#453 Made in China

So, I had to finish off an essay for my song analysis last night and it took my quite a while 'cause I have no clue what to write. Finally, I was able to finish my essay and I've to turn my attention to Life of Pi. I stayed up until 3-4am reading that book and woke up at6 to reread it. I skipped Malaysian Studies and Advance Functions to study more and managed to catch a 15 mins nap. I managed to do alright but I wasn't satisfied with my results as I had 3 wrongs for multiple choice questions. Later, when we all handed in our essays, lecturer told us we all did wrong as we did not follow the instructions. But she didn't even mention most of the things. Only a specifically person did correctly for everything and the lecturer just had to rub it in our faces. It felt like I've been wounded deeply and salt was poured along with sand that was viciously rubbed on my wound. That is how painful it hurt.

I had to once again skipped Advance Function to complete my work before the dead line. I felt bad as I knew that teacher will teach new topic and I'm left behind. Luckily, my friends agreed to have a group study with me and they'll teach me what they know (:

I know I'm ranting but I was feeling really frustrated and tired the whole morning. The kindle that was usually there was put out. My voice had some bitter in it's edge as I talk and my friend said it was as clear as crystal. But then again, I've put so much damn work on it and it turns out I did badly like I always do. I felt like giving up and giving in. Why stress myself over this when I know I'll get low marks with or without hardwork? Yes, I teared up. My emotions were running a wild and my 'highnet' wasn't there.

She's made in China.
She's the perfect barbie, not the body or what, just the material used.
She's so fake.
She will not last.


I will not lose to people like her. Will not!