#422 Replies

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Wenqing Yan actually replied my post
And I felt eternally grateful towards her.
I mean normally those famous artists
Won't actually reply all their fan mails
And she did on mine (:
I feel like screaming my head off right now.

She is so kind and wonderful.
She did not dismissed her fans simply by
Clicking the x button.
Instead she replies.
Maybe not long messages but short
Yet meaningful ones (:

And that makes her ubber awesome.
She inspires many. (:

I know I don't posses the skills she has
Nor have the ability to draw wonderful stuff
But I'll write more often now
Seeing her as my role model (:

Y U SO AWESOME ONE ♥

#421 Shopping Time

It's done with nail polish (:
It took me an hour and a half (I think)
To do my nails but
I don't really like the results.
The theme is supposed to be Cheshire Cat in
Alice in Wonderland (:

Haha.
But the more I look at it,the more I like it (:
It wasn't easy, let me tell you that.
I had to paint the base then cut up
Sticky tape into thin strips and stick on the dry nails
And then color the top color and top it off with
Top coat :D

I'm happy with the results now :D
Haha.

Went out with Jess and Shum.
What a wonderful experience after cooping up in the house
So so extremely long.
To tell you the truth,
It was awkward at first, I won't lie
But as the ice around us began to melt
And words started to sound,
Everything turned out alright.

I have my coffee later though,
It was kind of frustrating to feel tired and grumpy.
Coffee is magic to me.
Anyways,
We had chicken in the morning for breakfast.
Jess' parents came and fetch me to KL Central and
I felt bad for having them to fetch me though.

Shum was busy with his handphone
While waiting for breakfast.
Both Jess and I were having a chat
And I kind of felt bad for leaving Shum out.
But things slowly went good, I guess.
We were all laughing and talking later on (:

Shum bought a lighter gun.
He said he wanted it for quite a while and his dream came true,
Haha.

So during lunch, we started to pose with his gun.
I mean, who wouldn't pose with a gun!?

The gun was seriously cool.
It has a red laser and Shum kept playing with it.
But it was fun. (:

Jess shot Shum in the mouth with the laser thingy.
Thus, a pink glow was formed.
Cool, right?

Finally, our food arrived.
We had Japanese lunch
And it was seriously disappointing.

The white rice is not sushi rice but just white rice (ew)
The chicken was dry and everything was dry.
The coleslaw was the best, so is the watermelon.
It was pricey and so not worth it :(
Jess and I had the same thing.

Shum had curry ramen with tons of oil in it.

It looks delicious but it's no big deal though.
We then walked around,
Looking for clothes for Jesslyn and yeah (:
Shum got bored ad bought Famous Amos ice cream.
It looks delicious,
It taste delicious,
It was delicious.

In the end,
Instead of sitting LRT home,
We walked to my dad's office
And he gave us all a ride home.
When we're at home,
I gave Jess a manicure
And my job was sucky and all.
Haha.
But if we had enough time,
I would actually do some patterns, I think.
But I did a crack nail polish and it looked good (:
Light blue base with black crack.
It looked so... awesome :D
Sadly, I forgotten to take a picture of her nails
But yeah.
I wanted to do a black base with silver strips for her
But we were running out of time and all.
It sucks :C
Oh wells (:
Maybe I'll do that after my nails' color have come off (:

I know I'm a poor substitute of her
But I've tried my best.
I hope it was enough though.
I hope I wasn't pushy and bossy and shit.
I know I swore a couple of times
But I can't help it.
It's me, you see?
To swear.
If I don't swear, it's not me.
But honestly,
I've cut down alot of swearing. 
LULZ.

My boss texted me just now
And she told me I don't have to go for work.
In a way, I'm kind of happy
But at the same time,
I feel kind of sad
Cause I need some cash and all.

I'm stopping here to watch One Piece (:
Cause One Piece is nothing but awesome
(Aside form Naruto)

ONE PIECE

#420 Moving On

FINALLY!
I'm able to interact with someone.
It feels as though I've been a loner for quite some time.

"Humans are the loneliest creatures in the world," - simple plan
I'm going out tomorrow!
Yippee!

I did my nails last night
After being inspired by Alice in Wonderland
But the colors does not suite me at all.
So I'm waiting for it to come off
And I'm going to paint 'em grey/black/turquoise.
Or maybe just black and grey.
The color of Alice: Madness Return's Cheshire cat.

"Mad people are the ones that are geniuses,
They just see things in a different way."

I'm thinking of buying more puzzles
But ah, money.
I'm freaking broke and all.
I hate myself for spending over board :C

I'm off to bed now,
Need to wake up super duper early for tomorrow (:

"Mad people are the ones that are geniuses,
They just see things in a different way."

#419 Music In My Heart

I've come to realized how
Lonesome I was last time..
And now.

"Being human is one of the lonely thing in the earth"

My words used to have so much power
And now it feels as though it holds nothing.

I'm ranting here (:
Trying to pass time a side from watching One Piece
Which is freaking ah-mah-zing!

Edited.
An evil thought just ran through my mind
And I do not feel guilty about it.

My pain is your pleasure,
Your pain is mine.

I'm currently having a chat
With one of my old friends
Waaay back during friendster time.
It is such a small world!
I'm glad some things never change (:

You build a world of magic.

#418 Apple

I was making that apple puzzle last night while watching

One Piece.

It was kind of tough but see?

I managed to finish it.

Honestly,

I feel like buying more puzzles to do but it's kind of pricey.

That apple cost me RM25!

It's like 1/4 of my allowance and it's a big no no.

Maybe I'll buy some more when I get my working cash.

My mom wants me to look for another job

And I told her no

'Cause I don't feel like working no more.

I mean I've been working for a month and two weeks

So why can't she just give me a month's rest!?

It's so unfair.

My ultimate goal of working is to repay my debts

And I've done so.

So, why can't she just let me off the hook!?

Damn it.

The best part of my life is that I

Have no one to talk too.

And to top it off,

When ever someone talks to me in Facebook,

O'll cut off the conversation because I don't feel like talking.

I'm so cool.

I hope my boss needs me for work tomorrow though.
I want to go do some puzzle shopping.
I enjoy doing puzzles.
It's fun and all.
Requires tons of patients which I need 'em and all.

Mom, why can't you just leave me alone!?
This is the reason why I prefer to get bored
At my dad's office.
He doesn't nag as much as my mom
And he'll leave me alone with the lap top
And my anime.

Fail attempt of Twilight cover.
Haha.
I wanted to photoshop it
But I got lazy and blah.
But my hands look like a heart
Around the apple.
Haha.
Enough blogging and back to being bored
And watching One Piece. (:

I'm so cool.

#417 The Sorcerer

She slowly dance in the dark night with the moon illuminating upon her. Her dress fluttered softly in the breeze at every turn she took.


Magnificent.


Her eyes was closed and she was absorbed to the music the night forest played for her. But without her knowing, a lone sorcerer was watching her every move, her every steps, her every body coordination.


As the sorcerer saw the beautiful creature dancing gracefully in the night, he could not help but wanting to keep her all to himself. He was being selfish and he knew it and yet, he didn't care; for such beautiful creature maybe able to free him from loneliness.


He then muttered a spell; casting it over the graceful creature, trying to trap her and make her his. But his spell was cut short when he heard or rather felt the creature moving further and further away from him. He opened his olive green eyes and he was right, she has vanished.


But no matter. He knew she would come back as she always does every night.


:heart:


She came back on the following night and she once again dance gracefully under the moonlight. The stars twinkled with laughter and the clouds were gently moved by the wind. It felt as though the whole sky was dancing with her and the moon was her spotlight.


He quickly cast the spell. This time he was prepared and will not hesitate to take her in his clutches. He opened a box that was platted with diamonds and sapphires and many other rare and precious stones that not many could get their hands on them; not even the king.


As soon as he opened the box, a soft lullaby was played and as soon as it reaches the graceful creature's ears; slowly, little by little, she began to disappear. When the lullaby ended, the dancing creature was gone.


The sorcerer snapped the box shut and walked home, holding back his laughter and excitement.


Dance for me, forever and always.
Never destroyed but forgotten.


:heart:


She was trapped and she was frightened. Not a single light was shed in the darkness.
So dark, so scared.


:heart:


He took the box out from his sleeve and he set it lightly on the table. He then lighted a candle nearby him with just a snap of his fingers. He couldn't hold the excitement in him as he reached towards the box and he opened the box. As soon as the lid was lifted, music filled the still air.


:heart:


Light... Light was filling the dark, dark place; extinguishing darkness itself. Happiness bubbled inside her and she could not help but to dance. But the light wasn't alone, it has brought music along with it.


:heart:


He saw her dance gracefully with the music. Her movements were like liquid, gliding to every corners of the box; not leaving any space out. She then felt as though someone was watching her and she stopped dancing and looked up.


"Oh..." a soft sigh slipped from her lips.


"Dance for me, fair creature," the sorcerer said.


"Tell me, sorcerer, where am I?"


"A place where you'll always be from now on. You're mine as I will be yours,"


"Somehow your words have touched me. Yet you do not reveal your name,"


She saw her captive looked up as though he was in deep thought.


"Sebastian," his jaw moved.


:heart:


"Let me out, Sebastian, as I have to return to my family,"


She then saw worried flickered across his eyes.


"Dance for me every time I open this box until I am content. Then, you will be free from me,"


"How long?" her voice cracked as she missed her family.


She saw the sorcerer smiled and closed the box.


"How long?" she cried.


:heart:


Day by day, the sorcerer opened the box without fail. Yet she did a few moves and sat at a corner weeping. He felt heartbroken every time he saw her despair face.


"What despairs you so?"


"I am always coop up in the box and I always look forward to see your face that will appear from the dark and to the day I'm free,"


Her words touched him.


"Why is that I never felt hungry nor thirsty either tired?"


"Magic," he answered.


"Let me free," she begged as tears formed in her eyes.


"But I've come to fall in love with you, how am I able to set you free now? If I do, I might not be able to watch you dance,"


"But I'm too homesick to dance in this box like I've dance in the woods. Set me free, Sebastian. If you love me, prove it to me,"


The sorcerer's heart was torn in two. Yes, he has loved her so. These unusual feelings has developed over the past few months. But if he were to let her free, she might run and never look back at him anymore. But if he were to hold on to her freedom, she might never dance as she used to dance in the woods.


What should he do?


Choose

#416 Valentine's Day

It's Valentine's Day!
And I'm alone at the house, doing nothing
But taking pictures of myself.
I'm cool that way.

I was planning to do a Valentine's video but I lost
The interest and patience in doing so.
Haha.
Maybe next time.

I'm preparing myself to kill all those
Who've broke my heart in the past.
Just kidding!
No one broke my heart because I rarely like anyone
And yeah.

OH!
I thought up of a 'spidergirl' outfit
And it was so retarded.
My sister isn't here to help me take a picture
But all is well.
I mean,
Not to be mean
But her taking pictures of other people skills
Aren't that great.

MY SPIDER OUTFIT!
That consist of a red tank, black jacket and black jeans.
Shoes will be converse which is black too
And I couldn't find my black gloves.
If not it'll be finish.
But oh wells.
I'm just playing a fool of myself.

I'm off to watch One Piece.
I've come to acknowledge that One Piece is awesome.
But not as awesome as Naruto.
HUHU.

BYE!

#415 Over Shadowed

Is there anything wrong with wanting to look pretty
And sexy at some point?
I'm a girl with needs too (:
Yet I know I'm not pretty
No where near sexy.
It'll be nothing but a cruel joke.

Oh wells.
I am content with taking stupid pictures
Of myself and post it up in this blog
Where no one will see.
BWAHAHAHAHA.

Started work today
And I've forgotten how tiring it actually is.
The walked to there...
It usually takes me around 45mins to an hour
But today since I was late.
Actually, I wasn't late.
I woke up at 9am
(Which is my walking time)
Because I thought my sister is going to fetch me.
But it turns out she left without saying anything to me.
So I had to rush since it was already 9.20am.
(Due to me slacking around on the bed)
And I walked to The Curve at 9.25am on the dot.
I didn't go with my usual pace because I was afraid
That I'm late.
Apparently, by the time I reached my working place,
It was 10am on the dot.
Haha.
Relief washed over me like a tidal wave.
I was sweaty because I exert myself
And pushed my walking pace as fast as I could.

My manager,
Being a nice one,
Bought me a cup of ice Nescafe when she found out
I didn't have breakfast.
But honestly,
I don't really like to eat breakfast in the morning.
I don't mind skipping it and have late lunch
Which I always do during work.

My tummy went bad this morning :C
I was thinking maybe it was the the fact that I had
Cold drink so early in the morning.
Haha.
Major embarrassment.
But my manager was cool with that (:

I've been having tons of junk food when I'm on leave.
I became fat, I know.
So instead of eating junkfood
(As my slang, J Food)
I had fruits just now (:
Like 3 mandarin oranges and a few apples.
Ahh.
The satisfaction.
As much as how awesome J Food is,
I can't help but feeling guilty for eating so much.
Stupid itchy teeth of mine!

I mean, I'm sitting on the chair,
Watching movies.
HOW CAN I NOT EAT JFOOD!?
It's like heaving crunching lightly in my mouth!

So, yesterday,
My family and I were at BHP station to buy some junk food
(Which I didn't buy any HAH!)
And all of a sudden, this random dude talked to my dad
And brought my dad outside to look at the sky.
I followed my dad out of curiosity.
We saw a white light hovering just above the clouds
And at first we thought it was some some lazer light
But when the lightning flashes,
We saw it was ACTUALLY above the clouds,
Moving back and forth.
I had to take a video about it but I'm too lazy
To actually convert it and all.
Maybe later or something.
We stood there for a few minutes;
Being extremely fascinated by the light.
But I was more fascinated by the lightnings.
I mean,
It was beautiful for it to streak across the dark sky
As though it owns the whole sky.
In this case, it does.

Today's weather
Or rather tonight's weather was beautiful.
Around 8, strong gust of wind
Was over throwing the leaves from the trees.
Beautiful.
I took my dog out and enjoyed the wind.
It is after all,
One of my favorite kind of weather.
All wind but no lightning, no thunder and best of all,
No rain!
I was giggling with joy and ran around with my dog
Like a mad person.

I had so much fun.
But something was missing though;
It's the feeling of enjoying it with someone.
Oh wells.
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I'm spending it
With my dog, I guess
Or maybe with my manager. (haha)
But she has her boyfriend.
Oh wells. (:
I'm pretty sure The One will arrive
When the time is right
And I no longer will be
FOREVER ALONE!

I'm cool being alone, right now.
I guess.
Haha.
I SHALL NOT DOWN GRADE MYSELF, BIATCH!

HEE (:

#414 Hope and Despair

My sister took this while I was trying
To climb up the gap.
Was just fooling around,
No biggie.
Cause both my sister and I used to climb
That part when we were kids.
It was fun while it lasted (:

The weather was behaving rather odd just now.
But it's one of my favorite kind of weather.
All lightning and wind but no rain.
It was scary at the same time beautiful
I was able to see streaks and streaks of lightning
Flashing across the dark sky;
Illuminating each path it took.
Beautiful.

The other favorite kind of weather is that
It is extremely windy
And dark clouds starts to roll in.
No lightning nor thunder nor rain.
Just a strong gust of wind.

I've forgotten how is it like to interact with others.
I mean, sure I talk to my friends in Facebook
But I'm pretty sure I'll be more...
Shy and reserved when it comes to face-to-face.
It takes time to break down the ice, I guess.

I know I said I like to keep the past as...
The past.
But I can't help but to remember
What is it like to be texting and laughing at texts
Now a days.
All I do now is smile at my computer and get mad
And pissed off at my family members because of
My attitude and shit.

I want to get out and be free.
I want to have a better social life.
I want to be the one that everyone likes to talk too
And not push me away.
I know my patience isn't as good as my sister's
But I have my faults and flaws too.

Man, I'm being a whiner here.
Here's the sprinkles on the ice cream though,
I'm working tomorrow! (yay!)
On the downside is that I don't get to
Listen to my music and watch One Piece
For the whole day until 6pm.
But oh wells,
I'm trying to achieve my goals here.

I've been thinking through
But I know that I can't achieve one of my biggest goal.
To study astrology.
I want to study the stars and other galaxies
But because of my study background,
I'm not qualified to be an astrologist.
But no matter,
Maybe one day I'll be able to meet
Someone that studies astrology and maybe
Teach me some stuff about it (:

Being optimistic here.
Haha.
I've made up my mind to buy a camera again.
But this one is the kind that is able to
Take beautiful pictures of the beautiful night sky
And most of all,
Be able to take many many wonderful pictures
Of the hidden stars in the night sky.

My next dream is to be able to take
Pictures of lightnings.
Like ridding an open airplane in the storm clouds
And taking pictures.
It's dangerous but what is life without risks? (:

Despair is the inaction that keeps us down,
Hope is the will to create a better tomorrow."
-Wenqing Yan

What is life without risks?

#413 Out There

"There is no one in this world that is born alone!" - One Piece.

Oh, I hope so.
Cause I've been feeling pretty much lonely
As the days pass by.

Out there