#492 Lone

How lonely does one gets?

Is lonely a companion?
If so, is it a good companion?
Or is it a bad companion?

Does one really need friends?
Can one just live solely on their own?

#491 Changling

It seems like forever since I've updated my blog.
Haha.

Anyways,
Today.
I've come to realization that I slowly do not care
What others say about me.
True,
I will agonize about it.
But it's only for a while and then I'll stop.
Every single time I put myself in depression about
What others say,
I'll ask myself:
Is it worth it?
Is it worth all the time I spent emoing over something?
Is it worth making myself unhappy?

I realized I've moved on bit by bit.
Small step by small step.

I'm a curious girl
And sometimes my curiosity tend to overcome me.
But now,
I realized that curiosity can sometimes hurt me deep;
Scar me as well as pain me in so many ways.

I'm trying to move on.
I'm trying to block out all the negativity in life.

I see changes in myself.
And I hope I am able to continue to change (:

As I am not here to please anyone but myself.

I'm a curious girl.