#149 Power Shot A3100

Yes,

This is the camera that I'm going to buy

During the holidays.

The market price are about RM599.

Yes,

That's a lot.

I'm using my savings to buy that baby.

When you want something,

You have to get it yourself!

Yeah!

Over the months,

I've saved...

Lets just say a lot of money.

My maid is leaving tomorrow.

Her flight is about 2 in the afternoon.

I'm going to miss her a lot!

I don't want her to leave!

It's rather sad, really.

Every time I have someone to talk to,

Someone to joke with,

They have to leave me and get on with their lives.

I know it sounds selfish and all,

But...

Why?

Anyways,

Von Von is beside me right now.

Literally.

HI VON VON! =D

Ok, yeah.

I'm crapping.

My maid is leaving tomorrow!

#148 I'm Not Going To Be Seeing You Anymore

My maid's going back to her home on Sunday...

Forever.

NOOOOO!!!

Damn,

She has been working for my family for 3 years straight.

And suddenly,

BAM!

She's going back forever!

Who's going to help me kill lizards in the bathroom?

Who's going to help me break the ice?

Who's going to be there for me to talk too?

Who's going to protect me from my mom?

Who damn it,

Who!?

I remembered there was once that she saved me.

My mother was pissed off at me for being pissed off at her.

I made a smart mouth comment and she started to hit me

On the shoulder repeatedly.

It was not some soft hit,

It was smacks.

It'll hurt even more if my maid wasn't there.

She came to me and hugged me,

Shielding me from the smacks.

"Get out of the way,"

"Mom, enough mom.

Please mom."

She said.

My mom stared at her and

Went back to her room.

I stood there,

Stunned,

And hugged back my maid

And started crying on her shoulder.

Sobbing and sobbing

While she said calm smoothing words to me.

Remembering this brought tears into my eyes.

She is the only awesome maid that I ever had.

I'm going to miss her so much.

I know this sounds selfish,

But I wish her father let her come back here.

Who's going to protect me from me mom?

#147 Stressed Out Weeks

That's not my phone.

It's my sister's just-in-case-phone.

Also known as a second phone.

Exam started today.

Gosh.

We had BM and English paper 1.

BM was rather tough.

And much to my surprise,

I didn't know that stupid English paper 1 is

Essays!

Thank God, I know how to do it.

You know what really gets me?

The fact that I can't focus in my studies.

Not only that,

I've just finished downloading Final Fantasy: Advent Children.

The graphics are awesome.

I can totally see every single awesome details.

But,

There isn't any sound!

Damn I was frustrated.

I mean,

It took me about 3months to download it

And when it came out,

It's like that!

What the Hell?!

Oh,

During the holidays,

I'm going to write an online book,

Called Daddy Long Legs.

I've read the BM version

And I thought it's a nice book

So i'm thinking of typing it out!

Yes!

That'll keep me busy during the holidays!

Essays!

#146 You're Gone And Out Of My Sight

I thought,

Hey,

Things will get better form now on.

But.

It didn't.

You've changed.

You've become like her.

You tend to push me aside,

And I thought you're my friend.

But you've become more and more like her.

The last time I remembered was that you always complain

To me about her.

Telling me what did she or didn't she do to you.

I was there for you.

But then,

Now you've started to do stuff that are..

Well..

Bad.

Last time you always compete with me

In exams.

Now,

Your results are not improving.

And I'm very disappointed in you.

But,

This is your choice.

I can't do anything but just sit back

And watch you.

You've changed

#145 I'm Content With Loneliness

I'm currently reading W.I.T.C.H online.

It may seem very childish,

But who cares?

I read manges and watch Naruto.

It's alright to be childish.

Anyways,

I'm running out of place to put all of my books.

Both comics and story books.

Must find more space to put my books.

I bet by the end of this year,

My room will look like it's a small library...

Which I can't simply lend my books to.

I feel so selfish!

But whatever.

It's my right to borrow my books to whom I'd like to.

Time flies fast.

Sometimes,

It'll have a pit stop;

Which is when you're studying or doing something really boring,

Other time,

It's like you want to reach out to grasp on it

So you don't want it to end quickly,

But you can't.

Am I making any sense?!

It's alright to be childish

#144 Do You Miss The Old Times? Cause I Do

Ah,

The time for exams are slowly suffocating me.

I really want to get good, not awesome,

But good [maybe a little bit awesome] results;

Justs o I could...

This may sound selfish of me but to get away from here.

I've met a new girl.

She sits next to me.

Normally, I would be happy.

I truly am.

It's just that I'm not used to have someone to sit next to me

After for so long.

Oh well,

It's better this way.

I'm glad I get to make friends with her.

We talked a lot today,

About her and my life.

Went to Ikano with the gals yesterday.

Who are the gals, you asked?

Fong Fong, Vivian and Siew Mei.

I bought lots of thing yesterday too.

I've bought four malay language comic books.

I don't really mind what language it is in,

It's how the story and the drawing goes.

Daddy Long-Legs is one of my favorite comic.

It was drawn by a Korean girl.

And the story is a very sweet story!

Man,

I wish I can got back to Ikano, Popular to get more comics!

Oh!

Before I forget,

Percy Jackson: The Last Olympian is out!

I've checked the price and it's RM34 only!

-Gasp-

Will buy it after my exams.

And that will be like...

-Counts days-

2 weeks time.

Damnnn...

when the wind blows,

let me feel the air,

let me take a short breath,

before i start to run again,

to avoid the sun,

and start to chase the

air-conditioned room:)

#143 It's Just A Dream

This picture reminds me of him.

Alot.

He constantly visits me in my dreams.

But one day,

He left me.

Alone.

In both the real and fantasy world.

It's from a song.

Ain't telling you what song is it.

Heh.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never let forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Should've known you'll bring me heartache

#142 It's A Secret

Haha!

I was inspired!

By whom or what you asked?

It's a secret!

Downloaded Google Chrome

And it's awesomely fast!

Not to mention cool.

Why didn't I download it earlier?

Silly me.

You know what?

I couldn't draw hands and face even for my life.

I just suck at them.

Practice makes perfect!

Right now,

I wish I can color.

I know, I know.

Wishes don't come true unless I work hard for it?

I wish I have a fairy god mother.

Waits

Waits

Waits.

How can I work hard on getting a fairy god mother?

These "working hard'' thing is stupid!

I know I'm crapping

#141 Inspire

Currently waiting for something inspiring to hit me
Dead straight in the face.

Waiting,
Waiting,
Waiting,
Waiting...

I don't feel hit.. yet.
Maybe I should just
Sit on a chair,
With a pencil on my hand
And a paper on the table.

Waiting

#140 Can You See Me Now?

Maybe things would just go better for once.
Maybe right now,
All the worst is happening to me
And later,
Much later,
Things will be so much more better.

Anyways,
I'm kinda hooked to comics.
Even my sister liked the comic I bought.
I'm thinking of buying more to read.
Heh.

My dad's coming home today from Saudi.
He has been there for about 3weeks?
Maybe less.

Oh,
I've made up my mind to buy contacts!
Hehe.
Just to try,
You know,
Fool around with it.
Maybe my mom might scold me but what can she do?
Force me to return it?
I don't think so~!

Maybe

#139 Interviews

I found a couple of interviews of Naruto and Sasuke.
This is not my drawing [DUH!]
Aww man!
The pictures are small! =[

Sasuke is awesome

#138 Malay Comics

If you ask me if that is Naturo,
I'm gonna say yes.
I know,
I know.
HE IS SO ADORABLE!
-Screams-
I wish the person drew Sasuke.

Anyways,
Went to One Utama just now for dinner.
It was awesome.

Currently going through DeviantART.
So many awesome things in there.
Wish I could draw like them.
May I can,
Just needs a little alot of practice!

Sasuke is adorable!

#137 Retainers

My retainers broke into two!
Help me from my angry mother!

Help!?

#136 What To Do?

What should I do now?
What should I do later?
These things worries me.
"Life is like a railway train,
Occasionally we have stops
But we tend to move on."
-Yee Wei.

Yes people,
That was from my ULTRA smart friend,
Yee Wei

DeviantART has tons of cool pictures.
I envy those who can seriously draw.
Check mine out?
DeviantART
It may not be as awesome as other people's
But I like my art.

Anyways...
I know I'm crapping right now.
There's nothing to do..
OMFG!
I got my accounts homework I haven do!
!@#$
I got to go now,
There is so much to do.

Yee Wei is awesome

#135 Let Me Be?

Damn finger that press the button when I'm adjusting the phone.
Ah,
But what to do?
I kinda like that picture.
Heh.

Anyways,
Just when things touch better,
It immediately went back to worst.
I mean,
Through out the whole week,
I've been a bit more...
Happier
And less moody.
Oh so what my dear mother said.
And all of the sudden,
BAM!
I'm miserable.

But I've made up my mind[finally!]
I now know where I should go,
To a place where I can start a new beginning.
Not to mention leave all those...
Pest behind me.
Right now,
I must bare the stupid things that are in my life,
Until I get to be free[?]



I can't wait until after exams!
Not the sake of holidays,
But the sake of..
Uh..
Um...
Ain't telling!

Anyways,
I didn't go to school yesterday.
Wanted to stay home to study.
And I'm making a progress!
I kinda remember my history chapter 1.
Yes!
Another chapter to go, yo!

My Facebook account has been hacked.
Again.
It seriously sucks, you know?
I mean,
That hacker used my account to write bad things...
ABOUT MYSELF!
It's like what the hell?
Why can't the hacker just you know...
Tell this straight in my face.
In person.

Ah well.
I can't think of anything but of the thing I'm thinking.
Does that make sense?
I hope it does.

Went to buy Nasi Lemak just now.
Direct translation for nasi lemak is..
Rice Fat.
Haha!
Sounds like a caveman saying that the rice is fat!
Oh, yesterday,
My sister was singing and she recorded herself.
Later,
She said;
Kim, sing la.
But I cannot sing.
And you sing then I sing background la?
-Paused-
I sing.
Get it?
Icing,
As in the cake icing.

It's lame,
I know.
But,
I'm trying to cheer things up.
Even though I'm hurt inside.

Nasi Lemak = Rice Fat

#134 Something Right

I'm rather frustrated at myself at the moment.
I mean,
Every time I try to do something right,
It ended up I messed things up more.
Some times,
My right thing is wrong to other people.
Argh!

Some time I just wish they could just
Freakishly disappear.
Stupid people and their stupid groups.
Kadri is right,
They should stop being in each others own group
And start to mix with other people.

I'm off to go to bed.
Hoping the mosquitoes won't suck my blood.
Stupid mosquitoes.
They are as nuisance as ignorant people.

Kadri is right

#133 DeviantART

Life has been pretty tough for me lately.
There are nothing but homework
Piling up on my table day by day.
The only way I can relax is that I:
Sleep;
Read;
Write a story;
Use computer...
Gosh!

Right now,
I feel very sleepy!
Damn.
Time to drink
Coffeee!!!

Homework

#132 You Are The Only Exception

I just love my eyes.
Not to mention my hair.
Haha.
Gwen said that I'm on the verge of becoming a lala!
-Gasp-
No way I'll be one.

Anyways,
A special thanks to Prema, my tuition friend,
She lent me her awesome books:
Vampire Academy.
Not to mention Tuck Meng for lending me his book too.
Ah,
I hate myself for reading so quickly.
Mainly because the book is really hard to put down.

I'm currently trying to spent the whole night
In front of the computer to type out an essay for tomorrow.
I don't think I can though.
Too much distraction.

Thanks Prema and Tuck Meng

#131 Colored Life

I just added some colors. =]

Colored life

#130 Cross-Roads

I'm stuck.
There are two roads ahead of me.
But the thing is,
I'm not certain about my choices.
To choose or to be chose.

I drew that picture.
The colors may seem...
Lame...
But I'm working on it!
Anyways,
Either way I choose,
I might end up in a dead end.



Get it?
There's someone dead
On the end of the rope.
Dead end!
I have a weird sense of humor.

This is how the original picture looked like.
Without the lame colors.



Lately,
I've been drawing alot.
And I can't wait for my pen tablet!

Fadly likes this picture.



"OMG! Cigarette!"
Fadly said.
I haven add any colors in though.
Fadly was like,
Why is his butt so round?
I just stared at him.

Life seems less depressing for the moment.
But it could get worst.
I hope NOT!

I have a weird sense of humor