#41 Sasuske

I went to One Utama yesterday
And it was okay.
Atleast I'm not at home - dying.
Went to a manga shop and bought a
Sasuke key chain
Which is very cute.
Later,
I saw a Sasuke doll which worth only RM30!

I was like,
What the hell!?
I want one!

He looked like the picture on top except
He has a rather large Suriken on his right hand.
Life's sad.
And all I want is a Sasuke Doll.
Is it hard to do what I request?

Guess so...

I want one!

#40 Joy To The World... NOT!

Joy to the world,
The teacher's dead,
We barbecue her head!
What happened to her body?
We flushed it down the potty.
And round and round it goes,
And round and round it goooooeeesss!

From now onwards,
I hate Christmas.
To me,
It is nothing but a stupid festival
Which makes people spent their money
On useless things
And make shopkeepers earn a lot of cash!
That's what I think bout Christmas!

It's a waste of time!
Lots of people decorate their Christmas tree
But for what!?
For nothing!
It's not like reporters will go to your house and
Take pictures of your tree!

Who wants a damn tree in the house anyways?
Some people thinks Christmas is a holiday where
Love and joy are around.

Well,
Who wants love and joy anyway?
I mean,
You can feel love and joy everyday!

It's the birth of Christ you say?
Do I look like a give a shit about it?
NO!

I hate Christmas!

#39 Results!

Aww,
Such a cute puppy!

Sometimes,
I wish I could lie on the grass all day and day dream.
I mean,
It would be nice to relax once in a while.
But,
Hell,
Life is never that relaxing.

Last night,
I slept at 3am,
Just feeling very nervous for today.
And I woke up at 6!
I mean,
Why am I so nervous?
I think I did well in my exams.

I'm having butterflies fluttering in my tummy right now.
Oh wait,
Not butterflies,
More like crows!

Hell,
Just another 2more hours then I'm off
To get my results that is.

I think I did well for my exams

#38 PMR Results

PMR results are rolling in... Fast
I really hope I did well in my exam.
After all,
It's bloody important.

Cookie gave birth yesterday!
I'm not sure if it is a male or a female.
Sadly, I didn't get to find out.
Stupid Cookie ATE the poor defenseless thing!
Such awful mother!

Anyways,
The baby was Cookie and Peppermints'[male]
Peppermint was Cookie first survivor darling baby.
And he -cough cough- with his own mother!
Uh,
EW!?

If I've done badly for my exam,
My only wish is to let me watch
Naruto and Benten everyday!

PMR results are rolling in fast!

#37 Random

Okay, that was a random picture.
I found it in my mom's lappy.
The picture was took while I was at some place last year.
There isn't much to say.

All I know
Is that I'm having a rather BORING holiday.
I didn't even get to go out.
It's not like I don't have the time,
It's that I'm not sure if everything right now.

Sometimes,
I wish things would be easier.

Things would be easier

#36 The Video I Promised

Yesterday night,
Or rather,
Early this morning,
I've promised to put up a better video.
Although the first two doesn't have any sound,
It's nice!

Enjoy!

Sasuke won!

#35 Naruto And Sasuke

This is my favorite fight among all!
Oh, and this is the two best vids i could find.
If there's better ones,
Please inform me

Naruto and Sasuke are trying to over come their sickness
Of the Fox Demon and the Curse Seal

That was in the description....

I'm not sure who won,
But I hope is Sasuke.
You have to watch it to know who won.
Will a better one tomorrow.
Till then,
nights.

I hope Sasuke won

#34 Wasting Away

Right now,
I feel like a going-to-be-rotten-apple
That has been lying on the floor to rot away.

Mom has been watching some Cantonese series
For a week now.
Did I mention that before?
Somehow,
I have a feeling I'm losing money real fast.
Maybe it's because I bought two books at Atria,
My favorite book sale place.
Bought Sebastian Darke and an unknown book.

I'm quite happy.
It's because I went on a shopping spree
With my mom and sister yesterday.
Bought two polo tees from F.O.S
And a pair of flip flops from some unknown place.

But today,
We didn't go out
And I've slept for 3 and a half hours today.
Just to let time past.
And when I woke up,
There isn't anything to do but
EAT
And
EAT
And
EAT!

Oh man,
Thank God I can control eating.
Let me tell you something odd.
Every morning,
I'll wake up at about 10,
Brush up and everything,
Go downstairs,
And wait till 11,
And when it's time,
I'll on the tv,
And watch....
Naruto!

I know!
It's weird!
But strangely cool!
I like one part of it..
Will upload it in the next post!

Naruto is cool
Sasuke is hawt

#33 Untitled

It has been raining since last night, 2.30am
Until now.
And I've been having my flu since.

Uh, I've cut my hair yesterday.
And it rawks?
My sister told me its and emo look.
Cool.
I always wanted an emo hairstyle?
I cut my hair at a place called Antico.
If you like my hairstyle [which you will],
Go there and cut.

Jerry is getting better,
His appetite has returned
But his bark's gone.
When he wanted to bark,
He'll gag.
Poor boy.
The postman came this morning,
And all he did was jump on the fence,
Trying to bark!

There isn't much to do.
And I just found out the movie I wanted to watch
IS COMING OUT NEXT YEAR!
That is like such a long time!
Which is like next month!
I can't wait!
I can't wait!
I can't wait!

I might be going to One Utama next Monday.
Going to watch the 'famous' New Moon.
I heard it is
WAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY
Better than Twilight.

My mom is watching some Cantonese series.
She kinda begged me to stop her from watching it just now.
Okay,
That was weird.

Not much to write.
Next year, they are coming out a lot of good movies.
Most of them are based on books.
Such as:

Percy Jackson: The Lightning Thief
Prince of Persia: Sands of Time
How to Train a Dragon
Avatar, The Last Air Bender
Cirque Du Freak: Vampire's Assistant

MUST watch Cirque Du Freak

#32 The Vampire's Assistant

I so wanna watch this movie!



Darren Shan is considered as HOT!

#31 Hatred

There is so much hatred in me.
It feels like I'm born just to feel hated/hatred and nothing more!
I kept on asking myself the same thing over and over
Until I, myself, got bored of that question
Knowing there isn't anyone whom can help me answer it.

As soon as my 'mother' came to fetch me from my cousin's house yesterday,
She started scolding me for waking up at 3.30pm
Ans sleeping at 7.30am.
What is her problem?
I like to sleep and wake up anytime I pleased.

Gosh!
I feel like tearing my hair out over and over and over!
I have nothing else to say to her!
Or to anyone!
I'm so pissed off!

Hate her alot!

#30 Off To Penang

That's the vocalist of The Rasmus band.
Today is my some how last day of the week to blog.
Marissa came back from Indo yesterday.
Felt happy for her.

There's nothing to write now a days.
I'm making a list of movies I want to watch.
Maybe my dad is going to buy DVDs.
Who knows.

I can't wait to go to Penang.
Want to see all my nieces and nephews.
Going with my cousin and her family.

Can't wait to go to penang

#29 All I Ever Wanted

I have every album I wanted from my favorite band,
The Rasmus






Not to mention,
The books I bought are all on sale.
Darren Shan.

The stuff is all bought by me.
No parents there to fork in some cash,
No extra allowance to buy them.

All of them are from my own savings.

No extra allowance.

#28 Pests

No Pictures

"Mummy, I think Kimberly has too much allowance,"
"Ya, I think so too,"
"Deduct her allowance!"
"-starts nagging about MY allowance-"

What the fuck is their problem?
Are they trying to WEIGHT me down again?
Why must SHE be the one whom is always starting the fight?
Why must SHE take HER side?

WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY

These questions are ringing in my head.
That conversation was yesterday nights'.
Just because I bought two books,
Both of them cost RM30+ each,
And SHE went all jealous
And started bugging her!

It isn't my goddamn fault
I can buy all my books!
I save!
I freakingly save

GOD DAMN IT!

I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them

I hate them

#27 Cookies

Was rather busy yesterday.
Busy baking cake and cookies.
Actually, my aim was to bake Chocolate Chip Cookies
But, I accidentally added eggs in it and I turned it to
Butter Cookies with Chocolate Chips?

But,
Instead of cookies,
It turned out HALF COOKIE HALF MUFFIN!
-gasp!-
Well,
It taste weird and nice in a weird way.
My sister called it
MUFKIE!
I called it
COOFFIN!
Heh,
Sounds like
COFFIN!

Not much to say though,
Spent my holidays reading books,
Using the com,
Buying books to read.

Not much.
But one thing for sure,
And that is
I
DO
NOT
MISS
SCHOOL!

Cooffin

#26 SPM

SPM is just one day away.
I know it's wired for me to write about SPM
For it's none of my concern
But it is a great deal to my sister.

I hope she and many other SPM takers
Will do great in her or he's exam.

I wish everyone good luck.

Great deal to my sister

#25 Opposites

In life,
There is good and bad.
There is black and white.
There is happiness and depressed.
There is love and hate.
There is laughter and tears.

The world needs a little bit of something.
Good or bad,
It needs both
To be balanced.
Kinda reminds me of Ying and Yang.

Some people tend to keep things to themselves.
They learnt not to open their hearts
And talk about their feelings with others.
Maybe it's because they're afraid they might get hurt.
Afraid their friends will betray,
Back stabbed,
Or worst,
Spread it.

Their hearts are filled with nothing but
Sadness and hatred.
In order to be sane
And not go crazy,
Every night,
They'll crawl up to their beds,
Hugged their pillows,
Off their lights
And cry silently to themselves.

Pouring every hatred,
Every sadness that filled their heart.
Into their pillow.
Some writes in their diaries.
Trying to record their sadness.

You used to be so closed to me
And suddenly,
You've changed.
Everything that we had,
All vanished with a snap.

You ignored your surroundings.
Go to those people whom are 'in',
And ignored people whom are 'out'.

I feel bad,
Just hanging around you,
Knowing I'm one of the 'out' people.
Many people might misunderstand,
Thinking that I'm following you
Just because I want to be 'in'.

Lets just say this,
I don't want to be 'in' or 'out'.
I just don't want to feel lonely.
I've been lonely my whole life long.
And I hated it
Even though I should get used to it.

I'm a troubled kid.
I can't help it
If I get angry easily.

By the way,
Thank you, Jesslyn
For the advice.
The thins is,
I'm not sure if I could carry it out.

I'm a troubled kid

#24 Betrayed

Have you ever betrayed someone?
Someone whom you thought you could trust and turns out you hated them?
When you found out you're being betrayed,
Hell was let loose.

You couldn't control your anger,
Hatred,
Your sadness.

You can't wait to go home
And cry to your darling pillow.
You cried all your feelings out
And you realized,
Why are you crying?
You're suppose to hurt the person back.
You should plan a plan instead of crying your eyes out where no one can see you.
Your mind started to whirl.
Out of the blue,
You smiled.
You have a plan.
So hurtful,
The bastard that betrayed you have to get out of the country...

What I don't understand is that why must people betray other people?
Is it out of money?
Popularity?
Or out of hatred?

Either one of it maybe.
But why betray?
Why can't the person just go up and say:
"I hate it when you do this to me,"
Sounds easy but either party won't feel sad,
Embarrass,
Hurt.

Crying your eyes out

#23 Hurt

In the dark,
You have nothing to hold on to.
Nothing to look at.
Suddenly,
You heard a loud thump thump noise.
It's so close,
You felt scared but like I said,
You have nothing to hold on to.
You close your eyes
Even though you knew it will be the same.
Suddenly you realized,
It's your heart that is pounding and not any other thing else.

You let out a sigh of relief,
And suddenly,
You felt something touched your shoulder.
Biting back your scream,
You slowly turn around
And found the thing that touched you is gone.
But,
It left something that warmed your heart.
It left you a candle.

Life right now isn't suitable for anyone whom is weak and being a coward.
Thinking 'bout your actions makes me feel pissed and uncontrollable.
I ask you,
How the hell can you control yourself when you know you're being betrayed?
You thought you knew your friends action.
And without knowing,
They back stabbed you,
Without you knowing WHY?

Ever since it came,
You have changed.
It's like,
I don't really know you anymore.
It is really painful to see you become someone you used to talk about.
Right now,
Everyone knows about it.
Even friends from my chinese tuition.
I don't even talk to them since my tuition ended.
And now,
They know.

How do they know?
Don't look at me.
Look at them.
They have the answers.
I, too, am wondering how did they know.

But,
Like my mom told me.
Hold on tight at where you are right now.
And ignore every bad thing you
Hear,
See,
Touch.

Turn
Deaf
Blind
And uh...
Untouchable?

Ignore everything bad around you

#22 God's Gift From Heaven

Jesslyn is a God's gift.
She's talented, creative, pretty, smart and many more.
The sad thing is that she's shy.
But eventually,
The beautiful butterfly has to come out of it's cocoon.

I feel rather sad knowing that people she stick with eventually just let go of her and go to others.
That sucks.
Big time!

But don't worry, Jesslyn.
Good luck will come to you.
Eventually.

Good luck will come to you

#21 Welcome Home, Daddy

Yes people, that's my daddy.
He just came back from somewhere that is not here in Malaysia.
Does that make any sense?
I hope so.
There's not much to write right now.
Personally,
I don't have the mood to write too.

Lurve ya, daddy

#20 Von Von!

Yes, that's her nick name from me.
Her real name though is

YVONNE!

Yeah, she's one of the best cousin ever lived.
HELL!
She's the ONLY best cousin ever lived.

I mean,
When ever I'm feeling depressed or sad and I have no one to talk to.
She's the only one whom patiently sit and listens to me.
Every time I have a problem I need to solve,
She's there.

I bet everyone that gets to know her are very proud to have her as a friend.
Guys that dated her [not that i know of] must be tough because she's one kind of bitch that doesn't take any kind of SHIT!

Anyways, she's single and happy to be one!

Best cousin ever lived

#19 Genting

Hi, back from genting.
To tell you the truth,
90% of the trip sucks.
I've met wonderful people and people I've met before turned unknown to me.
Sat on a couple of rides,
One of the most scariest one I've sat is...

SPACE SHOT!

Trust me,
I'm not going to sit it anymore.

This genting trip has taught me a few lessons the hard way.
I got frustrated along the way, impatient too.
But right now,
I'm rather happy that I've learn lots of things.
Like,
Who hates/are friends with me.

A special thanks to:
<3 Chee Ern and Megan
For allowing me to stay in your room for the night.
<3 Jesslyn
For talking to me when I have no one else to talk to.

You guys are the BEST of the BEST!

Leant a few lessons along the way

#18 Can You Spot The Same Thing?

The smile.
If you spot that, then congratulations,
You have just won a goodnight sleep.
Thats Huiyee on the left and Huiling on the right.

The smile

#17 Beauty Of 3Siantan

These are the pictures I took.
They're the beauty in my class.
Everyone there makes everyone happy.

Edward, gaying with Tuck Meng


Tuck Meng camera shy but it appears Edward is trying to pose o.0


The Twin Towers?
Kent and Kamen


Hey guys, meet my lovely mother???
Kent


Kamen and Keertana =3


Top Left: Haziq, Christian
Bottom Left : Fadly, Nadhir and Huiling


Poor Zheng Kang was bullied by Hiuling!


Nadhir


The Malay Gang In 3 Siantan
Top Left: Amizan, Akmal, Azuan and Nadhir
Bottom Left: Fadly and Haziq


Left To Right: Azuan, Haziq, Nadhir, Akmal and Amizan


The shy Jesmyne[not sure how to spell her name though]


Lets not forget my all time fav gal pal,
Huiling..

Now lets see how MEN dominate us WOMEN in my class!
Would you just look at that?
Im too lazy to write everyone's name down, teehee

The Ladies


see the diff? LAWL!


The vicious yet kind hearted Cik Moganam cutting poor Jenyii's hair

The beauty of 3Siantan

#16 Horrible, Terrible, Vegetable Lunch

Yes, it was horrible!
I had it for lunch and the burger was not only TINY but TASTELESS!
On top of that, the damn things are all together cost RM30.20!!!
Never ever going to that KFC place at Atria anymore!
Never, ever, ever!!!

Never going to Atria KFC!

#15 Believe

In the middle of believe,
Is the word...
Lie

BELIEVE

Lie

#14 You're Not Alone

That's just a pack of lies.
Everyone is alone.
Well, not all.
But I know I'm alone.
I just can feel it in my bones.
Oh, right.
The picture has nothing to do about this post.
It's just that I'm bored and I like the picture so I took the opportunity to put it up.

I did not go to school today.
Not sure if Huiling did either.
It's raining right now.
Just looking out of the windows can just make me feel...
Useless.

Make me feel useless

#13 Something New In Life

Yes, yes, everyone heard the great news.
Marissa Voo finally has a new handphone.
Now, everyone can sms her everyday.
The phone she's having is Nokia 5130.
It's grey in color,
Though I'm not sure if it's the one similar as the one I've put up.

Some people just have all the good luck.
But, it's great for her to have a new handphone.
But I'm just wondering why doesn't she use her old phone number?

Anywho, it's up to her, not me.
The only thing I can't wait to come is the day I get to go Genting with all my friends.
So gonna bring them to RIPLEY'S HAUNTED HOUSE!!!

Some people just have all the luck

#12 Nightmare

There's no where to run,
To hide from your horrors,
Your sorrows,
Your nightmare.

No,
Don't stop running,
Don't ever look back.
For what you might see,
May haunt you shit.

Don't cry to your mummy,
She can't even help herself.
Don't cry to your daddy,
He's at the corner with a strap jacket.
Obviously can't help you.

You have stand on your own two feet.
Fight whatever you want,
Whenever you want.
There's no going back,
No other ways to go,
Not home,
It's the first place they'll find you,
And put you in a strap jacket like dear, old daddy.

Don't hide
But run

#11 After Your Dream

Every kid wants everything to be alright.
Parents tend to fight,
Kids cries every night,
Just hearing their parents voice raising every single minute.
In the end,
Some parents tend to leave their families at their own free will.
It is a way to solve a problem.
Or a way to make everyone else sad
And cry every night?

Who knows.

The sad thing is,
Some parent have to leave.
They have to go by force.

I shall not speak about that.
But, my dear readers,
Even if life seems like there's no way to go on,
And you really wish to end your miserable life.
Don't.
There would be some happiness in your life if you keep moving on.
Instead of being stuck at one corner,
Crying your eyes out,
Wishing things would be alright.

Just reach out and grab whatever you can and hang on.
Everything will, in the end, be alright.

Reach out and everything will be alright