#239 サスケ

サスケ. ♥
It means Sasuke.
Gah!
I can't help but to put this

He's licking your screen!!!
So effing adorable!

Anyways,
I haven't really finished packing my stuff to go
To Penang tomorrow.
Heh.
But I did finished packing my clothes and bla bla bla.
But not like my charger and and ect ect.
Anyways,
I'm thinking of
Not sleeping tonight though.
Maybe?
Should I?
I don't know. :/

Haha.
Nothing much to write though.
Can't wait to go to Penang!
GAH!

サスケ ♥

#238 Half Done Homework

Yes.

I've done half of my homework!
Woo!
I feel extremely good.

Might do the rest tonight, though.

Or maybe tomorrow morning. 

Heh.

Woke up this morning just so 

I could go out and buy brunch.

(Nasi Lemak again)

And found out that it was raining.

Damn it.

Was looking forward for sambal :(

Oh well,

There is always another day,

I guess.

Extremely bored at the moment.

Ran out of animes to watch.

Wanted to buy a cd yesterday

But my mom was like rushing me.
So yeah :(

Oh wells :)

Nasi Lemak

#237 Say Love

Oh my gosh!
I found out that my cousin's husband read my blog o.o
I'm sorry for all the foul language I've used! D:
Please,
Please don't tell my mom!
Or dad.
Or anyone else!

Woo!
I also found out that
My whole family (and I) are going to Penang!
YEEEES!!!

Even better.
We'll be leaving to Penang on
Christmas Day!
Yes!
Christmas Day!
I can't effing wait to see my nieces and nephews. :)

Christmas Day

#236 Cosplay

 

I love that picture! 

GAH!

I couldn't reach for Sasuke,

So had to settle for the second best.

Naruto and Minato!

Maybe I should start from the beginning.

As most (none) of you would know,

Times Square held a Cosplay event on the 18th of December 2010.

I had to practically begged my mom to

Allow me to go.

The begging paid off!

Hell yeah!

So, on the 18th(Saturday)

I had to go to the LRT to meet up Tanisha (Tisha)

'Cause I have absolutely no clue

How to ride a LRT.

Yeah.

I'm such a noob.

GOING ON!

Arrived there at 10am,

Tisha and her brother, Tristan, arrived at 10.30am.

Bought tickets and we set off!

I had a little height problem.

Due to the fact Tristan was talking about

Final Destination.

And he was like;

"Hey, did you notice that there is nothing guiding us if we fall?"

Yeah.

That helped alot.

Was pretty quiet at that time though.

Not really.

Uh.

Opened up yet! :D

Met up with Aaron and John.

Both of them are Tisha's old schoolmates.

Everyone was so freaking tall.

They are like trees around me.

I'm the shortest one, I guess.

Sad.

Extremely.

Anyways,

There was this incident that

I went up the escalator first,

Leaving the rest behind.

They were like,

Where's Kimberly?

Where's Kimberly?

And Aaron saw me and said;

"Kimberly hates us. :("

And I said,

"I don't hate you, I maybe short but I'm fast!"

Yes.

Pretty lame right?

Was insulting my own height the whole way.

And then it hit me,

Everyone was wearing black 

Excluding me and Aaron.

Wow.

My heart was pounding the whole time.

Real hard. 

Excitement, I guess.

Was really shy

When it comes to taking picture with the

Cosplayers.

I had to like go up to them

And say,

"Hey, can I have your picture?"

So yeah.

Tristan saw this racing car game thing

And he wanted to try it out.

.

Got hold of a picture before he started driving.

Look at that concentration in his face.

Haha.

Anyways,

He lost control of his car.

Apparently, he said it was very hard to control it. 

(Can tell)

While watching him play,

Some random dude poked me at the back

With his gun.

I turned and saw this dude

All dressed up

With glasses and mask.

Holding a gun and a red '!' on top of his head. 

Turned out it was my facebook friend, Lord.

Freaky.

We had a hard time to choose where to had lunch though.

It was like,

Subway or somewhere else.

Tisha doesn't want Subway

Cause it was hot.

Tristan wanted to go Mcd 

But Tisha doesn't.

So,

We settled to the nearest place possible.

Some cold restaurant.

Both Tisha and I had Set A.

Nasi Lemak with longan drink and ice lemon tea.

It was okay, I guess.

Couldn't wait to go back and mingle around

With the cosplayers!

First,

We went to sign up for some sidequest thing.

It was real fun.

We had to talk alot of pictures. :)

Which,

Includes the undead:

Final Fantasy:

And so on.

I TOOK A PICTURE WITH SEBBY AND CIEL! 

         

The shot wasn't clear.

I think Tisha moved her hand or something.

I'm happy have the picture though.

HEE! 

ITCHIGOOO 

Sora. I'm almost as tall as him!

Watch out for my gun! 

Joker

Everything was so fun!

Tristan and I had a
Shoe stepping game.
He stepped on my shoe and
I tried to step on his and so on.
Oh!
I remember this conversation we had.
It was so retardedly funny.

I'm orange and he's dark purple.

No one dressed up as Sasuke! 

Well, no one is cool enough to be him!

-Some time later-

Next time, I'm so gonna hug a Sasuke cosplayer 

When I see one!

Maybe I should cosplay as him next year.

You want me to hug you?

Haha.

So now you're cool enough to be Sasuke? :3

Haha.

It's so freaking retarded.

Aaron has a very very extremely nice hair.

So soft and silky 

(Looked like it is ok!)

He told me it's natural.

And somehow,

It dawned to me that he kinda looked like a girl!

He has almond shaped eyes.

BIG almond shaped eyes.

And we started talking Naruto.

I wanted to get a Sasuke plushie.

Awww.

Yeah.

You know, they got sell Sasuke with cat ears?

You're kidding, right?

No.

It's like Orochimaru with snakes around him.

(Started to wriggle like a snake)

(Laughs)

Maybe no Orochimaru.

But ah.. What's his name.

What!?

Um. The one at that looks like a girl.

Who!?

Um. Naruto was still a kid and he was at the hidden rain village.

Hakura, I think.

You mean Haku?

YEAH!

He's a girl!

No!
He's a guy!

And we started arguing if Haku is a girl or guy.

Remember what Naruto said?

He said that Haku looks prettier than Sakura?

OH RIIIIGHT!

And we started laughing and all.

John was late that time.

He was buying SNSD stuff.

Wow.

Talk about Korean crazied.

OH!

My shoes was scrapping my leg

And pinching my toes.

I had to hobble up and down the stairs.

Tristan was being nice.

Want me to carry you down?

I laughed.

This like the second time someone said it to me.

My first was Kamen.

That time I fractured my ankle and he asked if

I want him to carry me down the stairs.

They are being gentlemen.

Ah. 

I bought a couple of stuff. :)

All of them are related with Naruto.

Haha.

Naruto Otaku (crazied)

I got a Sasuke poster.

It was the last one and it was rather expensive.

RM7!

Crazy!

The salesgirl told me it was the last one and

I grabbed it and said,

I WANT!

Real loud!

Haha.

I bought this for RM7

Sasuke is so deliciously hot, I had to eat him :)

Well,

That's about it, I guess.

Oh,

Had to fetch John home cause

He doesn't have a ride home.

Anyways,

The conversation colors are according 

To our shirt color.

Aside from Tristan.

It's like two in the morning.

And I think I'm off!

Oh!

Christmas wish:
Sasuke plushie

Able to go cosplay

Hug a Sasuke cosplayer.

Haha.

1 out of 3 is not bad, huh. :)

Anyways,

I'm off.

Gonna go to bed :)

You suck for making me wait.

Well,

Not anymore :)

No one is cool enough to be him

#235 Who Am I?

My name is Kimberly Too.

I'm 16 this year.

I am the kind of person

That hates to lose

And always wants to win.

I know that sometimes,

Losing means winning.

But to me.

Losing is losing.

Nothing more.

I have a really short temper.

Anything can just set me off.

I am currently trying to control my emotions,

And not let my emotions control me.

Losing is losing; nothing more

#234 Yes

Sasuke-kun Caramelldansen 

FINALLY!

My mom agreed to let me go to Comic Fiesta tomorrow!

Screaming in delight at the moment!

Gah!

Sasuke!

I'm going to see you tomorrow.

I hope. o.o

I seriously can't wait.

There is a chance I might

Get my dear Sasuke Plushie there.

I swear on my Hamsters graves'

That I'll freaking camwhore with him.

That is

IF I got him ♥

I seriously can't wait. 

#233 Dreams

Gosh.
If only my Christmas is like that. :3
Someone there to hold me tight,
Letting me know that everything is fine;
In fact,
Allowing me to feel safe. :D

Stupid, stupid teenage love :3
Well,
Obviously the picture isn't mine.
Credits to the person who though this up.
Ah.
So sweet.
Stupid Sakura for being close to Sasuke.
Stupid Heart for making decisions.


I.
Absolutely.
Fell.
Deeply.
In.
Love.
With.
None.
Other.
Than.
My.
Wonderful.
Sasuke. ♥

I'm seriously feeling retarded right now.
Sorry for the stupid
Uh.
Rants right now?

All I can currently think about is
Comic Fiesta.
I so badly want to go :(


I absolutely fell deeply in love with none other than my wonderful Sasuke ♥

#232 I Ish Back

It's been days since

I've actually blogged. 

Went to Kuala Gula for the past 3 days.

The two days before is because 

I have no internet connection :(

Anyways.

Like I say,

I went to Kuala Gula.

From10/12/2010  >12/12/2010.

Day One.

The trip started with the bus arriving late.

Gosh.

We arrived at the meeting point at 6.30am on the dot,

Met Wai Leng and her mother around 6.45am.

We went to the mamak store nearby at 7.50am.

No sign of the stupid bus.

Had hot milo and roti planta (extremely fattening)

We had to wait until around 9 in the morning until

The bus arrived.

Talk about late.

The air between Wai Leng and I was awkward at first

Then we started chatting.

Haha.

The bus ride to Kuala Gula from PJ was pretty long.

I think it's around 3 and a half hours. o.o

Chatted and listened plus sleeping the whole way.

OH!
And not to forget eating junkie too!

We had an awful lunch once we reached there.
Ew. o.o

Later,
We went to some convention to listen about
Migrating birds.
Short attention spam.
Don't really know what he was talking about.

Dinner was alright,
I guess.
Seafood ♥


Day Two
We were suppose to go jungle tracking
That day.
Unfortunately,
It rained.
So yeah.

At night,
We went to Taiping Zoo Safari.
Saw Pn Sow there.
Gosh.
The ride was short and
So not satisfying.
We didn't see much animals,
I guess.
Sigh.
The ride gave me an inspiration
To write a story ♥
Will do it later though.

Day 3
Had a boat ride all the way to the sea.
Stopped at a fishing village on the way.
It was quite sad.
Only 12 kids went to school
And the school was seriously small!

Had lunch and
We set off back home. ♥

Summaries tons of parts.
Reason is because I'm seriously lazy.
LOL!
Enjoy the few pictures I post up here.
Check out more at my facebook [click here]

Kingfisher

I'm not sure how to spell his name but it's pronounced as I-Say-Ah

Cockle :)

Zoey 

Fearless one. 

Short attention spam

#231 Pathetic Me

Seems like days have passed oh so quickly.
Still no sign of it yet.


Patheticpatheticpatheticpathetic me.

Nothing much to do but rot at home.
My mother told me I had to ask for her
Permission if I could use the computer.
What a laugh!

Not much.
Just have this urge to you know,
Blog? :)


Pathetic me

#230 Going, Going, Gone

Well.
Was under probation for the past couple days.
Reason?
Secret :)
Anyways,
Went to my mom's friend's house
Which is also kinda like my neighbor
In a different area?
Um.
Sat at the dinning table while reading
The Forbidden Game.
Thank goodness I brought my
MP4, hand phone and book. :3
My mom and her friends (my neighbors)
Are all busy chatting away for
Four hours.
And I sat at the same spot for four hours too.
Muh poor butt.

Um.
For the last 30minutes,
It occurred me that I'm near his house.
I mean,
I'm at his housing area there.
Just a short walk to the park and
Maybe I could see his house.
Haha.
I feel so pathetic :3
I was debating if I should go to the park
And ask him out so we could catch up on each other.
Finally,
I gathered my guts and asked my mom
If I could go for a walk.
She said no and told me that we're leaving
In 10minutes time.
I sighed and shuffled back to my 'hide out'.
Ten minutes passed and still no sign on leaving the house.
I glanced at the clock,
Following it's ticking hand.
A minute passed and again I asked my mom if
I could walk around the park for a while.
Again,
She said no.
I went back to my sit and put my music on full blast.
But all the time,
I was thinking of what will happen if I actually
Called him out.
Will we sit by the swing and talk?
Or will we walk around the park?
Or maybe he won't be in at all.
Haha.
I'm so pathetic :3

After another 10 whole long minutes,
We finally get to leave the house.
I had hope to pass by his house and we did :)
Sadly,
I forgotten which is his house.
Haha.

I missed my chance of saying 'Hello' to him. :)

Went to Ikano later on,
Watched Rapunzel :)
It was funny
Except the fact that I was sniffing the whole way
And stupid kids crying.

Went to Ikea to have our dinner there.
Meatballs x)
Later,
We went down to get Icecreams and Currypuff.
We ordered and paid for our food and we waited.
Out of a sudden,
This Indian lady came.
And I noticed a boy infront of us.
She started scolding Lai Kuan.
What the Hell?
She said,
Just because you're older than him doesn't mean
You have to order first!
He has been waiting in line for 5 minutes.
She turned to her son and said,
You have been waiting for 5 minutes right?
What the Hell?
If he has been waiting for 5 minutes,
We too have been waiting for 5 minutes.
She started to scold Lai Kuan more
And I got mad.
So I said without thinking;
Why didn't he placed and order?
We didn't know he was going to order.
She turned to me and said,
He's like 5!
He doesn't know how to order!
Well.
If he doesn't know how to order,
Why the Hell is he alone?
Of  course,
I bit my tongue just so I won't say that.
I have this urge to jam my ice cream on her
Freaking huge breasts.
Haha.
I pulled stunned Lai Kuan away
And yelled.
We didn't even know he wanted to place a damn order!
Of course,
A lot of people was looking at us.
But,
Well.
I don't care.
It's not our damn fault.
The boy was short and we were
So into our conversation that we didn't realized he was there.
If she had said this
I'm sorry, but my son was here first.
I would gladly give him my ice cream and say
It's our fault for not realizing he was there.
Gosh.
These people are so frustrating!

Not much.
Walked around Ikano and all :)
Stupid Indian lady spoiled both our mood.
It can't be helped.
I'm guessing she's having her stupid period.

Ask him out so we could catch up on each other :)

#229 Darkness Falls; I'm Calling For Dawn

Currently crazy of this song.
It's called
Everytime You Kiss Me - Emily Bindiger
It's awesome.
Effing love it :3
I got it from Pandora Heart.
I uh.
Finished the whole series already.
Dammit.
Went to the market with my sister just now.
It was raining :(
Bought ICY CWEAM! ♥


Darkness falls; I'm calling for dawn

#228 Sweet Dreams, Kimberly

Lai Kwan came back from Korea :D
I ish happy.
Nyways,
Things here are so boring.
I actually thought that I should,
You know,
Go study?
Weird, huh?

Had a nightmare last night,
It's about jellyfishes. o.o

Open your eyes.
Now close them.
Think of something blue;
That looks both terrifying and magnificent at the same time.
Imagine you can feel it...
Imagine you can sense it...


I closed both my eyes,
And I saw the ocean.
I was standing at the edge of a cliff.
I could feel the sea breeze
And smell the salt from the ocean.
From behind,
I could hear the laughter of children
That are playing happily on the sand.
I sensed someone was standing behind me.
Before I could turn around,
I felt the person's hand wrapped around my waist
And pulled me closer to him.
It's him!
My heart leaped with joy.
It's him!
It's really him!
"Breath taking, isn't it?" He muttered.
I nodded.
We stood there like a statue for a second,
Watching the sun slowly set behind the horizon.
Oh, it felt so romantic.
I let out a sigh and I felt him tense up.
"What's wrong?" I asked without turning my head.
"It's.. It's nothing."
I rubbed his arms.
"Doesn't feel like it,"
He gave me a squeeze.
"It's nothing,"
The stars shyly peek through their clouds,
Checking if the coast is clear.
Slowly,
One by one,
They came out from their hiding place and shine.

Well now,
It seems like she's having a sweet memory.
Wake her up,
I'm tired of this.
Sir!
Wait.
Something's changing.
Her breathing seems irregular,
Heart pulse has begun to speed up...


"I love you,"
He said to me as he jumped off the cliff,
Pulling me along with him.
I couldn't scream,
I couldn't think clearly,
I couldn't do anything
Except fall.
Fall.
Fall to my death.
Fall and crush onto the rocks.
I closed my eyes and waited for the impact.
The water caught me,
As though it was slowly cradling me down,
To the bottom of the sea.
I couldn't breathe,
I don't know how to swim.
I feel like a rock,
Sinking...
Sinking...
I thought about the jagged rocks;
I thought of how my lover's body looked like;
The way his arm was torn apart from his body
Due to the rocks.
I closed my eyes,
Trying to push the image of how horrible he looked like.
A new thought came rushing in my mind,
Why did he made us jumped off the cliff?
Why didn't he tell me what's going on?
Why did he just say
"I love you,"
Instead of telling me what's going on
Before he pushed me?
I felt something brush against my arm.
For a second there,
I forgotten about air.
I was surrounded with beautiful jelly fishes.
Like a balloon,
They took their time to swim up to the surface.
I smiled,
As I watched a blue jelly fish coming towards me.
So beautiful;
So lovely;
So...
OUCH!
Painful.
It stung me!
I panicked.
I remembered I'm still under water.
Oxygen.
I.
Need.
Oxygen.
I squirmed.
Trying to swim to the surface.
Not only I'm not making any progress,
Yet my movement seemed to disturbed the jellyfishes.
One by one,
They came to my direction.
I closed my eyes.
Which one will come first?
The fact that I'm going to drown?
Or the fact that I'm going to be stung to death?
I opened my mouth and let the last air bubble out.
Slowly,
The air bubble begun to make it's way towards the surface.
The jellyfishes stayed still.
As though waiting for a signal.
The bubble popped.
They charged towards me.
At first,
It felt like a needle pricking all over my body.
Slowly,
It felt like bee stings.
I screamed.
I screamed as loud as I could.
I screamed
When it felt like I'm being electrocuted.
It hurts.
It hurts.

Sir!
Her whole body is jolting.
Should we turn off the machine?
Silence.
Sir!
Off it.
Sir?
Off the damn machine!
He walked out of the room,
Leaving the two of them alone.
Kim!
Kim wake up!
He took out the wires from her body.
He pushed her hair back,
Wiping her face with a piece of cold tower.
Slowly,
Her eye lids begun to flutter.
She coughed.
She reached out and touched his face.
Where are we?
In a laboratory.
What are we doing here?
You agreed to take on an experiment.
I dream about you.
I saw.
How?
On a monitor.
Her pulse began to rise.
Her heart pumped faster and faster.
She gasped.
Wha-what's going on?
She couldn't understand.
It felt like she was still in her dream.
The stinging starts.
The bee stings gradually follow.
He-help me!
She cried.
Her tears streamed down her face.
She gasped again.
Oxygen.
She needs oxygen.
Help!
Help me!
He started to cry.
She reached out and she whispered.
I love you.
The beeping stopped.
He couldn't accept it.
The experiment was suppose to be harmless!
It wasn't suppose to end like this!
It was suppose to prove other people
That they can peer into someone's mind.
Can actually see what are they dreaming.
It's the medicine.
Sir?
The medicine that was injected into her blood stream.
It was the cause for letting us see what is she dreaming
And the cause of her death.
He grabbed the Sir's collar.
Why didn't you tell me!?
Why didn't you let me know!?
He voice cracked.
He let go of the Sir's shirt and sobbed.
My boy,
The medicine was part of the experiment.
You, as a doctor, should have known.
Thus saying,
He left the room.
Leaving both of them once again.
One sobbing
And one lying on the cold bed.
Not moving.
Anymore.
He walked towards her
And saw his once lover staring blankly at the ceiling.
He reached out and slowly push her eyelids down.
Allowing her to have a peaceful death.
He slowly shuffled out of the room,
Up to a balcony.
And he jumped.

It felt like I'm being electrocuted.

#227 Day Two

Teddy Likes To Sunbathe Too :)

Went to Ikano with Jie today for lunch :3
We had meatballs! :D
Yumm....
We both anime to watch! :D
Too frustrated to download it though.
In a way,
It's a waste of money.
But ah...
Whatever. :3
Bought Blood + (Blood Plus)
Guess the price :3

RM50 for 50 episodes and soundtrack.
Heh.
Looks like I'm not gonna buy any book at the moment.
Oh wells.
Ima make sure I'm not lending this to anyone
No matter who :/

Currently hearing the soundtrack.
It's okay, I guess.
:)
I broke my house lock today
And fixed it :P
I'm awesomee...

Teddy Hates The Rain Too

Blood +

#226 Day One

Both my parents aren't home today.

It's quite sad yet peaceful at the same time.

My computer broke down.
God!
It's so depressing.
Currently using my mom's laptop.
Thank goodness.

Maidsama is going to end.
NOOOO!!! :(
Oh wells.
Might watch Naruto all over again :)
I feel so much love today,
Not a clue why though.
Peace out ♥


I feel so much love today

#225 Drown In My Own Sorrows

Went to Bukit Jelutong again today.
Since around 11 this morning.
Gosh.
It was effing boring at my cousin's house.
I mean,
Play Station is fun.
But playing alone is really boring :(
Didn't have lunch there though,
Slept through out the whole afternoon
Due to my sleepless night :(

It's like these few days,
I can't seem to sleep.
Really hate it.
There are time it felt like
My body is resting but my mind isn't.
Could it be the fault of my nightmares?
Yes.
Nightmares.
Been attracting them like flies are attracted to food.
I remember what I dream last night.
It was about my results.

"Kim, wake up," a tender voice poked through my sleep.
"Get the fuck up!"
My eyes snapped open and I saw my mom standing before me.
Her left hand holding my results;
Where else her right is holding a butcher knife.
My heart pounded.
"What the fuck is this?" she asked me.
Her voice was harsh.
"My results?"
She took her knife and started stabbing the paper
As though it was alive.
"Yeah. Your results."
I shivered.
"How is it?"
I got an A for English, 
Pass both my BM and Moral.
Not really sure about the rest.
"Bad?"
Down came the knife.
Missed my fingers but my hand came off.
I screamed.
"Shut up! Shut up!" she yelled.
I whimpered due to the pain.
My bed soaked with my blood.
"You're horrible!
Pathetic!
I wonder why I even give birth to such an awful child.
Why can't I have a kid like Yvonne?
Or even Kit Kit?
Why not Marissa huh?
I bet her results are way better than you."
I could feel my tears running down my cheeks.
Yes,
Why am I so pathetic?
Why can't I be like everyone else?
Why can't I be some one that won't let others down?
Why?
Cause I'm me.
And I know it.
I have done nothing but causing much trouble in other's life.
"Kill me." I whispered.
"What?"
"I say kill me!"
She stared at me, blankly.
"Kill me, damn it! Kill me!" my voice rang down the hallway.
"I'm nothing but a pathetic loser!
I can't do anything right!
I'm jinx!
Kill me!
Just kill me!"
I saw the knife coming towards me...

And I woke up.
My shirt clung onto my skin.
I was breathing heavily
And through out for the rest of the night,
I couldn't sleep at all.

Last night one was worst.
It was about Jerry.
To put a long story short.
He died.

Cruel.
I know.
Another sleepless night.
I my as well become a vampire :/
Off to watch Betrayal Knows My Name. :D

Could it be the fault of my nightmares?