#415 Over Shadowed

Is there anything wrong with wanting to look pretty
And sexy at some point?
I'm a girl with needs too (:
Yet I know I'm not pretty
No where near sexy.
It'll be nothing but a cruel joke.

Oh wells.
I am content with taking stupid pictures
Of myself and post it up in this blog
Where no one will see.
BWAHAHAHAHA.

Started work today
And I've forgotten how tiring it actually is.
The walked to there...
It usually takes me around 45mins to an hour
But today since I was late.
Actually, I wasn't late.
I woke up at 9am
(Which is my walking time)
Because I thought my sister is going to fetch me.
But it turns out she left without saying anything to me.
So I had to rush since it was already 9.20am.
(Due to me slacking around on the bed)
And I walked to The Curve at 9.25am on the dot.
I didn't go with my usual pace because I was afraid
That I'm late.
Apparently, by the time I reached my working place,
It was 10am on the dot.
Haha.
Relief washed over me like a tidal wave.
I was sweaty because I exert myself
And pushed my walking pace as fast as I could.

My manager,
Being a nice one,
Bought me a cup of ice Nescafe when she found out
I didn't have breakfast.
But honestly,
I don't really like to eat breakfast in the morning.
I don't mind skipping it and have late lunch
Which I always do during work.

My tummy went bad this morning :C
I was thinking maybe it was the the fact that I had
Cold drink so early in the morning.
Haha.
Major embarrassment.
But my manager was cool with that (:

I've been having tons of junk food when I'm on leave.
I became fat, I know.
So instead of eating junkfood
(As my slang, J Food)
I had fruits just now (:
Like 3 mandarin oranges and a few apples.
Ahh.
The satisfaction.
As much as how awesome J Food is,
I can't help but feeling guilty for eating so much.
Stupid itchy teeth of mine!

I mean, I'm sitting on the chair,
Watching movies.
HOW CAN I NOT EAT JFOOD!?
It's like heaving crunching lightly in my mouth!

So, yesterday,
My family and I were at BHP station to buy some junk food
(Which I didn't buy any HAH!)
And all of a sudden, this random dude talked to my dad
And brought my dad outside to look at the sky.
I followed my dad out of curiosity.
We saw a white light hovering just above the clouds
And at first we thought it was some some lazer light
But when the lightning flashes,
We saw it was ACTUALLY above the clouds,
Moving back and forth.
I had to take a video about it but I'm too lazy
To actually convert it and all.
Maybe later or something.
We stood there for a few minutes;
Being extremely fascinated by the light.
But I was more fascinated by the lightnings.
I mean,
It was beautiful for it to streak across the dark sky
As though it owns the whole sky.
In this case, it does.

Today's weather
Or rather tonight's weather was beautiful.
Around 8, strong gust of wind
Was over throwing the leaves from the trees.
Beautiful.
I took my dog out and enjoyed the wind.
It is after all,
One of my favorite kind of weather.
All wind but no lightning, no thunder and best of all,
No rain!
I was giggling with joy and ran around with my dog
Like a mad person.

I had so much fun.
But something was missing though;
It's the feeling of enjoying it with someone.
Oh wells.
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I'm spending it
With my dog, I guess
Or maybe with my manager. (haha)
But she has her boyfriend.
Oh wells. (:
I'm pretty sure The One will arrive
When the time is right
And I no longer will be
FOREVER ALONE!

I'm cool being alone, right now.
I guess.
Haha.
I SHALL NOT DOWN GRADE MYSELF, BIATCH!

HEE (: