#23 Hurt

In the dark,
You have nothing to hold on to.
Nothing to look at.
Suddenly,
You heard a loud thump thump noise.
It's so close,
You felt scared but like I said,
You have nothing to hold on to.
You close your eyes
Even though you knew it will be the same.
Suddenly you realized,
It's your heart that is pounding and not any other thing else.

You let out a sigh of relief,
And suddenly,
You felt something touched your shoulder.
Biting back your scream,
You slowly turn around
And found the thing that touched you is gone.
But,
It left something that warmed your heart.
It left you a candle.

Life right now isn't suitable for anyone whom is weak and being a coward.
Thinking 'bout your actions makes me feel pissed and uncontrollable.
I ask you,
How the hell can you control yourself when you know you're being betrayed?
You thought you knew your friends action.
And without knowing,
They back stabbed you,
Without you knowing WHY?

Ever since it came,
You have changed.
It's like,
I don't really know you anymore.
It is really painful to see you become someone you used to talk about.
Right now,
Everyone knows about it.
Even friends from my chinese tuition.
I don't even talk to them since my tuition ended.
And now,
They know.

How do they know?
Don't look at me.
Look at them.
They have the answers.
I, too, am wondering how did they know.

But,
Like my mom told me.
Hold on tight at where you are right now.
And ignore every bad thing you
Hear,
See,
Touch.

Turn
Deaf
Blind
And uh...
Untouchable?

Ignore everything bad around you