#445 Unexpected Route

It's already April and it's been a while since
I've actually blog.
I had an English exam on Friday (30/03/12)
And it was my first day for anime club.
(Yes, I join anime club for personal interest)
And I'm telling you,
It was awesome.
Loving the people at college.
They are all very friendly
Though I must be on my guard.
After all, it's only a week.
Who knows what do they have
Underneath the surface?

Anyways,
On Wednesday (28/03/12)
Syann and I agreed to have lunch together
And right after classes, I went to find her.
But she was on duty and I told her I'll wait for her at level 6.
So, I went there, surfed the web while waiting for her.
My classes ended at 2.15pm and I waited until 6pm
Which is the time I had to go home.
I didn't have any lunch at all because I was waiting for Syann
To call me or whatever.
I admit that I was pissed and shit
But who wouldn't!?
I lost my appetite and my temper.
I mean, how could I not!?
I've been stood up and not even a text on telling me
It was cancelled.

Fuck.

Yeah, and it was on my first week.
Lesson learnt,
To not fully place a trust on someone.

My dad bought me a new camera yesterday (31/03/12)
It all happened when I accidentally broke my camera.

I put it at the end of my table while adjusting
My silver egg and my hand knocked it.
I felt as though my heart stopped until my camera came to a landing.
It didn't land far though,
It landed on my study table.
But the impact was great and it ended up not working.
Of course I cried my eyes out.
My camera is something I cherished alot
And it has been with me for 2 years plus.
It was always with me and I've carried so many sentimental
Feelings and thoughts with it.
I went crying to my mom and I've calmed down
After explaining it to her.

A few hours later, my dad came home
And he asked me what happened.
I told him my camera broke and I started bawling like a kid again.
He then hugged me and told me he would buy a new one for me.
I cried even harder and managed to choked out a
"Thank you, daddy."

Later,
We went to Ikano to look for my mom's lappy.
Turned out they didn't sell it.
My dad then pulled me to the camera section
And began asking questions about it.
I showed my camera and they said it can be fixed
With the amount of RM400-500.
My heart dropped all the way to my feet
And I finally accepted that I deserved it.
I deserved this kind of things.
Maybe I did something wrong the past few days
And I totally deserve it or something.

My dad then pointed out a few cameras that has
A leica lens.
And my dad called his friend and so on.
I told my mom I wanted to get a Lumix GF3
Which is incredible sexy.
But my dad had other plans.
He bought me a lumix DMX-LX5
Which is a semi DSLR.
He wanted me to take steps by steps.
I almost cried and I was extremely happy.
And once again,
I questioned myself.
Do I deserve this?
Was it all planned out from the beginning?
And I whispered to my mom,
Jie deserves to get an Iphone.

Takes beautiful shots
And I'm still learning bout the functions and such.

See how define my hair looks like up close?
Wow.

I couldn't stop taking pictures with it.
I'm a loser about it but who cares?
No, I've not forgotten my old camera.
I'm planning to bring it to service and
Pay the services with my own cash.
Why?
Because, it's not that I'm a selfish bitch,
It's just that I want to keep on carrying that camera
Until it really dies. (:

Was it all planned out from the beginning?