#376 China

I'm going china in like another hour or so?
I haven really packed yet
And I feel too lazy to do so.
I'm still up since 6 something just now.
I've been reading my friend's blog
And I have no right to say


Oh hey, break up?
Get over it and done.

I mean,
Who am I to say that?
I've never been in a relationship.
Either I'm not good enough or other people are just
Too good for me.
All I can do is to sit at a corner
Watching people break up and make up.
Sometimes life can be an ass hole, you know?
Ah, but whatever right?

I should be happy and all.
Considering I've never been in a relationship.
Somehow, typing that makes me think
#FOREVER ALONE
Ah, but what gives?
Randomly typing here since I've got nothing to do.
I lost my epic watching anime feeling
Quite a while ago.

Oh well.
Honestly,
I hate being tangled in people's relationship.
As much as I want to help,
I just don't want to be the 'middle man'.
The side taking is harsh and all.
I'm fine, I really am. (:

Gosh, I shall now take my wonderful bath
And start to pack my stuff
And get ready to sit the damn cab.
I don't feel sleepy at the moment
But I hope I will be able to sleep in the plane.
I hate flights as much as I hate contained-waist-deep water.
Freaks me out.

Someone help me.
Will not be blogging for a week, max.
China.
You're going to kill my appetite.

Get over it and done.