#379 Camp

I'm back from camp!

Home sweet home, babeh!

I arrived home around 6 in the evening.

I was feeling dead tired and all.

Had a marvelous dinner and went straight to bed.

Totally missed the fireworks which I don't mind much.

Love my games group people (:
They are awesome and very inspiring.
Honestly,
I like the camp.
Yet I was uncomfortable when it came to
The worship/service/ workshop place.
I mean,
I ain't christian, that's for sure
And I'm pretty sure I ain't going to convert to one.
The whole Jesus talk was alright I guess.
I played games on my phone in order to stop
Myself from falling asleep since I'm not good at talks.
The stories they told were interesting
And I did listen.
I heard everything they said even though I don't show it.
But my actions cause misunderstandings.
I'm just too lazy to actually explain things.
After all, only the guilty ones always explains things
When it's not necessarily.

When everyone was praying in tongues,
It scared the shit out of me.
Like seriously.
I was terrified.
I felt like running away every single time they did it.
When everyone went to the front,
I tried to look for an escape to the back because
I was terrified.
I didn't want the...
Holy Spirit
To touch me let alone to come near me.
It felt weird though,
To see people close their eyes
And had their arms open;
To invite the spirit in them.
Some even knelt to the ground and bow their heads,
Some were crying their eyes out
And the whole hall was filled with sobs and gasps.
And that's when the tongue thing starts.
Woah.
I felt my whole body in pain
And I felt like getting far, far away from that place.
I was some what relieved when they stopped.

Anyways,
I met tons of wonderful people (:

Joey Lim was one if them.
She's one awesome/funny/adorable friend.
She's 16 and I'm glad I get to know her (:

I'm going off now,
Extremely tired.
Will come back and blog soon though (:

Home sweet home!