#370 Events

So, I went to the church thingy yesterday (111111)
And honestly, I find it... kind of boring.
Don't judge me now.
Blogs are made to allow one to let out their feelings and shit.
So, I felt boring.
I didn't sleep the whole night before
Because I got myself an iPhone :D

Pictures will be posted up later.

Anyways, yeah,
I went to the church.
My nose was killing me
And my eye lids were extremely heavy.
I kinda half slept during the thingy
And I felt embarrassed about it.
But these kind of talk thingys aren't just my kind of thing.

Throughout the whole thingy,
I felt like an outcast;
A stranger barging into other people's life.
An alien trying to fit among humans.

By the way,
Jess and Shum went too.
So yeah.
I don't think anyone would understand how I feel
Unless that person goes through the same shit as me.
Conversations were awkward;
Listening was awkward too
In fact, being there was awkward.
Was it me the only one who felt that way?
I'm pretty sure it is.
After all,
I'm the outcast.

We went Midvalley after.
Like I said,
Everything was awkward.
I wanted so badly to go home.
Every single minute.
But I have to endure it and not be selfish.
Somehow,
The ice around me slowly melt
And things were okay in the end.
But...

Got myself an iPhone on 101111.
My savings were all walloped up and I left
Less than a hundred with me right now.
I am broke.
And it's eating me inside.
But I'm happy with my wonderful gadget!
It's so awesome,
I feel like I'll die if I parted ways with it (:

Went to Sungei Wang with Aslene and Lip Kent today.
It was awesome as we looked around for Aslene's boots.
We finally found her boots after 4-5 hours and
It was smexy.
Both Lip Kent and Aslene bought tons of stuff
Yet I went home empty handed.
That's what you get when you're poor
And penniless (?)
But it was fun.

I wanted to get an iPhone cover which looked like this:
CLICK!
And a red jacket but it turns out
Both of them are expensive,
So yeah.

In the end,
I have nothing but wonderful experiences.

Outcast.