#274 Ego

We had extra class for yesterday and today.
It was absolutely boring.
Went home early for both days cause I
Can't take the long hours.
It's like a subject but for two freaking hours D:
And yes,
Short attention spam all the way.

The guys in my class called me a FOOD BRINGER
Or something like that.
Maybe it's because I keep on bringing titbits to school.
But I get hungry and they get hungry and we all get hungry :)
LET'S GET HUNGRY AND EAT ICE CREAM TOGETHER :D

My friend from BUD4 just updated me.
And I feel useless at the moment.
I can't do anything to help her :/
I can't extract the pain in her now.

Hey,
I'm talking to you
And I hope that you'll take a look at the mirror.
It's obvious you'll see a pretty lady standing in front of you.
But look deep down in you.
Let your walls down for a moment.
Can you see the hypocrite in you?
Stop saying things about people and act like you're so
Fucking nice.
Girl,
We can see through your eyes and the way you act around us.
I know you hate me so much
But I just don't know why.
But I don't care.

Back to the topic.
Sure you bitch about us from time to time
But hey,
We all bitch about each other, I don't deny that.
But I'm trying to change myself and
Control all those damn emotions in me.
I know it's hard,
But it takes time aite?

So,
Stop being such a fucking hypocrite
And start apologizing even if it hurts you so damn much.
Fuck you for hurting my friends.
Fuck you for hurting me.
And fuck you for not
Swallowing your damn ego and pride.
I kinda understand how you feel.
How everyone 'left' you alone
When they are actually there for you.
I was too blind to see;
To string headed to listen.
Eventually they left me...
All alone.
For real.
Lesson learnt?

Fucking swallow your fucking ego and pride
Before you ACTUALLY lose the people around you.
Before they get bored of helping you when you're just
Too stubborn to listen.

Babe,
Been there done that.
And it sucks.
Big time.

I'm so lazy to actually help you
After all the things you've said to me.
I hope you lead to a good life
And stop being such a hypocrite.

Start swallowing your fucking ego and pride before you actually lose the people around you.