#282 Replaced

It feels like they all focus on her and her only.
And I'm like a replacement.
If she ain't here,
They'll look for me
And I fucking hate it.
I know,
I sound like a fucking kid but I don't give a fuck
At the moment.

Rather pissed at myself at the moment.
Still have a pile of homework I haven do
And it's due tomorrow.
Didn't get a fucking pencil box that I wanted.
It's black on the outside
And red in the inside. :)
So Kimberly :)

Had a girl session with Lai Kuan today.
Apparently,
Her problem has yet to be solved
And I have no clue how the hell do I help her.
I hate seeing her like this,
It kinda makes me feel useless and all that crap.

Anyways,
Bought a new cat pendent :3
Got kinda bored of the old one though
And thought maybe I get this just for a change.

Oh,
And I have yet to find my darling wallet. :/
And I'm rather depressed about it.
But what can I do right?
It's my own carelessness.
Fuck myself to the fucking max.

Oh,
Went to MPH today
And
Vampire Diaries: The Return: Midnight
Came out
And it's like RM40 without members card.
Gosh.
If includes members card,
I'll get like 20% off.
So fucking frustrated.
I'm off to do my homework now.
FML :)

Fuck myself to the fucking max