#437 SPM Results

So, today is rather emo for me, I guess.
I'm not entirely emo but just disappointed.
But for a short while only
'Cause I kinda expected that.

"It'll take a miracle for me to get 3A's,"

And secretly I hope I could get 4As.
Because having 4As will not only let me surpass my sister
But to be able to get cash.
But the thing is,
When it comes to cash,
I know I'm always at the losing side.
Always.

Why?
I've done pretty much alot of things that involved money
Which then became karma and shit.
Things that involve coning people,
Stealing and taking opportunities on people's cash.
So,

What comes around goes around

And I pretty much expect that.
Yeah,
I was thinking about it last night
While listening to songs.

Truthfully,
My whole family didn't thought I had it in me.
They didn't think that I could get 3As.
(There, I said it. My super low results.)
My mom was happy for me,
My sister was surprised
And my dad purposely came home early from work.
Wow.
I was wondering why are they happy when I feel bad.
It's selfish for me to say that but I'm in need for cash.
Damn.
Looks like I might be finding a job soon.
Double damn.

Or maybe not.
Don't know.
But right now it's about choices.
College choices.
Da da dummmm.

Right now,
It's either CPU or business foundation.
My cousin told me if I were to study business,
Instead of not having a job,
I can create a business which is great.

Oh man.
And my time limit is this Saturday.
No more, no less.

Gosh.
It's a freaking nightmare.
Worst off,
I went crazy with my spending last week
And I found out I left only a hundred.
I had four hundred and what happened to the cash?

Hair.
Paintball.
Shopping.
More shopping.
More more shopping.
Handphone clothes. ._.

Damn.
I have to start saving and try to wisely spend my money.
YOSH!

Happily talking to my peeps (: