#64 Let Everything Out

She stayed in her bedroom,
Reading the text her...
Friend?
Had sent.

She felt like crying,
But she couldn't
Or wouldn't.
She felt that she was a sister to her.
A sister that would listens to her problem.

But somehow,
Something happened between them.
Dividing them.
Her friend,
A brown, petite girl with lovely brown eyes.
Has been happy after it happen.
But she herself,
Raven black hair that has been dyed a hint of brown.
Had filled with hatred and anger.
She's loosing all her friends,
Or rather friends she never had before.

She felt lonely.
Everyday she goes to school,
And she saw the angel,
The girl whom she envied.
She was shocked when she found out the truth about the angel.
She pitied her and took her in.
Like a stray dog.

Her heart was heavy.
So heavy that she couldn't lift it up.
Oh why did this happened?
She thought.
Is it all my fault?

The angel,
That doesn't want to be friend with her.
Took her in.
Out of kindness?
Felt pity for her?
Or simply because she want to get to know her?

She balled herself tighter into a small tight ball.
She wish she could just vanished form this world.
She'd rather die and suffer in Hell,
Than watch her 'friend' suffer right now.
She wanted to talk to her
Yet there isn't any cell in her body that wants to.

She's frustrated.
She isn't perfect like the angel.
But somehow,
She wish she is.
As time past,
The corner of her mouth doesn't seem to go upwards
But always stay down or even a tight line.

She has a choice to make.
And the deadline is tomorrow.
Why can't she come and talk to me?
Instead of me talking to her?
She knows that I hate making the first move.
I hate it alot.

She looked at the clock,
It read 12.30am.
She got up,
Went over to her bed and slept,
Holding her phone tightly in her hand
As though she's afraid that it would run away.
And all the messages the would be wipe out.

It was 6 am when she woke up.
Deadline is today.
She got dressed for school,
Ate her breakfast and left for school.

She arrived school in a few minutes time.
She saw the angel walking up the stairs.
She ran to catch up with her.
"Marissa,"
She called.
Marissa stopped and look at her,
She looked surprised.
"I'm sorry,"
And fell to Marissa's arms and started crying.
"I'm sorry,"
She muttered over and over again.
"It's alright, shh..."
Marissa said, soothing her hair.
"Everything is alright now, Kimberly,
You don't have to cry anymore,"