurt me but ah, 

Whatever.

1 month of holiday is coming to an end

And as much as I would like to say that 

I am going to miss the holidays, I'm lying.

I mean seriously,

If only I could drive then maybe that's a different story all together.

I lack of story books to read and I spent

Most of my time in front of the computer,

Watching anime or just surfing through the web.

Then again, the fact that these days I've been

Waking up at 12 makes me feel happy.

Moving on to the next step for the driving course:

The looooooooong talk.

Luckily, I've made friends already (:

OH!
I've read Naruto manga, chapter 592

And it left me in tears.

It was super sad

And what we tend to see, we judge

Without knowing the truth behind every actions

People made.

This is the reason why I love watching Naruto.

The whole series taught me things that not many

Are able to teach.

I'm ranting, I know

But I'm super bored.

Signing off.

Might update soon (:

Waking up at 12 makes me feel happy.

#471 None

You're right.
I have no friends after all.

#470 Marimo

So, I've bought a Marimo and named it Momo.
It's the cutest thing ever!
Apparently, it's an algae ball which is originally from Japan
And can be often found at Lake Akan in Northern Japan
And Lake Myvatn in Iceland.

Being as paranoid as I am,
I did a short research on Marimos.

To take awesome care on Momo,
I'll have to change his water reguarly.
It doesn't matter if it's mineral water or tap water
As long as I keep Momo clean.
Plus, Momo likes it if the water is nice and cool
As Marimos are originally from cold places.

Marimos like cleanliness :D

Apparently I have to keep Momo happy
By placing him at the palm of my hand
And slowly roll Momo with the tip of the finger.
With that, Momo will be in perfect shape.

Next, I have to place Momo
AWAY from direct sunlight
And Momo will be happy and cozy in room temperature.

Momo is selfish and hates to be with fishes!
Apparently fishes tend to eat Marimos!
NO FISHY ALLOWED!

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That's that.
I'm going to paint and maybe sleep or whatever (:
See you, whoever my readers are, later (:

NO FISHY ALLOWED!

#469 Lens

I went to do my contacts yesterday
And it was alright.
Didn't take long to put the contacts in but taking out
Is a huge problem for me.
I just can't stand pinching my eyeball.
EEK!
But ah,
I'm pretty sure I'll over come that problem (:

So,
That done, I'm going to
Call up Metro and take my undang exam.
Yosh,
I can't wait and I'm running super low on cash.
Contact lens sucked up my money and left me penniless.
I shall now think of various ways to save up some cash and stuff.

Money
Money
Money.
The world is revolving around you :(

Going out with my sister later. (:
Might be tempted to buy stuff but I shall resits!!!

Somehow,
I'm feeling somewhat cheerful now.

EEK!

#468 Lazy Lazy

Gosh, I'm such a lazy girl.
It's been quite some time since I update my blog.
Last time, I was so thrilled to update my blog everyday
And now it's like... meh.

Anyways,
Short update right here.
I've somewhat bad/good news.
I've bleached the bottom part of my hair
And dye it red :D

Like so :D
Honestly, I wasn't happy about it.
After all, I originally wanted to dye my hair blue
To get a blue black effect on my hair
And get rid of all the colors.
I now have 4 different tones on my hair :D
Black, brown, dark brown and red.
Cool ain't it?
Sigh, so much for having blue hair :C

I've learnt my lesson and next time,
I shall go to some other hair dye saloon
And I'm going to dye my hair light blue
And when the color has washed out,
It'll become kinda normal dark blue
Which will fuse with my black hair :3
And when my black hair grows,
It can't be seen since the blue has kinda wash out :D
Ah, the beauty of thinking through things.

So, the hair was a birthday present from my mom
And my sister got me lipgloss.
I'm going to do my contact lens tomorrow :D
I feel so excited and scared at the same time.
Phew.
Haha, I'm such a hypocrite.
I remember last time I used to go like,
Ew, I wouldn't want to put anything in my eyes!
I'm eating my own words.
Oh wells (:

People change and so do I.

#467 Over and Out

It's finally over.

I'm glad.

#466 Kenanga

Went to KL with Pow and her boyfriend today.
Yes, I became a lamp post but all is well.
Her boyfriend got me Starbucks :D
Not shitting you.
Haha.

We had late lunch and the whole thing was fun actually
Despite me being lightbulb. (:
Tiring and so on, yada yada.

Gonna go to bed soon, I guess.

Her boyfriend got me Starbucks.

#465 Lonely

Sometimes the happiest person is the loneliest person lived.

I honestly feel alone and lonely.
Sometimes even when I'm at college.
I feel lonely and cast aside.

I may smile and laugh
But I don't know why but I still feel lonely.
As days go by,
I feel lonelier and lonelier.
Why didn't I say so earlier in my previous posts?

That's because I thought it was nothing
But me.
But when I look back,
I found fault in myself and many others.

Cast to a corner without being noticed (:
With a smile on my face I shall be strong enough
To live this through.
The world is not a perfect place
Therefor I have to expect the worst out of everyone.
So much more than being hurt by
Expecting the best out of people.

I'm off.
I feel depressed and lonely.
Anime shall make me feel happier, I hope.

I may smile and laugh.