#279 When In Doubt, Burn Something

That's a picture of me and Von.
We were bored, so yeah.

Apparently,
Cats like her more than me :/
But oh wells.

There is so much for me to rant
Yet I'm too lazy to actually type it out.
It's 3 in the morning and I want to go to bed.

Played with fire today
Due to stupid accounts homework
And the heat.

First, take out a box of matches.

Light up the match.

Careful to not burn your hair.

See it's beautiful flame?

Going to bed now.
Maybe I can go online tomorrow,
Provided I finish covering my stupid exams bases.
Screw exams and it's marks.

When in doubt, burn something :)

#278 Mr Black Potato

I sew that for Hui Jiar because she was being emo the other.
Mr Black Potato is supposed to be smiling.
I'm such a noob at sewing.
Gosh.

My very first badge thing I made :3
And I'm so proud of it.
Pinned it on my school bag.
After all,
Red heart matches red school bag :)
And thy heart shalt match thy handphone,
MP4, camera and basically most of my things.
Just adore the color red I guess.

That's my sister (obviously)
She was showing me her new contacts. >.>
ANYWAYS,
We had PJ today and I thought it'll be fun, you know?
Not like my old school
Where we have to deal with a freaking PMS teacher
Who whacks people (my) butt. :)
Brought my badminton racket,
Was kinda excited playing badminton with my friends.
Turns out,
My english teacher, who is my pj teacher wanted to
'Train' me.
I was like, fine.
Okay, sure.
Whatever.

I fucking regret thinking that way.
She kept on making me run
And she expects me to get every,
I mean every shot.
Like what the hell?
Then,
She wanted to train on my blocks.
She started to like smash on me
And since there isn't any net,
Her shots are like under net.
But she can't see it
Cause there isn't any freaking net.
She was like,
Run, Kim.
Run faster.
How the hell do you want me to run when all
Your shots are under net?
Seriously,
Think about it.
Later,
She wanted me to freaking massage her.
Wow, teacher, wow.

I thought of an excuse and kinda ran away.
Free from her!
Or not.
It was english period and I think she's
Having her bloody period.
Cause she came in the class and started to like
Yell at Chung Li.
Fuck you.
And she pulled me in too!

If you want to quarrel,
Dude,
Don't freaking pull me in.
It's not nice
And I hate it.
If I want to get involved,
I'll speak up, aite?

Screw you and your motor mouth.

IT'S FREAKY!
It feels like as though our words are your fuel
And the more we talk,
The faster you talk.
And that freaks me out.

I'm such a noob at sewing.

#277 It Hit Me

That's the typical Yvonne pose :)
I just had to copy it :D
But obviously mine isn't as nice o.o

See what I mean?
She's so much prettier than me D:

Anyways,
Today was tiring.
Rushed to finish my accounts homework
Which I failed miserably.
I'm such a loser.

I miss having fun instead of
Having to do house chores and stupid homework all the time.
Yes,
I know I'm whining, but what to do?
I'm so bored
And I just came back from Penang.

Anyways,
I'm thinking of making badges and giving it to my friends :)
Just for fun or just to let time pass by
Without me noticing. :D
I'm such a loser :)

Just went down to get something from my old maid's room.
And it hit me that I still miss her very much :/
I thought I'm used to it but I guess not.
I miss talking to her now D:
Fuck these emotion man.
Shut up.
I feel like sewing now :)
Inspiration hit me like a..
A...
A...
A huge wind?

I still miss her

#276 Back From The Heat

I'm back and ready to make a mess out of your lives :)
Just came back from Penang and
I think I gain like a lot of weight o.o
Must exercise more :)

Had afternoon tea with my sister :3
See the table setting?
Yes,
We ate all of that.
I'M SO FAT, I MADE THE MOON LOOK THIN! o.o

Looks yummy doesn't it?
Then again,
Penang has tons of yummy stuff to eat :3
Oh, right.
Before I forget,
We went to E&O Hotel to eat.
Haha.
For.
FREE!
-inserts evil laugh here-

After eating,
We took tons of pictures.
For fun.

I feel so lazy to blog D:
A picture speaks a thousand words.
So,
I'm going to throw more than a thousand words to you :3

Peace out yo! :) ♥

#275 Words Are Meant To Hurt

I'm not sure if I put this picture up before.
But whatever.
Somehow,
I wish sometimes,
That when people talk,
I wish they actually choose the right words
And not just say it out like that.
I mean sometimes,
The wrong words hurts you know?

Think before you talk,
That's what people told me
And yes,
I'm trying to do that.
I hope whoever is reading this will do it too.

And yes,
I will really appreciate if you
Stop offending me.

THANKYOUVERYMUCHLOTSOFLURVE! ♥

#274 Ego

We had extra class for yesterday and today.
It was absolutely boring.
Went home early for both days cause I
Can't take the long hours.
It's like a subject but for two freaking hours D:
And yes,
Short attention spam all the way.

The guys in my class called me a FOOD BRINGER
Or something like that.
Maybe it's because I keep on bringing titbits to school.
But I get hungry and they get hungry and we all get hungry :)
LET'S GET HUNGRY AND EAT ICE CREAM TOGETHER :D

My friend from BUD4 just updated me.
And I feel useless at the moment.
I can't do anything to help her :/
I can't extract the pain in her now.

Hey,
I'm talking to you
And I hope that you'll take a look at the mirror.
It's obvious you'll see a pretty lady standing in front of you.
But look deep down in you.
Let your walls down for a moment.
Can you see the hypocrite in you?
Stop saying things about people and act like you're so
Fucking nice.
Girl,
We can see through your eyes and the way you act around us.
I know you hate me so much
But I just don't know why.
But I don't care.

Back to the topic.
Sure you bitch about us from time to time
But hey,
We all bitch about each other, I don't deny that.
But I'm trying to change myself and
Control all those damn emotions in me.
I know it's hard,
But it takes time aite?

So,
Stop being such a fucking hypocrite
And start apologizing even if it hurts you so damn much.
Fuck you for hurting my friends.
Fuck you for hurting me.
And fuck you for not
Swallowing your damn ego and pride.
I kinda understand how you feel.
How everyone 'left' you alone
When they are actually there for you.
I was too blind to see;
To string headed to listen.
Eventually they left me...
All alone.
For real.
Lesson learnt?

Fucking swallow your fucking ego and pride
Before you ACTUALLY lose the people around you.
Before they get bored of helping you when you're just
Too stubborn to listen.

Babe,
Been there done that.
And it sucks.
Big time.

I'm so lazy to actually help you
After all the things you've said to me.
I hope you lead to a good life
And stop being such a hypocrite.

Start swallowing your fucking ego and pride before you actually lose the people around you.

#273 Busy Day

It's been a busy day today.
Had a sleepover at my cousin's house :3
But we slept around 1 in the morning
Due to the fact we were playing.

I offed all the lights,
Thinking that we should sleep.
But because I was facing my cousin,
She got freaked out and she shined her phone at my face.
And yes,
My eyes hurt.
And she did it quite a lot of times
And I used my camera and flashed back at her.
It was funny
But I deleted her picture :/
Oh wells.

Three tuitions in a day.
It's a wonder that I'm still alive.
Oh wells.
I kinda dozed off during maths tuition. :(
It was kinda embarrassing but it was BORING D:
Tomorrow is going to be another busy day though,
Going to do house work,
Study for a while,
Bathe my dog,
Go out to watch movie with Alvin,
And have dinner with Lai Kuan :)

I can't wait :)
I've realized I've gotten so much tan. D:
I feel like I'm no longer a ghost but an actual human
That have been kissed by the sun.
Yet at the same time,
I kinda hate the fact I've gotten darker :(
Stupid human mind :)

I would like to thank
Emalina Bidari,
Phoebe and
Natalie Mark
For being caring towards me :)
You guys make me smile through the tears
And comforting me :)
I feel...
Like I actually exists.

I actually exists

#272 Blue House

Blue house got fucking third this year :)
For like the first time for four years of being last.
Fuck yeah :)

Won two out three medals :)
Got second for 100m and 3rd for 4x100m.
Fuck,
I couldn't run for 200m.
No fucking stamina. :(
I feel like fucking killing myself at the moment.
FUCK!

And the worst thing is,
Is that I didn't go up and take my fucking medal
Cause I didn't know about it.
FUCK!
Last minute subbed for 4x100m
And I was the fucking last to past the fucking baton
Because I couldn't catch my breath.
FUCK!

I know I"m swearing like shit but what the hell?
I'm pissed off and disappointed in myself.
I could have gotten fucking first in 100m.
It's like only a little space between us.
GAH!

But whatever.
I'm tired and feel like sleeping without taking my bath
Cause I'm bloody lazy at the moment.

Blue house got third.
Fuck yeah.

#271 The Day Before

Sports day :)
The Day Before Sports Day :)
And I'm freaking scared.

Will be marching,
Dancing
And running tomorrow.

Gosh,
I'm so nervous now.
And I'm scared I'll mess up the marching and
The dance step tomorrow.
And I'm scared I can't get first. :/
I'm aiming to get at least two out of three.

Anyways,
On Monday (07/03/2011),
We went to the stadium for training.
It was fun and tiring.
On the way back to the bus,
A bird shit on me.
Yes,
A bird shit on ME!
And they say good luck has fallen upon me :)

Really tired at the moment
Yet I'm too nervous to sleep, I guess.
Damnit!

Good luck has fallen upon me :)

#270 It's Killing Me

Well,
My muscles still ache and I have trouble walking.
And yes,
It sucks.
I MISS WALKING NORMALLY! D:

Anyways,
I can dance the whole dance. :D
I mean,
I can do it slowly but not as fast. o.o

Stupid muscles D:
It's freaking killing me.
We're going to the stadium again tomorrow.
Rehearsal or something like that, I guess.
I hope they won't ask us to run again. D:
I MUST WIIIN! :D

Going Shah Alam later to collect my parents' glasses.
Maybe I'm going to get clip on shades :3

I MISS WALKING NORMALLY!

#269 Run Baby Run

Well,
Yesterday was the try outs for running
100meters, 200meters, 4x100meters and 4x200meters.
Well,
I took part in 100meters
And I got first!
Hell yeah! :)
I subbed Ee Kuan for 4x100m
And I'm placed as the first to run.
And I ran and ran and I got first among the rest of the
First runners.
Ran for 4x200m,
The first.
Red House Rachel was extremely fast
But I caught up with her and got first :)

Went for Triple Jump today.
It's my first time alright?
And I got fifth out of seventh. :(
It's sad, but whatever :/
Couldn't really dance well today but
I caught up with the steps.
Just need a little sharpening here and there
And I'll be like them :)

Sports Day is next Friday and I'm so nervous D:
Bah.
My muscles ache now and I feel like watching my anime :)
Naruto FTW!


And I got first!

#268 A Fresh Start

Seems like someone's mouth
Is so big that my whole foot can fit in. :)
Thank you, you-know-who.
You're so awesome,
I feel like stabbing you behind the back
Over and over and over :)

I've lied to so many people,
That I feel like I'm lying to myself too.
Yeah.
I'm sick.
That's not a lie.
It's a fact.
It's the truth.
I'm sick of you people asking me if I really did it.
Like seriously?

On my first day,
I felt happy to be welcomed by
So many strangers.
I wanted to jump with joy.
At some points,
I felt shy and I was 'school sick'.
Skipped recess and lunch due to the fact of shyness.
And no appetite.
I was scared alright?
I met my primary school friends :)

Today was better :)
Though I've met a lot of friends,
But somehow,
I just suck at remembering names.
It's gonna take sometime to let myself get used to it.
I joined dancing.
Haha.
I know right?
It's so not me.
But hey, a fresh start.
But maybe I'm going to drop
'Cause Sports Day is going to be next Friday
And I haven learnt all the steps
And I tend to mix them up.
My friends have faith in me,
So....
It's not going to be a problem, I guess.

I'm going to run for my house this year!
Hallelujah!
I've never been this active before
But what the heck?
By the way,
My house is blue.
BLUE ALL THE WAY BIATCH! :D

I love my class.
Though they are noisy at times,
But atleast it's not all the way.

Sit next to the window,
I can stare at the clouds all day long :3
But somehow,
I find the system quite weird. o.o
Kinda hard to explain but what the heck!

I can't wait to run tomorrow!
And I remembered the dance step.
Maybe a little bit, but yeah.

BLUE ALL THE WAY BIATCH!