#343 Vindicated

Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring

Yeap, I woke up at around 4 in the morning.
My mind couldn't stop whirling
Even if I went to sleep.
I've been thinking,
Hey.
You know what?
Who needs friends like you?
To torment and to hurt others?
People like you are the most fucked up ones.
You should get your fucked up mind checked (:

Anyways,
I've been neglecting my studies and
Listening to music.
Instead, to give it all to watching vids.
Not that I hate videos,
But I feel bad for not touching my mp4
For these few days.

I am who I am
And I will not change myself just to please others.
If I have to change,
Whom will I be then?
I can't please everyone
And not everyone can please me.

I'm tired of trying to please people.
After all,
Why should I?
When they don't actually appreciate the stuff I did?
Not even a good job or way to go, Kim.
Or maybe, you're the best.
Nope.
Nuh uh.
Zip.
None.

When I found out my friends haven tried macaroons,
I purposely went out of my way to buy for them to munch on.
One is already expensive,
I bought 6.
6 freaking macaroons.
Each is like what?
3.30!?
I regret spending cash on you guys.
I even bought a freaking stupid angry bird plush toy
And all you guys did was make fun of it.
I may smile but girl,
I'm hurt.
Screw you all.

Emotions mixed up now. (:
Fuck the world and fuck all the
Idiotic,life ruiners in it (:

Have a nice morning and don't let me ruin
Your whatever happy mood you have this morning (:

Justify my act, please?