#285 Disown Me Already

I know I'm at fault.
I know I'm wrong.
I know I always bring unpleasant aura at home.
I know I will always cause you guys to be sad.
I know I'm nothing but a loser.
A failure.
A stupid daughter you have.
And I bet there are times you wish you could have
Done abortion.
I'm hurt by the words you said.

I've spent so much money on you.
Maybe you should go back to government school
Or maybe I should stop letting you go to school.

You really love money that much, huh?
I welcome you with open arms to do so.

WHY DON'T YOU DISOWN ME ALREADY!?

I yelled at my mom.
Those are the exact words I said to her.
And no,
I won't take it back.

How many times have you think through this?

Alot...

Alot of time, mom.
Since like form 3?

I won't take it back,
But I will keep it in my heart.