#112 I Understand

Various blogs I've been through.
I understand how do they feel most of the time.
Mainly it's because I was there personally to experience it.

I know how does it feel to be invisible.
I know how does it feel to be left out.
Kicked out.
Pushed out.
Ignored.

I could just close my eyes
And I could remember the painful feeling in me.
I know I'm emo.
But emo people has feelings too!
Strong people like Jesslyn.
Eventually they'll fall to.
Just because they don't have the helping hand of a friend.

Popularity.
Because of that,
People left those who are not popular.
What's the point?
Being popular is not ALL THAT!
You won't have a TRUE friend in sight.
Only those FAKEs that wants to become popular too.

Relationships.
Why must you change?
Just because you think relationships are so damn important?
That you have forget your friends around you?
And when you broke up.
You turn to your former friend.
Hoping they would listen to you.
But you're too late.
You're too Goddamn late.

Hope.
It's not like it'll change anything.
What's the point of me writing all these down?
It's not like it'll even make a difference.
Leon,
Help us all.

Kicked out
Pushed out
Ignored