#129 Comics!?

Lip Kent and Wei Lun are constantly reading comics.
Not just any comics
But Chinese comics!
Lip Kent used more than 45minutes to translate Naruto
Into English for me!
So sweet.
And funny.
He even add his own sound effects!

Right now,
I try reading Chinese comics
Lip Kent rent from his place there.
Isn't it cool?
Because of that,
I tend to check out Manga at MPH or Popular!
I'm becoming a Manga addicted person!

-Gasp-

But,
Well.
It's awesome.
Aside from the
Look-at-my-big-eyes girls.
That is just too much.
But some of the guys there are hot!
Haha.
Have to go now.
There's more studying for me to do.
No!?

Manga person

#128 Out With It

My facebook account was constantly being hacked in.
That bull shit kept on using my name to write shit
About myself!
Asshole.
So my sister told me to not sue facebook anymore.
It's fine with me.
I don't care.

Went to One Utama yesterday
Cause my maid wanted to buy stuff for her family.
She bought barbie!
And two remote toy cars.
Awesome!
Where else I bought two books.
Vampire Diaries:
Nightfall and
Shadow souls.

Thank God for 20% discount or right now I'm broke.
Oh wait.
I am broke!
But whatever.
I got my books!
I saw Gone at MPH.
It's RM52!
It's because it's hard cover that's why.
So sad!
Will have to wait longer for the soft cover one.

Anyways,
We [My mom, sis and I] went to Cineleisure just now
To watch
Clash Of The Titans.
It was..
AWESOME!
I love it!
Bought groceries,
Had dinner and came back home.
Have to go study in a few minutes.
Just have to wait for the printer to be done with it's printing.

And before I sign out,
I've finally made my mom think about it.
I finally pursued her.
She told me she was thinking about it.
I hope she'll finally come to her sense and you know.
Maybe after exams or maybe before.
Who knows?
I just want to get out of here.

20% discount

#127 The Last Straw

Things did not turn out the way it suppose to be.
I should have known.
I've return back her
Waste of space;
Collects dust
Bible which was suppose to be a symbol of friendship.
Of which I don't need it.

"Are you sure you want to do this?"
Many asked.
"Why want to make things worst?"
"You should ignore this."
"Why get angry over this?"
"Try to forget about this?"

Ignored their plead.
Their advices.
I did it and I did not regret doing it so.
I dropped the plastic bag and walk off.
Hitting Andrea's cookie of her hand.
So much for my cool get away!

Anyhow,
Doing this so did not satisfied me.
Instead,
It angers me more!

I lost my patients upon reading all the essays she sent to me.
This conversation was not edited at any cost.

Thanks for returning the books.
Guess we're not even friends now,
Since you wanted to end it.
But thanks anyways :)
Hope you have a nice life without me
Being a hindrance,
And I hope you'll make good decisions in your life.
Oh,
And just so you know,
Getting someone out of your head isn't as easy.
Memories tend to stay up in your head;)
For now, bye. :D
God bless.

I dun even believe in god!
Screw him.

Your choice, really.
But I believe in Him,
So I say, God bless.
Bever asked you to believe in Him ;)
But I really do hope that one day,
He'd be able to touch your heart.

And what makes you think that we're even friends
Before I returned you yr bible?

Maybe you're not my friend.
But to me, I'm yours
And that's the difference ;)
Just so you know,
I'll still be here when you needed me.
Even if you don't want me there 0.o

Oh dun waste yr energy typin all this.
Your not only wastin yr time but yr effort
Of trying yo
'bring me to the good side.'

Well, at least I'm doing my part :)
Just letting you know that I'll be here
Whenever you need me.
That's all :D bye now

Bah! That's nothing but bull shit.
Over the past few years,
When I need you,
You weren't there at all.
So why are you here now?

Oh?
I was always there.
You just refused to come :)

Yeah right.
Everytime I want to talk to you,
You did things that made me my mind.
Just so you know,
I've been less depressed ever since that day!

And what exactly did I do to YOU?
So,
good if you're less depressed.
Wasn't it a good decision not to tell me?
Well you just made yourself less depressed :)

Ho!
Do you want me to type it all down?
Or save my credit and go to my blog
And read all the old messages I've wrote.

Hm.
Ditched you?
I always asked you to come;
I always tried to talk to you
But you always ran further and further away
By doing all your usual emokim stuff.
Forget it:)
I've heard enough of whatever shits I've done to you.
Because I'm suchhh a bitch, you know?
Do whatever you like then :D
Maybe you could find someone who would be able to understand
You better ;)
The point is,
I'm always here.
Have an awesome life ahead :D

Oops.
I think you got the wrong number.
And I'm sure I dun want to no who you are.

That's lame,
Cos you clearly know who I am.
SORRY FOR TEXTING THE WRONG NUMBER.
Whatever man :)
Bye.

You will never get the last words.
I'm not finished yet.
Watch out.
Miss I think I know everything!

Referring to yourself?
YOU think YOU know everything.
Cos I clearly don't :)

You seriously are a bitch you know that?
Go complain to yr stupid boyfriend bout yr issues
Cause I dun want to waste my time readin your
Stupid and pointless msgs

Yeah I know I'm a bitch :)
But at least I can be nice.
And I don't have issues,
Not anymore :D
"Don't like what I read?
Don't read it, then!
If you've got nothing nice to say?
Don't say it then!"
It's karma, really.

I dun normally say this straight to some one I hate but.
Fuck you bitch!

Whatever xD
At least I'm doing my part to be nice.
Whereas you're not :)
Gee, what a bitch I am.
Like I said,
The point it,
I'll be here and I'm always here -.-
And I don't always take what other people say so seriously.
Words can't bring me down.
And I know who I am :)

Pfft.
You think whatever I write in my blog is bouot you?
Didn't no you were so vain.
you doing a sweet part?
Stop telling me bull shit.

Oh,
Like I totally said I know everything you write is about me :)
And oh,
I'm just being me ;)

Oh please.
Put an egg in yr shoe and beat it!
I hav noo time for havin childish fights with
Someone lik you

That's a stupid thing to do -.-
And btw,
You were the one who made a mountain out of a molehill.
When,
What did I do?
Oh, right.
Go to the toilet :)

Nobody gives shit even if you jump down the building.
It's the thought of telling the person where you're going
Instead of lettin the person worry bout you.
Ditcher

Sorry then :)
I made a mistake,
And I already corrected it.
Oh,
But I didn't know you had to lie because of it.
If you really cared about jess,
You should at least have asked for the whole story,
Instead if just looking for smth to blame me for.
If you asked her,
she'd say justin was with her.
Because he was.
You must be hallucinating too much :)

If only you have the guts to tell me that straight in the face.
But I guess you're too scared to do so.
Just hide behind yr handphone and spam me all these words.

As if you had the guts?
Stop being such a hypocrite :)

I would and I could.
But why should I waste my breath talking to you?
I'm done.
And I dun need yr help or anythin.
So keep yr stupid offer to yrself

What a great excuse.
I myself could say the same thing :)
Nah,
My offer still stands.
I know you like to WIN.
So here you go,
You've won.
Hope you're feeling victorious :D
Gotta get busy.
Nice talking.
Bye.

And I thought,
Why the hell does she keep on saying bye
When she always reply?
Strange isn't it?
Anyways,
It's not over yet until I'm satisfied.

Stop telling me bullshits!

#126 Erase

We argued,
We fought.
We aren't friends.
But,
It isn't over yet!

I've deleted most of my memories about it.
I'm going to return what she has given.
I've deleted her number,
Her blog.
And I'm going to return something that
Doesn't even benefit me.
I'm going to return it all.
Tomorrow.

And tomorrow after school,
I'm going to post up the conversation
We last had.
It may not be a pretty one
But it certainly isn't ugly.
Just bitchy.

Going to return it all

#125 No More Comments!

Yay!
I've removed my stupid chat box!
Life could be so much more less depressing
Without it!

I don't get it.
I've changed my blog name
And yet people will find my blog
And started going against me.
No one ever stood by me before.
No one ever stand up for me.
You people should all go to Hell.
I mean seriously.
If you have nothing nice to write,
Then don't!

You can totally save your energy
And anger.
Yeah.
So shut the fuck up.
Hate what I write?
Then don't read it!

No one stood up for me

#124 We're Not Gonna Talk To Each Other

It's over.
We're not even talking to each other.
But,
Whatever.
My life might be so much better without her around.
Anyways,
I've got my art passion back!

Sigh.
Tomorrow is Monday.
Monday means school.
School means waking up early.
Waking up early means no more late nights.
No more late nights means...
No more Naruto!
Gosh!
School is so suffering!

Naruto!
Get your ass in gear and load faster!

I've got my art passion back!

#123 Where Is The Good Part?

It has been a week since I've changed my blog name.
I'm just tired of reading people's stupid comments.
I thought when I start having a blog,
I thought maybe my life has changed to the better.
But instead, it has worsen.
More and more people tend to resent me for who I am.
Some people say,
Be yourself and everyone will like you.
That is an ULTIMATE bull SHIT!

You think you're just so fucking perfect?
You always get what you want!
Mummy I want this;
Can I have that?
Mummy, buy this for me?
Mummy,
Mummy,
Mummy,
Mummy!
Can't you stop hugging your mom
And start doing things on your own?
Discipline yourself, bitch!

-Takes deep breaths-
Went to One Utama to celebrate Ctinisha's birthday.
It was great.
Although it was a bit boring for me.
They tend to look at clothes...
Only.
And yes,
That is suffering!

But it was great to get out of the house once in a while.

Stupid comments

#122 Changed

I've changed my blog title just so I am the only one that
Knows about it.

No one knows

#121 Enough

The Blackest Night Falls From The Skies.
The Darkness Grows As All Light Dies--
We Crave Your Hearts And Your Demise--
By The Back Of My Hand The Dead Shall Rise!

Enough

#120 Reach Out And Grasp On The Nearest Thing

You know what?
I'm fucking sick of your fucking words!
Tell me your fucking identity and we'll sort this out,
One on one!
Who the hell is afraid of you?
Oh hell, not me!
You think you're so cool to do this to me?
You are no better than me, asshole!
I don't hurt people unlike you.
You are brave to confront me,
I admire that.
But you kept your identity a secret like a coward!

So what if I think I'm always right?
So what if I don't want to listen to others?
So what?
You don't have to right to scold me for who I am!
You're not my mother!
You can't tell me what can I or can't I do!
You are just another COWARD!

I've been hurt for 3 fucking years!
3 fucking long years!
Everyone has their limits and I have mine too.
I know I'm alone.
I've been alone since when I'm 11 okay?
You have your stupid friends to back you up,
I have none.
But so what?
So fucking what?

I don't care anymore.
I just.
Don't.
Care.
Any
More.

I don't forget what other people say about me.
I can't forget what other people say about me.
It'll still linger in my mind.
For a long time.

And lastly.
Fuck you and I hope you'll die a horrible death!
Fucker.

3 fucking long years

#119 Ignorance Is A Bliss

I curse and curse myself for falling the same trick
Over and over again.
You think I'm talking about you?
Hell right you are!
If I could bottle up my anger in bottles,
My whole damn room will be filled!

I tried and tried to be nice.
Which is highly impossible!
I ignore those who makes me angry.
I ignore when I'm busy.
Don't take this the wrong way,
But to tell the truth,
Not that I'm lying for the past few months,
But I really hate...
Forget it.

I've been rushing like mad today.
Hellotta homework that needs to be done.
Can't even stop by to chat!

I wish I have back my
I have all the time in the world time!
Hoping to get a tablet so I could draw in the com.

You were an exquisite waste of time

#118 It Happens

Your lips say;
That person sucks for doing this to you.
Your brain says;
You totally deserve it!
Or,
I agree with that person, bitch!

You just can't tell what other people is thinking.
A person likes to put a mask on their face.
Not entirely showing what their really thinking about.
Everyone is afraid to show what are they really thinking about.
They just want to be accepted.

Funny how people act just to be accepted.
They tend to backstab their own friends.

Put a mask

#117 Danny Phantom

I remembered I used to love Danny Phantom when I was younger.
And guess what?
I saw this cool video and I love it.
It's sweet and sad.
Ember Mclain died in a fire.
Poor girl.

Anyways,
Here's a blond joke!

80,000 blondes meet in the Kansas City Chiefs Stadium for a
'Blondes Are Not Stupid Convention '.
The leader says,
'We are all here today to prove to the world that blondes are not stupid.
Can I have a volunteer? '
A blonde gingerly works her way through the crowd and steps up to the stage.
The leader asks her, 'What is 15 plus 15? '
After 15 or 20 seconds she says, 'Eighteen! '
Obviously everyone is a little disappointed.
Then 80,000 blondes start cheering,
'Give her another chance! Give her another chance! '
The leader says,
'Well since we've gone to the trouble of getting
80,000 of you in one place and we have the world-wide press
And global broadcastmedia here, gee, uh,
I guess we can give her another chance. '
So he asks,
'What is 5 plus 5? '
After nearly 30 seconds she eventually says,
'Ninety? '
The leader is quite perplexed, looks down and just lets out a dejected sigh
-- everyone is disheartened --
the blonde starts crying
And the 80,000 girls begin to yell and wave their hands shouting,
'GIVE HER ANOTHER CHANCE!
GIVE HER ANOTHER CHANCE! '
The leader, unsure whether or not he is doing more harm than damage,
Eventually says,
'Ok! Ok! Just one more chance -- What is 2 plus 2? '
The girl closes her eyes, and after a whole minute eventually says,
'Four? '.
Throughout the stadium pandemonium breaks out as all
80,000 girls jump to their feet, wave their arms, stomp their feet and scream...
'GIVE HER ANOTHER CHANCE! GIVE HER ANOTHER CHANCE! '

Not to say that I'm insulting blondes,
It's just that I found it in a web page!
No offense yo!

Ember Mclain died in a fire

#116 Find Your Voice

I find that picture nice...
In a way.

Anyways,
I finally woke up this morning to watch Naruto.
Kinda pissed off for not waking up at 5am.
But.
It can't be help,
Can it?

It's not like I want my life to be like this!
It's not like I can choose!
You're one ass hole to think that.

Anyways,
I stumbled upon a cool song in fairy odd parents.
Click here

You're one ass hole

#115 If You Love Someone, Set Them Free

That's bullshit.
Life is so boring and there isn't anything to do.
My dad called me an aderline junkie.
It means a person that must have excitement in life.
I mean,
Who wouldn't?

Some how,
Now a days,
I got used to sitting alone in class.
And I got selfish.
I wouldn't let anyone sit next to me.
No matter who!
Excuse:
I need my space?

That's a great excuse,
That's an awesome excuse!
I'll box ya if you don't think that's an awesome excuse!

Man,
Woman,
Whatever!
I told Marissa that we should get ourselves kidnap,
Shipped all that way to the other side of the country,
Found long lost treasures,
And got home safely.
She asked me:
What happened if we got kidnapped, rapped and killed?
I said,
Cool! Then we get to experience how rapped girls feel!

I know what are you thinking.
LAME!
And,
It's not that easy!
But,
Whatever.
It's a fantasy right?
Things can happen anywhere.

Now if you'll excuse me,
But I would like to think about what I dream
About this morning.

Cool! Then we got to experience how rapped girls feel