#355 Only You

I'm sinned and I don't give a fuck about it.

Well,
I'm not sure where that came from.
Anyways.
It has gone through my mind quite a number of times.
The absolute truth:
I enjoy listening to other people's problems.
It's weird, I know.
But it makes me feel happy that people tend to come to me
When they needed solving.
Yet it pisses me off when they cast me aside after needing me.
But I enjoy helping.
More over,
I enjoy being able to fix something.
It ignites my heart
And sets my soul on fire.

Honestly, woman.
Everyone changes.
Even you freaking change.
The only thing you didn't change is your stupid
Ego.
You even questioned me where did I get my
'Always-want-to-win' attitude'.
I got it from you.
Eat it up.
In your face.
Sucker (:
HOHOHOHOHO!!!
(Beware my evil laugh)

I'm giving alot of thoughts on the camp thing.
I told my friend I'm afraid for making the wrong mistake.
After all,
I'm prone to making wrong decisions.
Damn.
Giving myself unnecessary thoughts.

What if I make a fool of myself?
What if things go wrong?
What if everyone hates me?
What if I'm left alone like usual?
What if.
What if.
What if.

I don't need this!

(:

I have no clue what to think right now.
But you know what?
Screw it.
I'm going to have fun and stuff.
If I'm being ignored,
Well, fuck you then (:

I'm in a fucking mood right now.
I'm not looking forward for add maths and perdagangan.

Fuck (: