#426 Miss

I used star mode thingy.
And because my hand was shaking a bit the star became
Nothing but squiggles.

So, I've stopped my job today
And I don't plan to work anymore.
The whole reason why I work was because
I wanted to pay back my debts and all.

The moon was beautiful the other night. (:
I had to take a picture of it.
Unfortunately,
My camera isn't as great because there was
Stars surrounding it.
Only the brightest one can be caught.

I'm starting to miss...
Scratch that (:

I had so much to say but unfortunately,
I've forgotten everything.
Haha.

OH RIGHT!
I miss my friends right now.
I when I looked through their albums,
I was like,
Wow, everyone changed alot.
It's like I do not know them.
You know my memory on names,
It isn't good at all.
I'm starting to forget names and faces.
Wow.
How can I study as a lawyer if I've start to forget
My friends' names!?

Scratch that (:

#425 Short Thoughts

Too much light exposure.
Fats one my hand.
Double skin tone.
Overall, I kind of like the light
Even if it's over expose or shit.
I feel so lifeless now a days.
Sure, I kind of stopped working.
Maybe I should continue working after all.
-A serious minute of thinking through-
Maybe not.
After all, I love sleeping in and waking up late.
Staying up late is also not bad.
Blah blah blah.
Anyways,
Yesterday I've completed a chapter in my novel.
Yay!
I'm so excited over it
Even though no one reads it (:

Whatever.
I'm going to watch my anime and not give fucks.

Bored.

#424 Rock Bands

Today was rather unproductive
And it was filled with nothing but nags.
Seriously annoyed by that.
I mean, here I am,
Minding my own business
And there you are,
Fucking up my mind.
I'm thinking here and you
Just have to kept on barging in my thoughts.
If you don't like the way I'm doing things,
Why don't you fucking do it yourself?



I've learnt that these kind of style in Japan
Means Visual Kei.
Visual Kei?
You asked.
Yes, Visual Kei.
It is a movement among Japanese musicians
That is characterized by
Make-up, elaborate hair styles and flamboyant outfits.
But these kind of bands are normally found in
Rock bands (my fav).
The Gazette is one of them.
Something like The Rasmus only in Japanese kind of stlye.
Kind of gothic (?) but it's rock.
Who can say no to rock songs!?



I extremely love rock songs.
Well, yeah (:
The Gazatte is one of the popular rock band.
I was surfing through Youtube and I stumbled upon them.
Some of their songs are kind of weird but some of them
Like Pledge is awesome (:
And recently, I found out one of their songs
Were used in an anime called
Kuroshitsuji II.
I literally smiled and gave out a happy shout.
I mean,
Kuroshitsuji is my all time favorite anime
And one of the band I've stumbled upon plays the
Opening theme.
Thinking back,
Yeah, it actually is.

Smiling like an idiot right now as I listen
To the hard rock.
Aww yeah.

I'm off to (maybe) write my novel
And to watch One Piece (:


Visual Kei

#423 Alice: Madness Returns

So, the other while shopping with Jess and Shum
At Sungei Wang, I saw something that caught my eye
And caused my heart to pound really really fast.
An Alice: Madness Returns book.
Which is also known as
The Art of Alice: Madness Returns.

I had to rush in and take a look at the book.
It was as awesome as my imagination,
Even more, maybe.
But the price kind of killed me there and then.
I didn't have enough cash with me
So it was frustrating.
Now, looking back,
I realized the price isn't as bad as it should be.
The book is around A4 and it's a magazine kind of page
Material.
It was RM60 and right now,
It doesn't seem as bad.

Damn, should have bought it with my
'Just in case cash,'
Oh wells,
I'm looking forward to go back to KL
And buy that wonderful book (:
After all,
Alice is one twisted bitch :D
Therefore, she is awesome.
Thanks,
American Mcgee for making such
And awesome game story thing!

It doesn't seem so bad

#422 Replies

Click to enlarge it (:
Wenqing Yan actually replied my post
And I felt eternally grateful towards her.
I mean normally those famous artists
Won't actually reply all their fan mails
And she did on mine (:
I feel like screaming my head off right now.

She is so kind and wonderful.
She did not dismissed her fans simply by
Clicking the x button.
Instead she replies.
Maybe not long messages but short
Yet meaningful ones (:

And that makes her ubber awesome.
She inspires many. (:

I know I don't posses the skills she has
Nor have the ability to draw wonderful stuff
But I'll write more often now
Seeing her as my role model (:

Y U SO AWESOME ONE ♥

#421 Shopping Time

It's done with nail polish (:
It took me an hour and a half (I think)
To do my nails but
I don't really like the results.
The theme is supposed to be Cheshire Cat in
Alice in Wonderland (:

Haha.
But the more I look at it,the more I like it (:
It wasn't easy, let me tell you that.
I had to paint the base then cut up
Sticky tape into thin strips and stick on the dry nails
And then color the top color and top it off with
Top coat :D

I'm happy with the results now :D
Haha.

Went out with Jess and Shum.
What a wonderful experience after cooping up in the house
So so extremely long.
To tell you the truth,
It was awkward at first, I won't lie
But as the ice around us began to melt
And words started to sound,
Everything turned out alright.

I have my coffee later though,
It was kind of frustrating to feel tired and grumpy.
Coffee is magic to me.
Anyways,
We had chicken in the morning for breakfast.
Jess' parents came and fetch me to KL Central and
I felt bad for having them to fetch me though.

Shum was busy with his handphone
While waiting for breakfast.
Both Jess and I were having a chat
And I kind of felt bad for leaving Shum out.
But things slowly went good, I guess.
We were all laughing and talking later on (:

Shum bought a lighter gun.
He said he wanted it for quite a while and his dream came true,
Haha.

So during lunch, we started to pose with his gun.
I mean, who wouldn't pose with a gun!?

The gun was seriously cool.
It has a red laser and Shum kept playing with it.
But it was fun. (:

Jess shot Shum in the mouth with the laser thingy.
Thus, a pink glow was formed.
Cool, right?

Finally, our food arrived.
We had Japanese lunch
And it was seriously disappointing.

The white rice is not sushi rice but just white rice (ew)
The chicken was dry and everything was dry.
The coleslaw was the best, so is the watermelon.
It was pricey and so not worth it :(
Jess and I had the same thing.

Shum had curry ramen with tons of oil in it.

It looks delicious but it's no big deal though.
We then walked around,
Looking for clothes for Jesslyn and yeah (:
Shum got bored ad bought Famous Amos ice cream.
It looks delicious,
It taste delicious,
It was delicious.

In the end,
Instead of sitting LRT home,
We walked to my dad's office
And he gave us all a ride home.
When we're at home,
I gave Jess a manicure
And my job was sucky and all.
Haha.
But if we had enough time,
I would actually do some patterns, I think.
But I did a crack nail polish and it looked good (:
Light blue base with black crack.
It looked so... awesome :D
Sadly, I forgotten to take a picture of her nails
But yeah.
I wanted to do a black base with silver strips for her
But we were running out of time and all.
It sucks :C
Oh wells (:
Maybe I'll do that after my nails' color have come off (:

I know I'm a poor substitute of her
But I've tried my best.
I hope it was enough though.
I hope I wasn't pushy and bossy and shit.
I know I swore a couple of times
But I can't help it.
It's me, you see?
To swear.
If I don't swear, it's not me.
But honestly,
I've cut down alot of swearing. 
LULZ.

My boss texted me just now
And she told me I don't have to go for work.
In a way, I'm kind of happy
But at the same time,
I feel kind of sad
Cause I need some cash and all.

I'm stopping here to watch One Piece (:
Cause One Piece is nothing but awesome
(Aside form Naruto)

ONE PIECE

#420 Moving On

FINALLY!
I'm able to interact with someone.
It feels as though I've been a loner for quite some time.

"Humans are the loneliest creatures in the world," - simple plan
I'm going out tomorrow!
Yippee!

I did my nails last night
After being inspired by Alice in Wonderland
But the colors does not suite me at all.
So I'm waiting for it to come off
And I'm going to paint 'em grey/black/turquoise.
Or maybe just black and grey.
The color of Alice: Madness Return's Cheshire cat.

"Mad people are the ones that are geniuses,
They just see things in a different way."

I'm thinking of buying more puzzles
But ah, money.
I'm freaking broke and all.
I hate myself for spending over board :C

I'm off to bed now,
Need to wake up super duper early for tomorrow (:

"Mad people are the ones that are geniuses,
They just see things in a different way."

#419 Music In My Heart

I've come to realized how
Lonesome I was last time..
And now.

"Being human is one of the lonely thing in the earth"

My words used to have so much power
And now it feels as though it holds nothing.

I'm ranting here (:
Trying to pass time a side from watching One Piece
Which is freaking ah-mah-zing!

Edited.
An evil thought just ran through my mind
And I do not feel guilty about it.

My pain is your pleasure,
Your pain is mine.

I'm currently having a chat
With one of my old friends
Waaay back during friendster time.
It is such a small world!
I'm glad some things never change (:

You build a world of magic.

#418 Apple

I was making that apple puzzle last night while watching

One Piece.

It was kind of tough but see?

I managed to finish it.

Honestly,

I feel like buying more puzzles to do but it's kind of pricey.

That apple cost me RM25!

It's like 1/4 of my allowance and it's a big no no.

Maybe I'll buy some more when I get my working cash.

My mom wants me to look for another job

And I told her no

'Cause I don't feel like working no more.

I mean I've been working for a month and two weeks

So why can't she just give me a month's rest!?

It's so unfair.

My ultimate goal of working is to repay my debts

And I've done so.

So, why can't she just let me off the hook!?

Damn it.

The best part of my life is that I

Have no one to talk too.

And to top it off,

When ever someone talks to me in Facebook,

O'll cut off the conversation because I don't feel like talking.

I'm so cool.

I hope my boss needs me for work tomorrow though.
I want to go do some puzzle shopping.
I enjoy doing puzzles.
It's fun and all.
Requires tons of patients which I need 'em and all.

Mom, why can't you just leave me alone!?
This is the reason why I prefer to get bored
At my dad's office.
He doesn't nag as much as my mom
And he'll leave me alone with the lap top
And my anime.

Fail attempt of Twilight cover.
Haha.
I wanted to photoshop it
But I got lazy and blah.
But my hands look like a heart
Around the apple.
Haha.
Enough blogging and back to being bored
And watching One Piece. (:

I'm so cool.

#417 The Sorcerer

She slowly dance in the dark night with the moon illuminating upon her. Her dress fluttered softly in the breeze at every turn she took.


Magnificent.


Her eyes was closed and she was absorbed to the music the night forest played for her. But without her knowing, a lone sorcerer was watching her every move, her every steps, her every body coordination.


As the sorcerer saw the beautiful creature dancing gracefully in the night, he could not help but wanting to keep her all to himself. He was being selfish and he knew it and yet, he didn't care; for such beautiful creature maybe able to free him from loneliness.


He then muttered a spell; casting it over the graceful creature, trying to trap her and make her his. But his spell was cut short when he heard or rather felt the creature moving further and further away from him. He opened his olive green eyes and he was right, she has vanished.


But no matter. He knew she would come back as she always does every night.


:heart:


She came back on the following night and she once again dance gracefully under the moonlight. The stars twinkled with laughter and the clouds were gently moved by the wind. It felt as though the whole sky was dancing with her and the moon was her spotlight.


He quickly cast the spell. This time he was prepared and will not hesitate to take her in his clutches. He opened a box that was platted with diamonds and sapphires and many other rare and precious stones that not many could get their hands on them; not even the king.


As soon as he opened the box, a soft lullaby was played and as soon as it reaches the graceful creature's ears; slowly, little by little, she began to disappear. When the lullaby ended, the dancing creature was gone.


The sorcerer snapped the box shut and walked home, holding back his laughter and excitement.


Dance for me, forever and always.
Never destroyed but forgotten.


:heart:


She was trapped and she was frightened. Not a single light was shed in the darkness.
So dark, so scared.


:heart:


He took the box out from his sleeve and he set it lightly on the table. He then lighted a candle nearby him with just a snap of his fingers. He couldn't hold the excitement in him as he reached towards the box and he opened the box. As soon as the lid was lifted, music filled the still air.


:heart:


Light... Light was filling the dark, dark place; extinguishing darkness itself. Happiness bubbled inside her and she could not help but to dance. But the light wasn't alone, it has brought music along with it.


:heart:


He saw her dance gracefully with the music. Her movements were like liquid, gliding to every corners of the box; not leaving any space out. She then felt as though someone was watching her and she stopped dancing and looked up.


"Oh..." a soft sigh slipped from her lips.


"Dance for me, fair creature," the sorcerer said.


"Tell me, sorcerer, where am I?"


"A place where you'll always be from now on. You're mine as I will be yours,"


"Somehow your words have touched me. Yet you do not reveal your name,"


She saw her captive looked up as though he was in deep thought.


"Sebastian," his jaw moved.


:heart:


"Let me out, Sebastian, as I have to return to my family,"


She then saw worried flickered across his eyes.


"Dance for me every time I open this box until I am content. Then, you will be free from me,"


"How long?" her voice cracked as she missed her family.


She saw the sorcerer smiled and closed the box.


"How long?" she cried.


:heart:


Day by day, the sorcerer opened the box without fail. Yet she did a few moves and sat at a corner weeping. He felt heartbroken every time he saw her despair face.


"What despairs you so?"


"I am always coop up in the box and I always look forward to see your face that will appear from the dark and to the day I'm free,"


Her words touched him.


"Why is that I never felt hungry nor thirsty either tired?"


"Magic," he answered.


"Let me free," she begged as tears formed in her eyes.


"But I've come to fall in love with you, how am I able to set you free now? If I do, I might not be able to watch you dance,"


"But I'm too homesick to dance in this box like I've dance in the woods. Set me free, Sebastian. If you love me, prove it to me,"


The sorcerer's heart was torn in two. Yes, he has loved her so. These unusual feelings has developed over the past few months. But if he were to let her free, she might run and never look back at him anymore. But if he were to hold on to her freedom, she might never dance as she used to dance in the woods.


What should he do?


Choose

#416 Valentine's Day

It's Valentine's Day!
And I'm alone at the house, doing nothing
But taking pictures of myself.
I'm cool that way.

I was planning to do a Valentine's video but I lost
The interest and patience in doing so.
Haha.
Maybe next time.

I'm preparing myself to kill all those
Who've broke my heart in the past.
Just kidding!
No one broke my heart because I rarely like anyone
And yeah.

OH!
I thought up of a 'spidergirl' outfit
And it was so retarded.
My sister isn't here to help me take a picture
But all is well.
I mean,
Not to be mean
But her taking pictures of other people skills
Aren't that great.

MY SPIDER OUTFIT!
That consist of a red tank, black jacket and black jeans.
Shoes will be converse which is black too
And I couldn't find my black gloves.
If not it'll be finish.
But oh wells.
I'm just playing a fool of myself.

I'm off to watch One Piece.
I've come to acknowledge that One Piece is awesome.
But not as awesome as Naruto.
HUHU.

BYE!

#415 Over Shadowed

Is there anything wrong with wanting to look pretty
And sexy at some point?
I'm a girl with needs too (:
Yet I know I'm not pretty
No where near sexy.
It'll be nothing but a cruel joke.

Oh wells.
I am content with taking stupid pictures
Of myself and post it up in this blog
Where no one will see.
BWAHAHAHAHA.

Started work today
And I've forgotten how tiring it actually is.
The walked to there...
It usually takes me around 45mins to an hour
But today since I was late.
Actually, I wasn't late.
I woke up at 9am
(Which is my walking time)
Because I thought my sister is going to fetch me.
But it turns out she left without saying anything to me.
So I had to rush since it was already 9.20am.
(Due to me slacking around on the bed)
And I walked to The Curve at 9.25am on the dot.
I didn't go with my usual pace because I was afraid
That I'm late.
Apparently, by the time I reached my working place,
It was 10am on the dot.
Haha.
Relief washed over me like a tidal wave.
I was sweaty because I exert myself
And pushed my walking pace as fast as I could.

My manager,
Being a nice one,
Bought me a cup of ice Nescafe when she found out
I didn't have breakfast.
But honestly,
I don't really like to eat breakfast in the morning.
I don't mind skipping it and have late lunch
Which I always do during work.

My tummy went bad this morning :C
I was thinking maybe it was the the fact that I had
Cold drink so early in the morning.
Haha.
Major embarrassment.
But my manager was cool with that (:

I've been having tons of junk food when I'm on leave.
I became fat, I know.
So instead of eating junkfood
(As my slang, J Food)
I had fruits just now (:
Like 3 mandarin oranges and a few apples.
Ahh.
The satisfaction.
As much as how awesome J Food is,
I can't help but feeling guilty for eating so much.
Stupid itchy teeth of mine!

I mean, I'm sitting on the chair,
Watching movies.
HOW CAN I NOT EAT JFOOD!?
It's like heaving crunching lightly in my mouth!

So, yesterday,
My family and I were at BHP station to buy some junk food
(Which I didn't buy any HAH!)
And all of a sudden, this random dude talked to my dad
And brought my dad outside to look at the sky.
I followed my dad out of curiosity.
We saw a white light hovering just above the clouds
And at first we thought it was some some lazer light
But when the lightning flashes,
We saw it was ACTUALLY above the clouds,
Moving back and forth.
I had to take a video about it but I'm too lazy
To actually convert it and all.
Maybe later or something.
We stood there for a few minutes;
Being extremely fascinated by the light.
But I was more fascinated by the lightnings.
I mean,
It was beautiful for it to streak across the dark sky
As though it owns the whole sky.
In this case, it does.

Today's weather
Or rather tonight's weather was beautiful.
Around 8, strong gust of wind
Was over throwing the leaves from the trees.
Beautiful.
I took my dog out and enjoyed the wind.
It is after all,
One of my favorite kind of weather.
All wind but no lightning, no thunder and best of all,
No rain!
I was giggling with joy and ran around with my dog
Like a mad person.

I had so much fun.
But something was missing though;
It's the feeling of enjoying it with someone.
Oh wells.
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I'm spending it
With my dog, I guess
Or maybe with my manager. (haha)
But she has her boyfriend.
Oh wells. (:
I'm pretty sure The One will arrive
When the time is right
And I no longer will be
FOREVER ALONE!

I'm cool being alone, right now.
I guess.
Haha.
I SHALL NOT DOWN GRADE MYSELF, BIATCH!

HEE (:

#414 Hope and Despair

My sister took this while I was trying
To climb up the gap.
Was just fooling around,
No biggie.
Cause both my sister and I used to climb
That part when we were kids.
It was fun while it lasted (:

The weather was behaving rather odd just now.
But it's one of my favorite kind of weather.
All lightning and wind but no rain.
It was scary at the same time beautiful
I was able to see streaks and streaks of lightning
Flashing across the dark sky;
Illuminating each path it took.
Beautiful.

The other favorite kind of weather is that
It is extremely windy
And dark clouds starts to roll in.
No lightning nor thunder nor rain.
Just a strong gust of wind.

I've forgotten how is it like to interact with others.
I mean, sure I talk to my friends in Facebook
But I'm pretty sure I'll be more...
Shy and reserved when it comes to face-to-face.
It takes time to break down the ice, I guess.

I know I said I like to keep the past as...
The past.
But I can't help but to remember
What is it like to be texting and laughing at texts
Now a days.
All I do now is smile at my computer and get mad
And pissed off at my family members because of
My attitude and shit.

I want to get out and be free.
I want to have a better social life.
I want to be the one that everyone likes to talk too
And not push me away.
I know my patience isn't as good as my sister's
But I have my faults and flaws too.

Man, I'm being a whiner here.
Here's the sprinkles on the ice cream though,
I'm working tomorrow! (yay!)
On the downside is that I don't get to
Listen to my music and watch One Piece
For the whole day until 6pm.
But oh wells,
I'm trying to achieve my goals here.

I've been thinking through
But I know that I can't achieve one of my biggest goal.
To study astrology.
I want to study the stars and other galaxies
But because of my study background,
I'm not qualified to be an astrologist.
But no matter,
Maybe one day I'll be able to meet
Someone that studies astrology and maybe
Teach me some stuff about it (:

Being optimistic here.
Haha.
I've made up my mind to buy a camera again.
But this one is the kind that is able to
Take beautiful pictures of the beautiful night sky
And most of all,
Be able to take many many wonderful pictures
Of the hidden stars in the night sky.

My next dream is to be able to take
Pictures of lightnings.
Like ridding an open airplane in the storm clouds
And taking pictures.
It's dangerous but what is life without risks? (:

Despair is the inaction that keeps us down,
Hope is the will to create a better tomorrow."
-Wenqing Yan

What is life without risks?

#413 Out There

"There is no one in this world that is born alone!" - One Piece.

Oh, I hope so.
Cause I've been feeling pretty much lonely
As the days pass by.

Out there

#412 Burden

My cousin's niece.
Ain't she a cutie?

I've been thinking too much lately.
Seriously.

There is so many times on how I wish
My work will be noticed or something.
I mean,
I may not get likes in my facebook
Nor many favs in my Deviantart
But so many damn times,
I just wish;
Wish that people will start noticing on my work,
Telling me on how should I change and all.
It's so much better than being ignored and such.

I'm a nobody after all (:
No one will notice how I actually feel.
And my work are nothing but just trash
That I hold treasure in my heart.
No.
Other people will treasure and praise
Others on their artwork.
I'm feeling a bit envious here,
I won't lie about that.

Sometimes,
I wonder why I even bother to do such things.
Things like writing novels,
Short stories about my dreams,
Drawings on how I actually felt,
Poems that are from the deep cut in my heart.
Why?
Is it to just let everything out in a different way?
I wonder.
Why can't other people just see my work and
Tell me wonderful things or even try to correct me!?
Why?

I'm being thoughtless and selfish here.
No matter.
My feelings are mine to keep
And others to be deceived with.
My words that have formed into sentences,
Poems and stories are mine to read.
From now on,
It shall be Me, Myself and I.
No other people.
No anyone else.

I often wonder how is it like to be popular among others.
I know it's stressful for having the upkeep
But will I be a victim or I'll be the bully?
Why can't people stop misunderstanding me
And my actions?
I have reasons for the actions I do.
I might do something rash
But I'm human.
I'm not perfect.
I make mistakes.

Why don't others once see me as a good guy
Instead of a black sheep among the whites?
See?
This is why I watch anime or play games on my phone
Or distract myself with other stuff.
If not, I tend to think too much like now.
The songs I'm listening  aren't helping either.
Gosh.
I'm such an emo queen. (:

I'm sorry for having such an emo post though.
It's so me (:
I'm ruining my own mood here
So I shall go watch ONE PIECE.
HELL YEAH!
One of the anime where I actually laugh at the screen
And giggle like an idiot.
I'm off.
I'm done thinking about others and I shall be more
Selfish from now on.
I shall think of me, me, me and ME only.
That way, I might be able to survive this cruel world.
With my own poems and stories as my guides and pasts.

OFF TO ONE PIECE!

#411 Knite and Inspiration

No images for this post.
But links.

http://yuumei.deviantart.com/art/Knite-Inherit-the-Stars-176113149?q=gallery%3Ayuumei%2F24250483&qo=9

A beautiful song wrote by this dude,

http://yuumei.deviantart.com/gallery/24250483

Where are the Stars by ~geo1992 v1 The world's tears have been dried up By the hands of our machines I asked the birds why They come here every spring I search for the silver lining ( of a blue sky I'll never see) But its lost in all the bindings (of a monster I can never flee) c1 Where are the stars in  the endless blight? The guardians of a dark night Hidden behind, our construction All that i see, our destruction Where are the stars in  the endless blight? The guardians of the dark night The industrial smoke, its choking me Can anyone hear my lonely plea V2 The water that's blue like sapphire Is tainted by a liquid fire The trees will never grow tall As we watch them burn and fall With the sky paint black by smog (my blood is tainted with a toxic fog) I want to see  the clear blue sky (before I watch it all shrivel  and die) c1 Where are the stars in  the endless blight? The guardians of a dark night Hidden behind, our construction All that i see, our destruction Where are the stars in  the endless blight? The guardians of the dark night The industrial smoke, its choking me Can anyone hear my lonely plea Breakdown Where are they? Can't see them Bright lights in an empty sky Am I blind Or am I lost My wish it to see the stars Lets light it up The dark sky With the wind of a new age There they are The shining lights I can finally see the lights c1 Where are the stars in  the endless blight? The guardians of a dark night Hidden behind, our construction All that i see, our destruction Where are the stars in  the endless blight? The guardians of the dark night The industrial smoke, its choking me Can anyone hear my lonely plea

That's his lyrics by the way.

http://yuumei.deviantart.com/

The wonderful artist who wrote Knite
Which truly inspired me.

http://yuumei.deviantart.com/gallery/24250483

Knite.

Love the artist and the will power
She holds as she stood up for what's right.
I look up to her as many other artists do.

Knite.

#410 My Life For The Stars

I used to love the night
Where the stars are shinning so bright.
Countless stars filtered the vast skies
Which seems like thousands of fireflies.

I often sat next to my window
With the stars that gives out a soft glow.
I smiled a smile that is so cheeky
As they smiled back to me.

By daytime I couldn't wait for the night to come
To talk to the stars and have some fun.
They twinkled with delight
When I told them many insights.

They are like diamonds upon the dark veil
With so many tales they have yet to tell.
But now what happened to them, I wondered
As my body gave a violent shuddered.

They no longer shone as bright as they used too
The inky sky is now dark like a black lagoon.
Not a hint of spark
In the sky that is so dark.

The lights that used to show me my way
Has left me astray.
Where are they?
I pondered on that question every night and day.

Thick black smoke has covered the stars
Which came from factories to small things like cigars.
I wish to see the stars
Which once was ours.

They are the diamonds in everyone's heart
And a marvelous piece of art
Though they are many miles apart
But they are still there doing their part.

Often I wish on my birthday
Before I grow old and fray,
To see the stars that are beautiful and gay
Even from a small walkway.

But my wish was in vain
As the smoke thickens everyday.
My heart was in pain
As day by day I grow gray.

Will I be able to once again see the stars
That is further than mars?
Am I able to gaze upon them;
Those beautiful gems.

My lifespan is shortening
And I fear it's coming to an ending.
Yet the sky is still so polluted
With thick smokes it has been coated.

My eyesight has begun to fail
And the stars are has became a mere folktale.
My breathing became uneven
As my body is beginning to weaken.

On the night I was preparing to die,
My grandchildren called up to me:
"Grandma, grandma, look at the sky!"
They said in glee.

I strained to open both my eyes
To look upon the polluted skies.
What I saw made me gasped out loud
And both my grandchildren gave out a gleeful shout.

"A diamond in the sky!"
Tears trickled down my right useful eye.
It was a star
That was so far.

It shone with all it's might
As though with the smoke, it's willing fight.
More and more stars began to appear
As fast as they disappear.

They twinkled with laughter
When they saw my shocked face.
And I started to feel calmer
For soon I'll be in their embrace.

My children and grandchildren were able to see the stars
That was once ours.
My wish has finally came true
From the polluted air, the stars breakthrough.

I died underneath the inky black sky
But I did not cry.
I did not feel despair
For it has come true, my prayer.

With the stars I am now
Shining as bright as I'm allowed.
Stars will no longer be mere folktales
But guardians that are guiding the sailors that sails.

♥

My life for the stars.
Was inspired by a comic called Knite.
Will post it up later.

Those beautiful gems.

#409 Pass Few Days

So, I've been missing from my blog for the past few days

And I'm glad to say I was really, extremely busy!

You see,

My family and I, which includes my

Cousin's family, went to Tanjung Malim

By using KTM on Monday (060212)

It was horrible and such.

There wasn't any aircon

And I made a terrible mistake by wearing my converse

Which pinches my feet over and over.

But overall, it was fun and tiring.

By the time we reached Tanjung Malim,

It was in the afternoon.

We had to walk and climb stairs since 

We don't have any cars or such.

It was horribly high and I almost died.

The sun was beating down on us

And it was no joke climbing those stairs.

After having tea time,

We went back to the train station and

It wasn't as packed as before.

My cousin and I were busy giggling about the standing egg

And the past events which were happy (:

I went to work on Tuesday (070212)

And it was alright.

I managed to make sales and it pleases me

When a customer praised me for doing such a good job.

Yesterday, (Wednesday 080212)

I followed my dad to his office in KL

Cause I wanted to shop at Pavillion.

My goal was to get two things and both of them are in red.

Unfortunately,

They don't have anymore

So I settled for the next best things.

I  wanted to get a pair of highcuts converse

And since they don't have red,

I just settled with whatever color they have left for my size.

Ain't they a beauty?

I had to use my own savings to buy 'em.

But it was worth every penny cause it

Didn't pinch my toes and such.

The canvas was comfortable too!

I was glad and excited about getting them.

I then went to have lunch with my dad at Sungei Wang.

We then went on a short shopping spree

And I bought a couple of handphone casing

Which couldn't be found at the market.

Aren't they a beauty?

I love the things I've bought and I don't have a single

Regret in me (:

I'm off to watch One Piece as I'm hook

On to it again.

Let the chase begin!

Not a hint of regrets (:

#408 Giggles and Laughters

Currently at work now.
Last night
Or rather this morning was epic.
I never smiled so much infront of the computer
Before.
It was really epic.

First the egg thing then the chat thing.
I had to look back and reread it a few times
To actually convince myself if it's true
And not some weird dream I normally have.

I'm smiling to myself right now as I type this out.
Last night,
My dad sat on the chair by the dinning table
Which is opposite me.
He then suddenly yelped and jumped
A few feet back from his chair and was staring
At the bananas intensively.
I was surprised and I yelled
WHAT THE HELL
Really loudly and I stared at my dad.
I then asked him what happened and he told me,
"Lizard,"

I saw a rather small lizard scamparing towards the wall
And vanished within the shelves.
My heart was thumping real hard and I started to giggle
Which soon turned to laughter.
Never in my life I've seen my dad jumped so far back.
His expression was funny and I kept on replaying in my mind.
Laughing over and over again.
My dad asked me what was so funny
But I was in fits to tell him.

I have to go.
I'm dying.
Kim strikes again!
I hate myself for making silly mistakes.

WHAT THE HELL!

#407 Jokes

Having a chat with my cousin about standing eggs.
We're both such jokers (:

Jokes.

#406 Standing Egg

So, I've been seeing eggs standing through
Facebook
And I thought I could try it or something.
And there you go,
A standing egg within 19minutes (:

HAHA (:

Standing egg (: