#307 I'm No Saint

So, it's been weeks since I've blogged.
Well,
I know I'm not important to anyone (:
And yes,
My birthdays are always a big disappointment. (:
Then again,
What can I expect?
I'm nobody important,
No one who actually appreciates with whatever I've done.
Nope,
Not once.
I feel so fucking unappreciated at the moment, haha.
But what can I do?

Smile and let it pass like it's nothing.

I hear other people complaints,
I listen, yes.
I don't know how to give you any fucking advices,
But don't you go rolling your damn eyes at me.
It's pisses me off., seriously.
Don't go showing me your attitude.
I'm tired and I can't take it, alright?

I know I'm not as pretty,
Nor as popular.
I know I can't control my emotions,
I know I'm not as cheerful as the rest,
I know I'm not as talented as others,
I know I'm not smart too.
But what do you want me to do?
Stop comparing,
Stop treating me like I'm not human,
Stop it.
Though I may sometimes able to hide what I can inside,
But it bites, you know?

Whom can I talk too?
No one.
Whom will listen to me?
No one.
Who is there to be for me?
No one.
Who will help me?
No one.

Let's face it,
I'm alone.
Always have been, always will be.
Don't get me wrong,
Sometimes being alone is the best ever.
But sometimes,
The silence screams the truth.
And the truth always hurts.

I'm just some stupid lil girl,
Who doesn't know how to grow up,
Does nothing but sulk at the corner,
Showing her stupid anger and bites at everyone everywhere.
Regrets may flow in her
But she has her pride and
She stuck out her chins,
Telling everyone that THEY are the ones whom are ALWAYS
Wrong and SHE'S always right.
So, sue me if you don't like me!

I think that's enough for today.
Maybe there's a better post tomorrow (:
After all,
I'm pretty sure that things like this will pass,
Eventually, right? (:

Right.