#267 Walk Away With A Smile

Today was awesome.
Tanisha went home early;
Tania skipped school;
I got scolded by a fucking prefect.
Yeah.
It was so awesome that I'm speechless.

Oh, let's no forget that my mother lectured me about my
Stupid results.
It's the past, let it go.
She told me that.
Such a hypocrite.

Life is being a pain in the ass at the moment.
She wants me to study when I feel like sleeping.
God bless me.

It's the past, let it go.

#266 I'm Number Too

My Saturday is going to be packed.
Seriously.

Went to One Utama today
To celebrate Tanisha's belated birthday.
I arrived at 11 in the morning on the dot
And due to the fact that no one arrive yet,
I went to MPH to kill time until they arrive.
Read a comic called
Amulet by Kazu Kibuishi.

It's an awesome comic.
So awesome that I felt like buying it.
But, sadly,
It's the only book there and there is book 2 and 3
Which I can't find it.
IMA LIST IT ON BOOKS TO BUY LIST! :D
Well,
It isn't a book but you get me right?

Back to my complaint.
So yeah,
I waited for 40 whole minutes for them.
It kinda pissed me off cause
I was told that to be there at 11 on the dot
And there I was.
Waiting.
For 40 whole minutes.

Watch a movie called
I Am Number 4.
Which is awesome
Except the part where the dude was running wild in the forest.
The first thing that came to me was
Dude, who the hell do you think you are? Edward Cullen?
Yes, yes.
I woke up at the wrong side of the bed today alright?
And yes,
My mood is fouled to have to wait for so long.

Skipped lunch cause I was rushing to tuition.
After accounts tuition,
Rushed off to maths tuition.
After maths tuition,
Rushed for my history tuition. :)

And finally!
I can finally relax and enjoy my dinner :)
Came home,
Take my shower and started to blog o.o
Blogging is my life, I guess.
That's because I love to talk.
Talking makes me happy, I think.
But since there isn't much people who tend to listen,
So, I'll just type it all out then :)

Hey, I'm number two. :)
Get it? Number Too? :)

#265 Deleted

Deleting yourself;

Ignoring the rest of us;

Cut out from the world.

It made me worry about you.

More.

#264 Lean Back For A Better View

Like seriously?
Can't you people make up your own style and stop 
Copying mine?
I find it rather annoying and pissed off you know?
Seriously.

School was horrible today.
I was called a ditcher.
Once
Twice
It's alright.
But, hey,
Too many times just sickens me you know?

Do you actually think that I
Want to do it?
Fuck no!
I'm no like you,
I can't disobey my parents.
I can't swear in front of them.
Okay?
Can't you be happy for me instead
Of pretending to be happy for me?
It hurts, alright?
And I hate it.
I have feelings and I get hurt easily okay?
Damnit.

Alls well ends well.
Bullshit.

I hate it.
I fucking hate today.
I absolutely hate today.
Why?
Cause today sucked to the core.

Look here,
We worried about you,
We care about you.
What do you do?
You fucking push us away.
I get that you need space when you're mad.
Sure,
Everyone needs space too.
But there is no need to actually scold someone for caring.
I'm not scolding or nagging or
Whatever shit.
I feel like drumming some sense into you.

I know what you said about me.
I know.
But I choose to not care.
You know why?
Cause I know you're a nice girl.
Maybe you don't meant it but
What the hell right?
Fuck after school man.
Maybe it's fate that I should go.
Hah!

Enough of this shit.
Well,
Because of my script and my friends cooperation,
We managed to make teacher laugh the whole scenes.
It was great to act again.
I miss acting really bad now.
Maybe there will be more acting?
Who knows :)

My emotions are currently mixed up.
Haha.
Fuck this :)

Alls well ends well.

#263 Act 1 Scene 1

Scene 1

N - A little girl was walking home happily from her friend’s house on one dark, scary night.

Girl : Lalalaala… (singing happily)

N – And she passed by an alley.

G : Hmm.. I think it’s faster if I use this way to go back home.

(Vampires come in)

V1 : Psst. Hey, hey girl.

G: Who me?

V1: Yeah you.

G: Mom?

V1: NO!

G: Grandma?

V1: DO I LOOK THAT OLD TO YOU!?

V2: This girl is silly. Let’s just eat her, I’m starving.

V3: I agree with you.

G: HEY I’M HUNGRY TOO! (said cheerfully)

V1: No little girl, you’re supposed to scream.

Girl: Scream? But why?

V2: Cause, we’re scary.

V3: And we’re going to drink your blood.

G : Okay. So, should I scream like this? Ah?

V1: No, more… scarier.

G : Um. AH!

V2: Something like that, but louder.

V3: I don’t care about her scream. LET’S FEAST!

(vampires jump on girl)

Scene 2

The next day,

Mom: Mayor, mayor! Help me; my child didn’t come home yesterday.

Mayor: This chicken is goooood. Yum yum yum.

Mom: MAYOR!?

Mayor: Fine, anyone who can find the kid gets a reward.

VK: I found her.

Villagers: (GASP!)

VK: I found her in a dark ally. She died of blood loss.

Mom: Who would want to do this!?

VK: Vampires….

Villagers: (GASP!)

Mom: Mayor, can you do something about this?

Mayor: Chickeeeen.. Uh um, yeah. Sure. Kill vampire will get a reward.

VK: LEAVE IT TO ME THEN!

Scene 3

VK: Hey, hey, hey vampires. Hey vampires. Come out, come out where ever you areee.

Narrator: Hey, what do you think you’re doing?

VK: Um. Trying to lure the vampires out?

N: Are you serious?

VK: Yeah. Ima vampire killer!

N: A rather lousy one right?

VK: Hey! I’m a professional!

N: Really?

VK: Not really. FINE! I’m an amateur. This is my first time!

N: Okaaayyy.

VK: HEY! Since you’re the narrator, why don’t you call the vampires out? It’ll make things easier.

N: (Sigh) since we’re running out of time ok.

N – Finally the vampires arrived… hungrily.

VK: You guys have finally arrived!

V1: We’re hungry.

V2: You look tasty.

V3: Let’s feast.

VK: Hold it! I’m here to kill you guys and set the villagers free from your wrath!

(V1, V2, V3 laughs)

VK: Stop laughing! I have a paper gun I’m not afraid to use! (takes out paper gun)

V1: OOOOOH! What are you going to do? Give us a paper cut?

VK: As the matter of fact, yes! OW! (drops gun) A PAPER CUT!

(V1,V2,V3 laughs)

VK: I’m not afraid of you guys, what are you going to do? Sparkle me to death?

V2: HEY! We’re not Edward Cullen!
V3: Yeah, we don’t sparkle, right?

V1: Um. Uh. I do. But I can’t sparkle people to death.

(V2,V3 gasp)

VK: Enough! Feast your eyes on GARLIC!

V3: Cool! Our food brought us garlic!
V2 and V1: OH NO GARLIC! (melt)

V3: What? What? Garlic? Um. OH NO GARLIC! (melt)

VK: I didn’t think they’ll fall for a paper garlic. Oh well. Good riddance of you vampires!

(clap)

Scene 4

Mayor: VK has finally got rid of the vampires

Villagers: (CLAP)

VK: So, where’s my reward?

Mayor: Mmm.. Chicken. Reward!? What reward?

Villagers: The reward you promised!

Mayor: I didn’t promise any reward.

VK: GET HIM!
Villagers: (Carries mayor away from stage)

Mayor: (screams)

N – Um, that’s the end I guess. THE END!

Um.

N - Narrator. (Haoyii)

V1 - Vampire 1 (Keertana)

V2 - Vampire 2 (Wei Lun)

V3 - Vampire 3 (Terrance)

Mayor - Mayor (Lip Kent)
G/Mom - Girl/Mom (Tze Ying)

VK - Vampire Killer (ME! :)

Yes, the script is written by your one and only 

Vampire killer Kimberly Too

Hope my reader(s) enjoyed it :)

Act 1 Scene 1

#262 I Don't Want To Say Goodbye

Haha, been testing out different styles of jumping.
IGNORE MY STUPID EXPRESSION!
I was counting :(

Well,
I've been counting the days,
And it hurts to say that time has been cruel to me.
It's going far to fast.

Talked to Shenny today though.
It's a big relieve :)
I mean,
It feels like a long time since I've talked to her.
Yeah,
I kinda got teary and all after she left.

Been asking people what are their first impression of me.
Majority calls me a weirdo.
And that makes me wonder;
Am I really a weird person?
What about me makes me weird?
Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!

I got myself a mini tripod stand! (finally)

It's so adorable :)

Though it's not made of metal, 

But who cares?

I love it anyways.

Currently writing out a script for

Tomorrow's english oral test.

Will post it up later :)

I don't want to say goodbye... yet

#261 Tired

Um.
Reach for the skyyyyyy..

I'm tired of pretending things doesn't happen.

I'm tired of pretending that your words doesn't hurt.
I'm tired of you not including me to my outings.
Tired.
Really tired.

Well whatever.
Screw this shit man.
I don't want to care and all that shit any more.
It's too frustrating and
It consumes alot of freaking energy.

Like the picture?
I used my awesome camera to take it.
Didn't know my camera has this kind of shutter.
Awesome right?

My jumping style is the same o.o
Tried a different one
But I failed.
Such a loser :(

I'm currently really tired.
As in physically tired.
As in I feel like sleeping at now.
But oh well,
Have to write out a script for oral.
This sucks.

Reach for the skyyyy

#260 Fuck You

Well,

That is Pink's direct definition of Fuckin' Perfect. :)

Yeah,

I'm pointing it at you

That's cause you're fucking perfect and yet you have no clue

That you are :)

Or maybe it should be like this

"Fuck you for being perfect."

Either one.

Yeah, whatever.

I've been taking shots of music titles.

Like Jar of Hearts?

Yeah

And now it's Fuckin' Perfect.

They inspire me, you know?

Especially Fuckin' Perfect.

It's seriously meaningful.

Went to visit my cousin just now :)

Told her what happened in my life and all.

Gosh,

I should seriously shut up already.

But, she's my cousin

And she is like one of the few that knows what is going

On in my dead life.

I PLAYED WITH KITTIES!

Well, they're cats, actually.

There was actually 2 cats

And suddenly,

More cats came out to play!

It was fun :)

Fuck yeah.

Feel like fucking swearing now.

Just to fucking release all these fucking stress

And to fucking forget these fucking decisions.

Thanks, P!nk for actually teaching me to

Fucking swear if you wanna release stress.

Fuck yeah :)

Well whatever.

Been having disturbing dreams lately

And not to forget,

Insomnia.

At times,

I wonder what is it like to be a bird.

To be free of everything 

And fly with my flock who won't

Actually think I'm different.

After all,

Birds of the same feather flock together.

We won't actually compare each other I guess.

As one we fall,

As two we fly together.

What's it like to fly?

Spread my wings and fly away.

If we're meant to fly, God would have made wings.

Try :)

But I'm just being curious.

Fly fly fly fly fly fly fly.

Trying to not let the negatives cross my mind.

Flyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyfly

I know I swore a lot lately,

But I'm sorry and I can't help it.

I need to swear.

I guess that's why my dad likes to swear a lot.

Release the anger inside of you :)

Flyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyflyfly

Um.

Nice, no?

Nothing much to say.

I guess.

Locking up my feelings inside this empty heart of mine.

Or maybe I should drown my heart with sorrows.

Whatever.

Fuck you for being perfect :)

#259 Don't Come Back At All

A few days ago,

I brought Jerry out and it started to rain.

First the wind picked up,

Brushing away the leaves that were in my path.

I felt somehow like a queen;

My invisible sweepers swept the floor just for me

To walk on.

The trees swayed,

Producing wonderful music.

I can't help but smile.

Out of the blue,

Rain started to pelt down.

Through out my journey to bring my dog to do his business,

I did not feel any rain drop on my face 

Until I reached home.

A rather 'daring' rain droplet kissed me on my lips.

I know it sounds like a fairytale

But I felt it that way.

I felt a splurge of happiness at that time.

I want to feel happy and not worried all the time.

Everything feels fucked up at the moment.

Not for me only,

For most people.

It's like we're going through a stupid moment of life.

A fucked up one.

Screw this shit man.

We're going through a stupid moment of life.

#258 Jar Of Hearts

Well it seems like things are getting shittier and shittier at
This shitty moment.
There isn't much to day, I guess.
Trying my best to shut up and not talk about it.
After all,
I'm tired of listening to myself telling other people my damn
Problem.

The way it goes,
I don't think I'll be missing it anymore.
Yeah well,
Whatever.

Been playing with photoshop just now :)
Nothing much to say here though. :/

I'm tired of listening to myself telling other people my damn problems.

#257 Misunderstood

Oh my gosh!
I say I-Say-Ah (don't know how to spell his name)
Today and his sister, Zoey remembers me :3

Thought you said it's immature to two face people
Yet you do the same.
Ironic isn't it?
I really don't understand you
Yet I wish I could
So we could avoid all this misunderstanding.

I hope we're friends
And not call each other names and all that crap.
And to think I hope you're my friend
Though I knew that at times,
I've crossed the boarder line right?
And for that,
I apologize.
I don't know my limits
And I don't know yours.

I've turned a blind eye
And a deaf ear towards you.
It's like only one side I can hear you
When you're talking to me;
Yet a deaf and blind part?
I'll turn that to you if you gossip or what so ever.

No,
I don't hate you.
I just think you've misunderstood me.
Or maybe me misunderstood you.
Either one right?

Well whatever.
I got accepted.
Lord gave me a couple of comforting words he could offer.
Well,
It feels good to actually be heard.
It makes me feel as though I exists;
Not invisible.
Not anymore.
Actually,
It's kinda comforting to have someone to worry about me.
Haha.
Sounds wrong right?
But whatever. :)

I'm thinking of buying a tripod.
Yeah,
That's like damn random
But it's been going on in my mind for quite some time.
You know what?
I've a feeling this is going to be quite a long post.
Maybe it's because of my rants and the fact that
I'm kinda bull shitting here :)

Well.
Some cosplay event is coming up.
It's like this Saturday.
And Tanisha's birthday is this Sunday.
I hope my mom allows me to go on both days
Considering the fact that I'm not going to be here anymore.

Well,
I'm clearing both my weekends for those particular events :)
Accounts tuition is gonna be shift on Friday night
And History tuition shall be on Sunday night after my dinner maybe?
Gah.
Mr Alex, you can finally give me tuition
Considering that I'm no longer here anymore :3

Lord gave me a couple of comforting words he could offer

#256 No Turning Back

It's done.
I didn't want too
But my parents insists that I should.

Maybe it's for the best.
Maybe I should be happy about it.
If only I could.

Mistreated, misunderstood, misplaced

#255 Fucking Perfect

Welcome to my silly life :)

Made a wrong turn, once or twice 
Dug my way out, blood and fire 
Bad decisions, that's alright 
Welcome to my silly life 
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood 
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down 
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated 
Look, I'm still around 

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect 
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 
You're fuckin' perfect to me! 

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong 
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead 
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it! 
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game 
It's enough! I've done all I can think of 
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same 

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect 
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 

You're fuckin' perfect to me 

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear 
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer 
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time 
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere 
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair 
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time 
Why do we do that? Why do I do that? 

Why do I do that..? 

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..! 
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect 
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel 
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me 
You're perfect, you're perfect! 
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 
You're fuckin' perfect to me...

Oh Pink,
You really do understand my life, don't you?
That's the reason why I absolutely love your songs.

I've made my decision.
Will tell Tania and Tanisha tomorrow.
I hope they support it though.

Thanks Lord (my friend),
For finally putting some senses in me :)
And for that,
I'm really grateful and appreciate it :)

I hope I make the right decision
Instead of the wrong one.

I'm going stay strong,
No matter who or what tries to push me down.

Welcome to my silly life :)

#254 Happy Early Valentine's Day

I got them for Tania and Tanisha.
Happy Valentine's Day girls!
Sorry I can't see you guys tomorrow,
There's something I need to do.
Sorry :/

Had a family reunion yesterday
And it was alright :)
Amber came and I forgotten to bring my
Camera.
What a shame.
Oh wells.

If I get the chance,
Should I change?
There's always pros and cons.
Which one will be a bigger risk?

Happy Valentine's Day

#253 Who Do You Think You Are?

You're her.
So called popular.

Oh my God!
Kimberly is so mean!

It's my nature.
Deal with it :)
Ain't my fault you're sensitive.

Whatever.
I'm done listening to you people
Bitch talk about me.
I'm done listening to you assholes
Bitching about my friends.
I'm done with you lifeless people.
Lifeless.

I'm alright.
I'm fine.
Wait.
No.
I'm not alright,
Neither am I fine.
I'm Kimberly Too
And I'm going to walk with my head held up high,
Chest puff out and stride a rather confident stride.

I bought a freaking red housing! ♥
Something I've been wanting for such a long time! ♥
Yes! ♥
Got no time to change the cover
And I don't know how to.
No!

Must take it to some phone shop to change it.
Gosh.
I haven done my stupid accounts homework.
What Da Fark!?
Too lazy to do it now.
Maybe tomorrow
When I have the mood.
Note to self:
Wake up at 7 in the morning
To do house chores and homework :)

I'm done listening to you people

#252 The Big Bitch

I'm no idiot.

I can perfectly hear every single blardy word

You people said.

The fact you guys actually drop hints?

Yeah,

Thanks for confirming whom are you guys talking bitching about.

You know,

I don't hate you guys at all.

Nope.

I just hate the fact that you guys seriously having nothing 

To do but to find something to gossip about.

I hate you people's attitude,

Can't you all like shut up for once 

And drop the damn sarcasm?

It's not only annoying but it's also so old.

No er, no er, not old er.

Fuck you.

You guys are such two faced bitches/bastards.

No, I don't.

I just sit here for the fan.

I hate her hair!

It's like a coconut.

She's such a bitch!

Um, like hello?

I'm like right beside you?

I'm not being perasan but;

I just sit here for the fan.

Um yeah.

Dead give away much?

Word of advice bitches,

If you guys want to bitch about someone,

Make sure that person doesn't hear it?

TYVM!

I'm pissed off,

Frustrated,

Hurt

And so much more.

I tried to be nice to you people;

I try to help you guys as much as possible.

What did I get in return?

Being bitched about.

Like fuck you.

Chinese New Year 

Haven even end and yet here I am,

Drowning in my own sorrows;

Crying my eyes out;
Spilling useless tears over the likes of you.

I've done nothing wrong.

If I did, 

I'll know it or maybe

You'll just fucking tell me and save all the trouble?

You guys a pretenders;

Fake;

Plastics...

You're going to regret.

I swear.

You assholes are so gonna regret.

Regret bitching about me,

Bitching about Tania,

Bitching about a whole lot more people.

Hey, Ben.

If you hate me so much, why do you sit at my place?

I want you to answer that.

Word of advice bitches,

If you guys want to bitch about someone,

Make sure that person doesn't hear it?

#251 Sasukim

Ain't it adorable?

It's me on the way to kiss Sasuke on the cheek :3

Unfortunately,

Manda's friend put me too tan D:

But whatever :)

I'm back from Penang! 

Actually,

I arrived home last night but I was

Too lazy to blog and all. 

Cause baby you're a fiiiirework~!

Penang people likes to smoke alot o.o

I have a pervert face -.-

Anywho,

I'm lazy to blog now.

Lol.

Sasukim ♥

#250 Hair Cut

I has cut my hair! :)

Layered bangs :)

Going to Penang tomorrow

And I kinda dread it.

Somehow,

This CNY doesn't feel like

CNY at all.

Everywhere is so quiet and

There is not much red lantern.

No fireworks,

No nothing.

It's so quiet...

It's so quiet