#195 Wanted : Uchiha Sasuke

Wanted: Uchiha Sasuke.

Crime  : He stole my heart from me. 

Bring him back alive and alive only.

Payment for bringing him back alive is RM0.01.

Yes!

That's adorable Sasuke.

I utterly love him!

Although he's not real,

But whatever.

Bought a Sasuke sword keychain at Anime Tech

And I absolutely loving it!

I'm going to buy more!

It's going to be like a tiny collection of mine :D

Yes,

Yes.

I'm obsess. 

Got a problem with that? :P

I love you, Sasuke ♥

I utterly love him.

#194 Fake A Smile

Twice in a row;

I've been hurt.

Twice in a row;

I've cried my eyes out.

It's kinda been a long time
Since I actually cried in school.

Of all things,

I cried over a small matter.

I can't seem to control my emotions anymore.

Especially, that one.

To tell the truth,

I was really frustrated at that time.

I mean it's a silly game.

But, I have feelings and a limit.

I'm after all

A human.

I tried to act tough just so

People can't see how weak I am inside.

I feel offended easily

Even if people don't really meant it.

I keep things in my heart;

Never really letting other people know how I feel.

I wanted to be listened too

And not be a listener.

I want to be part of everyone's life;

To let them acknowledge me.

I'm here.

I'm not invisible.

I don't want to be popular;

I just want to fit in with everyone else.

I don't want to be left out;

But I want to be unique.

I tried being nice to you;
Yet you've offended me with your words.
If you're reading this,
I'm sorry for being worried and wanting to help you.
It'll never happen again,
I promise.

I've now know
What kind of people that surrounds me.
There are nice;
Mean;
Ungrateful;
Funny;
Selfish;
Two-Faced;
Appreciative;
And a few listeners.

"I can't even open up myself to anybody,
Let alone you."

That hurts.
You know that?
That hurts.
And I doubt you noticed.

I told my mom about it yesterday.
From the thing in school to the text.
I felt embarrassed crying in front of her.
She just smiled;
Pat my shoulder
And hugged me.

"It's okay, Kim. You're changing, I can tell.
Don't let these kind of people pull you down.
Not even her. She doesn't appreciate that you're
Trying to help her. Ignore her. Okay?"

Little Sun crying out for help :(

I cried harder;
Touched by the words she said.


Thanks for listening to me, Mom.


I promise.

#193 Salute!

My dad got this helmet from Vietnam,

I think.

He told me that the helmet is what

The Nazi's wore last time.

My dad.

Has a thing with hats.

Like Father like Daughter :D

ATTENTION! :D

Like father like daughter

#192 Burning Love

Today's Moon Cake Festival.

Was playing with candles all alone. :(

My mom went to fetch my sister from college

So, I'm alone at home.

Yay candles and matches! :D

Moon Cake Festival

#191 More Signs

There it is again.

In a way it's the same question.

I wonder how long will this lasts. :(

School today was a drag.

A side from teachers teaching,

Ash, Huiling, Huiyee, Karmen, Kamen, Bryan

And I played police and robbers.

It was funny and stupid at the same time.

Bryan was so adorable when he first play with us.

He gave the innocent face and all.

When Kamen got killed,

He was like:

"Kamen got killed! Oh my God! Kamen got killed!"

Adorable. Haha.

Syaa listened to me when I told her about him again;

And that is why she is just so awesome. :D

Not many people tend to listen to me, you know.

So yeah.

AWESOME :D

Haha, Jerry doesn't want to get his paws wet.

I finished washing the car the other day

And I found him sitting like that.

So adorable

I wonder how long will this lasts :(

#190 A Sign?

That.

Is a very weird picture of me.

Oh well.

We can't all be beautiful right?

Anyways,

I wonder if it's a sign.

I wonder if it happen to him too.

:)

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#189 Untitled

Okay.

On Wednesday [15.09.10]

I went to Cineliesure wuth

Ai Pei, Shenny and Kent.

We watched Resident Eil

And it was so freaking awesome.

Kent and Shenny sat at the couple sit,

Leaving me and Ai Pei alone

But so what?

It's still awesome.

There are parts that I jumped from my chair.

Imagine how freaky it was.

And everytime I jump.

Ai Pei laughs at me.

Later,

Shenny has to go,

Kent went to meet up his friends

So Ai Pei and I walked around all five buildings

Including Tesco.

Yeah.

Tesco.

Went back around 5 in the evening. :)

And yeah.

It was a fun day.

I can't believe that the holidays are going to end soon.

Why? :(

Resident Evil was AWESOME!

#188 One Starry Night

It was cold.

And I as a Captain will have my duty.

The rest of the crew were tired out from

Today's 'spring cleaning'.

I sat on the deck

With a thin blanket wrapped around me.

I shivered.

I stare at the inky black ocean,

Letting my thoughts ran away with me.

Suddenly,

A gust of wind blew and my blanket flapped

Along the breeze.

"Hey."

A voice startled me,

Causing me to lose my grip on my blanket

Which then flew along the wind.

I expected everyone to be asleep;

Even him.

"Hey." I shivered.

It was really cold.

"Hot chocolate?" He asked and handed me a cup.

"Thanks," I said and took a sip.

Nice.

Suddenly,

I felt warmer.

He wrapped his hands around and held me tight.

"You're so cold, let me warm you." He muttered in my hair.

I snuggled with him

As we watch the shooting star fly across the sky.

♥

I guess too much One Piece isn't good.

See?

I'm dreaming about pirates!

"Hot chocolate?"

#187 Amberlissa

It's been quite a while for me to blog.

Ten days. :)

Anyways,

For the past few days,

I have been very active. :)

My adorable niece, Amberlissa, came.

The one in grey is her mom,

My cousin. :)

She's now a year plus years old.

Anyways,

She's one freakishly active girl.

She wouldn't stop running around. :D

That's why babies are fun.

The next day [Friday 09.09.10]

My cousin brought me to KL Convention Center

Due to the awesome MPH sale there.

Bought tons of books on my list :

To Kill a Mocking Bird;

The Glass Demon;

Hush, Hush;

Thirst No1 and No2

And

The Red Pyramid.

All together at the price of RM160. :D

I promised myself that I'm not going to

Buy myself another book until year end. :)

So right now,

I'm trying to save and read slowly.

Few days later,

I had this awesome, wonderful dream. :D

I seem to have lots of dreams now a days

And this one is the best of all.

It's about HIM again. :)
He appeared in my dream. :D

Will type about it later

If you're dying to find out.

But somehow,

I don't think you'll wanna read about it.

Oh well. :)

It's about HIM.

#186 Smile, Jesslyn

Went out with Jesslyn yesterday. :)

We talked,

Walked,

Eat

And talk some more!

Did you know they actually had a

Toys 'R' Us at Ikano?

And I actually went to try on clothes!?

And I bought this cause it's so cute! :D

I bought three more and there goes my money.

And I thought,

Hey,

Maybe my mom will pay me back! :D

Oh, how wrong I was. :(

Went out with Jesslyn yesterday :)

#185 Study!?

Yes,

Study.

That is what my mom is forcing me to do

During the holidays.

What the hell right!?

Yeah,

I know.

These few days,

She's been pmsing.

Like;

A lot.

Since it's holidays,

I have to put up with her constant

Yelling and screaming.

I honestly don't know what else to blog.

Seems like my holidays are passing by too quickly.

And I'm spending it like crap.

Yelling and screaming

#184 Invisible

I'm gonna give up.

What chances of someone like you;

Popular,

Smart,

Cool,

Hot.

And someone like me?

Stupid,

Ignorant,

Stuck Up,

Hideous,

Fat,

Ugly

And so much more.

Are going to talk again.

This is no fairytale

There never was any.

Although,

I have to admit that there was some drama in it.

Never in my life,

That I thought I would get to see you again.

I'm just a simpleton

Compared to you.

A nothing.

Go live your awesome life;

Leave me here, alone :)

And someone like me?

Stupid, ignorant, stuck up, hideous, fat, ugly

#183 Three Days Straight

Yup.

Three days straight to not talking to him.

Beat that, Lai Kwan! :D

Told ya I can do it.

Anyways,

Went to Tropicana City with Marissa today.

It was like a last decision thing.

We had tea time there and walked around.

Nothing much to say though.

Went to Viva to have our tea break.

I had garlic bread and some strawberry smoothie;

Marissa had chicken and mineral water.

Yeah.

Water. :)

We didn't catch a movie due to the bad timing.

But we did went to Toys 'R' Us.

Yeah,

That's how bad we want to relive our childhood. :)

Nothing much though.

Lai Kwan wants to see if I could live on a week

Without talking to him.

Ya know what I say?

"I haven been talking for 4-5 long years,

I'm sure one is a piece of cake. I think."

And she laughed at me.

Emphasizing on my 'I think'.

Ima proof to he! :D

Of course,

If he talks to me first;

That's a different story. :)

Three days straight.

One week is a piece of cake

#182 Never Give Up Hope

:)

Feels like life is getting better now a days

And I'm loving it!

It's been one week plus since we've met face to face

And I've cherished the awkward moment we have. :)

You know what?

If he reads my blog,

I'll freaking die of embarrassment.

But,

Oh well,

I guess he knows a tiny bit of it ♥

Yes,

I'm carrying a handbag.

It's time to move on and not stay on one spot.

Goodbye,

Dear black sling bag.

I will not forget about you!!!

You know what?

I'd rather enjoy going out with Lai Kwan.

She's fun and a great listener.

Not many people I've come across tend to listen to me,

Only I listen to them, you know?

And in a way,

It's getting rather tired to hear their complains and all

But what to do?

They came seeking for muh help :)

Can't say no can I now?

Anyways,

I love helping people.

Not only that,

I love the outcome of things.

Especially good outcome.

My mom told me that

I've wasted three whole years of my life

Being depressed and all.

But,

Hey,

Everyone goes through that.

I'm just a late bloomer that's all. :)

Oh!
Funny thing happened to me today.

Well,

Actually,

It's not that funny.

I wore a skirt today!

Yes,

Dear bloggers!

I wore a skirt today! :D

And it's not just a skirt,

It's a damn mini skirt.

Hahahahaaa...

I can totally imagine how you look like :)

I showed it to my dad and he was like:

"Okay what. It's like a short pants but a skirt instead."

"I've... Never wore a short pants in my life before..."

And he was bomb.

And I actually wanted to buy a tank top.

What in the world am I coming into!?

Yeah,

Yeah.

People change and you have to accept that, aye?

Woo!

Skinny jeans are awesome!

Have a break,

Have a Kit Kat!

I'm being lame aren't I?

Oh well,

That's what you get for letting me eat Kit Kat

At this time of hour :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Rainbow hearts!

Lai Kwan asked me if I could stand not talking to him

For three days.

And I said, yeah.

I can.

And I told her;

I will not talk to him

Unless

He talks to me first. :)

I'm not going to approach him

Unless he approaches me first.

Okay,

Fine,

It's the same meaning.

But different words, aye?

So,

Currently,

Hoping that he'll talk to me :)

I'm so hopeless.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

#181 The Night Before

That's Lai Kwan.

I love this picture. :)

Reminds me of the night before.

Sigh...

I wish every night would be like that;

Calm and peaceful.

Oh,

Not to forget,

Without my family around me.

I just remembered last night,

I lay down

And look up at the sky.

Somehow,

I got sucked into it's awesomeness. :D

It was cloudy that night,

Looked like it may rain any moment.

Not only that,

I could smell the rain in the air.

It actually is pink in color.

My camera sucks at taking night photos.

Can you see the white speck at the right?

That's the North Star.

If you get to see it in real life,

It actually is very beautiful.

I wish I could go back and take another look at it :)

I got sucked into it's awesomeness :)

#180 New Experience

Hey blog readers. :)

I had the most awesome evening today

With the one and only

Ng Lai Kwan.

We didn't do the typical

Watch movie and walk around today;

Instead,

We went up to the roof top of One Utama.

It was windy and we get to see clouds?

I like the whole calming atmosphere.

Keeps me.

Calm. C:

We talked and talked and talked

Until my throat felt dry.

But it was worth it.

It's nice to be listened too for once

Instead of listening to others.

I love looking up at the stars.

There aren't many though.

Just a couple.

One particular one out shone the others

Although it's the furthers and the smallest.

It's the North Star. C:

Calm wind that blow through my hair,

Messing up my hairdo.

I love the peacefulness up there.

Wish I could go there again,

But at sun set time. :)

It was awesome.

At sun set time :)

#179 Let Me Love You

Hmm...

Time sure do pass fast.

I mean,

One more day till holidays.

And I kinda feel...

Abnormal now a days.

Some of you may know why

But other than that,

Just ignore it okay?

Okay :)

I can't help but to put a smiley face there.

Gosh!
Because of Haoyii,

I have to go to school tomorrow

Just so I could get my harddisk back.

DARN YOU HAOYII!
DARN YOU!!!

Apples are yummy.

I'm bored.

I love you.

I really do.

Random.

Anyways,

I've got to get ready to go to tuition later.

Have to tell Lai Kwan about something.

Teehee.

I know I'm not pretty.

In fact I'm ugly.

But,

So what.

Right?

I love you.

I really do.