#30 Off To Penang

That's the vocalist of The Rasmus band.
Today is my some how last day of the week to blog.
Marissa came back from Indo yesterday.
Felt happy for her.

There's nothing to write now a days.
I'm making a list of movies I want to watch.
Maybe my dad is going to buy DVDs.
Who knows.

I can't wait to go to Penang.
Want to see all my nieces and nephews.
Going with my cousin and her family.

Can't wait to go to penang

#29 All I Ever Wanted

I have every album I wanted from my favorite band,
The Rasmus






Not to mention,
The books I bought are all on sale.
Darren Shan.

The stuff is all bought by me.
No parents there to fork in some cash,
No extra allowance to buy them.

All of them are from my own savings.

No extra allowance.

#28 Pests

No Pictures

"Mummy, I think Kimberly has too much allowance,"
"Ya, I think so too,"
"Deduct her allowance!"
"-starts nagging about MY allowance-"

What the fuck is their problem?
Are they trying to WEIGHT me down again?
Why must SHE be the one whom is always starting the fight?
Why must SHE take HER side?

WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY

These questions are ringing in my head.
That conversation was yesterday nights'.
Just because I bought two books,
Both of them cost RM30+ each,
And SHE went all jealous
And started bugging her!

It isn't my goddamn fault
I can buy all my books!
I save!
I freakingly save

GOD DAMN IT!

I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them
I hate them

I hate them

#27 Cookies

Was rather busy yesterday.
Busy baking cake and cookies.
Actually, my aim was to bake Chocolate Chip Cookies
But, I accidentally added eggs in it and I turned it to
Butter Cookies with Chocolate Chips?

But,
Instead of cookies,
It turned out HALF COOKIE HALF MUFFIN!
-gasp!-
Well,
It taste weird and nice in a weird way.
My sister called it
MUFKIE!
I called it
COOFFIN!
Heh,
Sounds like
COFFIN!

Not much to say though,
Spent my holidays reading books,
Using the com,
Buying books to read.

Not much.
But one thing for sure,
And that is
I
DO
NOT
MISS
SCHOOL!

Cooffin

#26 SPM

SPM is just one day away.
I know it's wired for me to write about SPM
For it's none of my concern
But it is a great deal to my sister.

I hope she and many other SPM takers
Will do great in her or he's exam.

I wish everyone good luck.

Great deal to my sister

#25 Opposites

In life,
There is good and bad.
There is black and white.
There is happiness and depressed.
There is love and hate.
There is laughter and tears.

The world needs a little bit of something.
Good or bad,
It needs both
To be balanced.
Kinda reminds me of Ying and Yang.

Some people tend to keep things to themselves.
They learnt not to open their hearts
And talk about their feelings with others.
Maybe it's because they're afraid they might get hurt.
Afraid their friends will betray,
Back stabbed,
Or worst,
Spread it.

Their hearts are filled with nothing but
Sadness and hatred.
In order to be sane
And not go crazy,
Every night,
They'll crawl up to their beds,
Hugged their pillows,
Off their lights
And cry silently to themselves.

Pouring every hatred,
Every sadness that filled their heart.
Into their pillow.
Some writes in their diaries.
Trying to record their sadness.

You used to be so closed to me
And suddenly,
You've changed.
Everything that we had,
All vanished with a snap.

You ignored your surroundings.
Go to those people whom are 'in',
And ignored people whom are 'out'.

I feel bad,
Just hanging around you,
Knowing I'm one of the 'out' people.
Many people might misunderstand,
Thinking that I'm following you
Just because I want to be 'in'.

Lets just say this,
I don't want to be 'in' or 'out'.
I just don't want to feel lonely.
I've been lonely my whole life long.
And I hated it
Even though I should get used to it.

I'm a troubled kid.
I can't help it
If I get angry easily.

By the way,
Thank you, Jesslyn
For the advice.
The thins is,
I'm not sure if I could carry it out.

I'm a troubled kid

#24 Betrayed

Have you ever betrayed someone?
Someone whom you thought you could trust and turns out you hated them?
When you found out you're being betrayed,
Hell was let loose.

You couldn't control your anger,
Hatred,
Your sadness.

You can't wait to go home
And cry to your darling pillow.
You cried all your feelings out
And you realized,
Why are you crying?
You're suppose to hurt the person back.
You should plan a plan instead of crying your eyes out where no one can see you.
Your mind started to whirl.
Out of the blue,
You smiled.
You have a plan.
So hurtful,
The bastard that betrayed you have to get out of the country...

What I don't understand is that why must people betray other people?
Is it out of money?
Popularity?
Or out of hatred?

Either one of it maybe.
But why betray?
Why can't the person just go up and say:
"I hate it when you do this to me,"
Sounds easy but either party won't feel sad,
Embarrass,
Hurt.

Crying your eyes out

#23 Hurt

In the dark,
You have nothing to hold on to.
Nothing to look at.
Suddenly,
You heard a loud thump thump noise.
It's so close,
You felt scared but like I said,
You have nothing to hold on to.
You close your eyes
Even though you knew it will be the same.
Suddenly you realized,
It's your heart that is pounding and not any other thing else.

You let out a sigh of relief,
And suddenly,
You felt something touched your shoulder.
Biting back your scream,
You slowly turn around
And found the thing that touched you is gone.
But,
It left something that warmed your heart.
It left you a candle.

Life right now isn't suitable for anyone whom is weak and being a coward.
Thinking 'bout your actions makes me feel pissed and uncontrollable.
I ask you,
How the hell can you control yourself when you know you're being betrayed?
You thought you knew your friends action.
And without knowing,
They back stabbed you,
Without you knowing WHY?

Ever since it came,
You have changed.
It's like,
I don't really know you anymore.
It is really painful to see you become someone you used to talk about.
Right now,
Everyone knows about it.
Even friends from my chinese tuition.
I don't even talk to them since my tuition ended.
And now,
They know.

How do they know?
Don't look at me.
Look at them.
They have the answers.
I, too, am wondering how did they know.

But,
Like my mom told me.
Hold on tight at where you are right now.
And ignore every bad thing you
Hear,
See,
Touch.

Turn
Deaf
Blind
And uh...
Untouchable?

Ignore everything bad around you

#22 God's Gift From Heaven

Jesslyn is a God's gift.
She's talented, creative, pretty, smart and many more.
The sad thing is that she's shy.
But eventually,
The beautiful butterfly has to come out of it's cocoon.

I feel rather sad knowing that people she stick with eventually just let go of her and go to others.
That sucks.
Big time!

But don't worry, Jesslyn.
Good luck will come to you.
Eventually.

Good luck will come to you

#21 Welcome Home, Daddy

Yes people, that's my daddy.
He just came back from somewhere that is not here in Malaysia.
Does that make any sense?
I hope so.
There's not much to write right now.
Personally,
I don't have the mood to write too.

Lurve ya, daddy

#20 Von Von!

Yes, that's her nick name from me.
Her real name though is

YVONNE!

Yeah, she's one of the best cousin ever lived.
HELL!
She's the ONLY best cousin ever lived.

I mean,
When ever I'm feeling depressed or sad and I have no one to talk to.
She's the only one whom patiently sit and listens to me.
Every time I have a problem I need to solve,
She's there.

I bet everyone that gets to know her are very proud to have her as a friend.
Guys that dated her [not that i know of] must be tough because she's one kind of bitch that doesn't take any kind of SHIT!

Anyways, she's single and happy to be one!

Best cousin ever lived

#19 Genting

Hi, back from genting.
To tell you the truth,
90% of the trip sucks.
I've met wonderful people and people I've met before turned unknown to me.
Sat on a couple of rides,
One of the most scariest one I've sat is...

SPACE SHOT!

Trust me,
I'm not going to sit it anymore.

This genting trip has taught me a few lessons the hard way.
I got frustrated along the way, impatient too.
But right now,
I'm rather happy that I've learn lots of things.
Like,
Who hates/are friends with me.

A special thanks to:
<3 Chee Ern and Megan
For allowing me to stay in your room for the night.
<3 Jesslyn
For talking to me when I have no one else to talk to.

You guys are the BEST of the BEST!

Leant a few lessons along the way

#18 Can You Spot The Same Thing?

The smile.
If you spot that, then congratulations,
You have just won a goodnight sleep.
Thats Huiyee on the left and Huiling on the right.

The smile

#17 Beauty Of 3Siantan

These are the pictures I took.
They're the beauty in my class.
Everyone there makes everyone happy.

Edward, gaying with Tuck Meng


Tuck Meng camera shy but it appears Edward is trying to pose o.0


The Twin Towers?
Kent and Kamen


Hey guys, meet my lovely mother???
Kent


Kamen and Keertana =3


Top Left: Haziq, Christian
Bottom Left : Fadly, Nadhir and Huiling


Poor Zheng Kang was bullied by Hiuling!


Nadhir


The Malay Gang In 3 Siantan
Top Left: Amizan, Akmal, Azuan and Nadhir
Bottom Left: Fadly and Haziq


Left To Right: Azuan, Haziq, Nadhir, Akmal and Amizan


The shy Jesmyne[not sure how to spell her name though]


Lets not forget my all time fav gal pal,
Huiling..

Now lets see how MEN dominate us WOMEN in my class!
Would you just look at that?
Im too lazy to write everyone's name down, teehee

The Ladies


see the diff? LAWL!


The vicious yet kind hearted Cik Moganam cutting poor Jenyii's hair

The beauty of 3Siantan