#272 Blue House

Blue house got fucking third this year :)
For like the first time for four years of being last.
Fuck yeah :)

Won two out three medals :)
Got second for 100m and 3rd for 4x100m.
Fuck,
I couldn't run for 200m.
No fucking stamina. :(
I feel like fucking killing myself at the moment.
FUCK!

And the worst thing is,
Is that I didn't go up and take my fucking medal
Cause I didn't know about it.
FUCK!
Last minute subbed for 4x100m
And I was the fucking last to past the fucking baton
Because I couldn't catch my breath.
FUCK!

I know I"m swearing like shit but what the hell?
I'm pissed off and disappointed in myself.
I could have gotten fucking first in 100m.
It's like only a little space between us.
GAH!

But whatever.
I'm tired and feel like sleeping without taking my bath
Cause I'm bloody lazy at the moment.

Blue house got third.
Fuck yeah.