#336 Decisions

Something so close could be so damn far.

Tomorrow I'm having my trials 2.
Yet I'm not in the mood to study or what so ever shit.
I'm still pondering my brain,
Thinking which course to go to.

"I don't want to seem like I'm clinging on her,"
I told my friend.
"Yet, I'm afraid,"

Choices I have to make.
It's either to hold on to my pride
Or to let it go just for that camp.

I'm still thinking about it.
Hoping something somewhere will give me a sign,
Telling me which one I should choose,
Giving me a sign to all these kind of things.

I slept at 3.30am this morning
Due to insomnia and mosquitoes.
I managed to get some sleep though
But it came with a price.
A nightmare.

It was scary at first and I didn't get to finish it.
Yet I'm blooming with curiosity.
But what can I do?

Oh wells.
I'm selling my Monster Beats.
Due to the fact that I already have an earphone and
I want to get a headphone.
And Iphone.

I'm off to study right now, I guess.
Or just lay on my bed and catch up with some sleep.
I don't know.
Either one comes first (:

Nightmare.