#301 It Ends Tonight

And so the word has passed.
Mid term exams have just ended.

Anyways,
It has been tiring, that I will not lie.

Lo behold, the face of an extremely tired girl
Who have spent around 10 hours plus, studying.

Half way through studying,
She started to count her money $$$

Her piggyfroggy bank no longer could hold her cash, it split D:

She then turn to her beary bank and started counting her coins.

That's alot.

And so, the poor, tired girl turned back to her desk
And start studying... again.

When she can't bear the boredom,
She started to sew (:

At the end of exam week,
She had fun with her awesome/weird friend,

See what I mean by weird?
Oh wells, people like her breaks tension.
That's why she's awesome/weird (:

That sums up the whole week (:

She started to sew.

#300 Bleeping

Why do you keep on intending that you're the one
Whom is right and the rest of the world is wrong?
Have you ever thought of what others may think?
Did you really think that what you always do,
Is the right thing?
The best for both worlds?
Have you ever sat down and go like,
"Maybe what I'm going to do is wrong,"
"Maybe I should seek help,"
"There might be a better solution than this."

I highly doubt so.
No, I'm not angry.
In fact, I'm no where near angry.
I just feel bad for you, you know?
Of having the thought that
You're always right.
Oh sure,
You listen to others,
Alright.
But have what others say go in through your head?
Or it passed by you like the bleeping wind?
Just to annoy the fuck out of you?

Gosh,
Stop hanging on to people like a
Sloth on the trees
(Though sloths are cute, you're not)
And start standing on your own two feet.
Try putting yourself in other's shoes,
Maybe it fits you.
Who knows, right?

It's almost 4.30 in the morning and I'm freaking doing my revision.
Kinda distracted, though.
Watching anime while doing my maths.
But it's fun (:
Should start studying perdagangan.
After all, there's a test tomorrow I intent to pass.

Though sloths are cute, you're not.

#299 Beautiful Disaster

Haha, finally.
I looked older (:
And not some childish little girl.
My friend even said,


look diff.. Tis photo look older than the real u..

I am proud to say that
I wore a green jeans skirt that I found
Hanging in my cupboard
And I remember wearing that when I was like 11 years old plus
And a green shirt around 12 years old.

I still can fit in my old clothes.
Maybe that time I bought a larger size or
(small hope)
I HAVE FREAKING SLIM DOWN! ♥

Nah, I did not wear that out.
I deliberately pull my shirt out and yeah.
To hide unwanted fats.
Yeah, the girl in green today.
With the awesome kitty necklace on her neck.

Had a tinge of jealousy and betrayal just now.
Somehow,
I (think I) am the kind of person that don't really like to share my friends.
Haha, retarded right?
Really wish I could go the C2age.
Lord told me it was fun and yeah. :/
But,
Studies come first; I guess.

This is so not me.
But the jealousy part is.
But whatever.
So not in the mood.


The girl in green

#298 Bring Me The Sun

Without rain, there will be no rainbow.

Had history paper today
And honestly?
It didn't go well...
At all.

But I gave up like the night before the actual exam.
Stupid move, right?

But I don't really care.
Then again,
I should be studying my stupid, useless
Perdagangan.
Can't seem to able to do all those factual subjects.

One week of exams down the drain,
Another to go.

Though I'm glad that I spam my
BM essay with 'peribahasa'
And wrote a 5 page long of english essay;
Took less than 15minutes to do a 200words plus
Essay.

I feel like an Essay Goddess :3

When there's light, there will be darkness.

Wrote a story
And currently still am.

Here is the summary of it.

its like this girl have a mysterious friend since she was 6 yrs old. he talks to her by laying notes in her bedroom. notes like goodmorning, how are you, had a nice sleep last night and so on. though it may sound creepy but the girl felt grateful for she doesnt have much friends.  when she was 7, he begun giving her small gifts like teddy bears and such. the girl has never seen his face before and knows very little about him. cause he didnt want to reveal himself to her... yet. with a small step, leads to great results. teh bond between them tightened and soon in time, she'll leanr who/wht he is and all the crap.
mostly a mysterious story but with a pinch of romance (:

Okay, I copied and paste it
From the chat I had with Lord :3
Anyways,
I'm off typing my story
For I had an inspiration when I was cat-napping during history exams.
But before I go,
Here's the introduction.

INTRO ♥♥♥
Have you ever have this feeling that someone is watching you?
You’re every step,
You’re every move?
The feeling of someone there, watching you?
But when you turn around, expecting to see that someone that is looking at you, standing there with a sheepish smile upon his face, turned out to be no one but your own shadow?

I had that feeling. Only it’s much more of looking-out-for-me kind of feeling and not I’m-stalking-the-hell-outta-you kind. There are times I even found gifts such as teddy bears, chocolates and so much more on my bed. It may sound creepy to you, but I find it heart warming, like someone cares for me.

He is watching over me;
Listening to me;
Protecting me.


Thinking of you makes me smile... with cruelty (:

#297 In Those Days

Funny how much I miss the happy times in the past.
Where I did all those crazy things with my friends.
Funny I am and always an emo kid.

From today onward,
I declare myself
To hide my personality (:
If I can help it, that is.

Talked to Marissa just now.
It was awkward,
I don't deny that.
Maybe trying to patch things up
With a simple chat?

You were a tree leaf upon which light shone; I was nothing but a foundation hidden in darkness.

It started with that;
I'm not sure if it has ended.
But whatever.

It takes two hands to clap.

Though I still envy you,
But I've learnt that each individual have their own specialties.
Maybe I haven find mine yet,
But I will.
Sooner or later.
After all,
I'm a late and ugly bloomer (:

It takes two hands to clap.

#296 My Secret Place

I found a secret place where I can hide from the rest of the world.
In school, that it.
It's actually quite fun yet dusty at the same time.
Though it's not that secret, but still.
Not many people go there.
Nope,
I'm not talking about the toilet.
Everyone needs to use the loo
Once in a while.
Space maybe small, but what the heck, right?

Beggers can't be choosers.

Anyways,
I'm hungry at the moment.
Stupid stomach.
Going to continue watching anime
Since I missed it so damn much :D

Beggers can't be choosers.

#295 Confirmed

Kim, you stupid, stupid, naive girl.
You had it coming,
You knew.
Yet you took it so hard.
You're one stupid, naive little girl.
Grow up.
Please?

You suspected.
You confirmed it.
You lose.

No matter where I go,
The same thing will occurred
But in a different form.
You're such a naive one.

Though tears may stream down your cheeks,
But who is there to pass you a tissue?
No one.
Why?
Cause they side her.
That girl.
She pissed me off so many countless times,
Yet I still kept quiet about it.
Though at times,
I really want to yell at her.
She offends me,
Never once compliment my art,
Criticized it.
And yet,
She wants me to compliment her art.
I did.
But not whole heartedly, of course.
You compared my drawings and yours.
When will it ever cross your mind that
Each artists have their own style of drawing?
Someone pass me the damn driller,
I wanna drill some shit in this girl's head.

Well, whatever.

What goes around, comes around.

Then again,
I don't really hate her,
Just kinda don't like that she comments alot.

What goes around, comes around.

#294 I Do Believe In Faeries

Just watched Peter Pan
And oh gosh,
Jeremy Sumpter is like so
H to the O to the T!
-fan girl screams-

That was so retarded but hey,
You can melt inside without seeing a hot guy
Doing a sweet scene :3

The last picture is like soooo adorable.
Man, I sound like a kugar o.o
Maybe I should show you the now version of him. :D

Oh, my god!
He looks like Edward Cullen...
Only hotter :D
GAH!

H to the O to the T!

#293 Happy Birthday, Mel

I took like around an hour to finish the writing + drawing + pictures.

Whew.

Not really happy with the outcome but whatever right?

Maybe it's because I was impatient have way through (:

The video was kinda a pain in the ass though.

Specially the timing.

HEE.

But, I'm alright with it.

Haha,

Had to restart my computer quite a number of times.

But whatever right?

(:

I wonder just how many times have I wrote Happy Birthday, MEL!

o.o

:D

Enjoy the video though (:

Happy Birthday, Mel

#292 Don't Mess With Me

Fuck it.
To think that I actually stood there,
Outside you people's damn class just to wait for you guys.
Not once you guys wait for me.
That's kinda sad, you know?
Oh,
And,
I don't live to satisfied you.
I can deal with that kind of shit.
Don't fucking push it, alright?
Did you know?
I had the urge to fucking  yell at your face saying,
SHUT THE FUCK UP OR I'LL SHUT YOU UP.

It's mean,
But I already have put up with your stupid comments
And I have a limit.
Like, seriously.
Keep your blardy comments to yourself, bitch.

I could just break your tiny, scrawly neck right now.
FARK YOU.

Been kinda emoing throughout the whole 2 hours.

Since after lunch.

Yeah, I'm bored and pissed off.

Not to mention, tired.

GOSH!
I'm so pissed off now that I'm going to go

Study and sleep. :(

Shut the fuck up or I'll shut you up (:

#291 Road Trip

Went on a road trip today.
Not sure of the place though (:
But it was at some ulu fishing village.

Took some photos and it feels good to
Actually open up my eyes and see things others don't.
For example,
The mushroom and the dragonfly?

Not to mention the bird, too (:
I went on an adventure on my own,
Walking down a lonely path.

Accompanied by flowers, wind and buzzing bees.
It felt soothing though.

Played with a pup at some restaurant (:
He reminds me of Jerry when HE was a pup.

When we got back,
We went to check out houses... again.
And since I was bored,
I went on an adventure on my own... again.
Climbed up walls to see the other side of the hill.
And this was the magnificent view I earned.

Baby, you're the thunder; I'm the hurricane

You can actually see thunder clouds rolling in.
And I went on walking towards the clouds.
On the process of that,
I walked on soft sand which surprised me.

Footprints on The Sands Of Time

So, yeah.

My camera ran out of battery which pissed me off
Considered that I still have tons of pictures to take.

Signing off here.
It's 3 in the morning and I'm still wide awake.

Going to continue watching anime :D

Footprints on The Sands of Time