Wow, I've only blogged like trice during September.
It's so hard to actually sit down and blog.
I feel like I've been neglecting my blog.
NOOO!
You know?
I think I shall blog every once a week (:
Even if it's full of bullshit, Ima just write it down.
Hmm.
Let's see.
I wanna talk about X.
Yes, X.
X is constantly pissing me off.
Her attitude and her behavior makes me want to scream.
X and I are in the same group
And we're supposed to work together on a project
But X is doing everything and I want to contribute
'Cause I feel like a parasite for not doing anything.
So, yesterday ( 031012)
X went to find teacher.
Pearly and I tagged along.
And after asking teacher,
X started to flipped through her textbook
And I feel so useless and stupid to just stand there.
Then Pearly asked X if she wants to follow to buy
Fried rice and Starbucks.
Then X said,
You solo is it?
Then I looked at Pearly and Pearly looked at me
And Pearly asked me.
So,
I asked Pow if she needs me to do anything.
She said,
No. It's okay. I can do it myself.
I felt awkward and quickly walked away.
Arriving at Starbucks,
We ordered and pay and X texted me,
Saying that she wants to go home.
Then she called
And Pearly picked up the call
'Cause I was putting cash in my wallet.
Pearly told X that we're almost done
And we left as soon as we got our drinks.
Halfway back to college,
X horned her car and she said let's go already.
But the thing is,
I left my bag at level 6 and I wanted go get it.
X showed face.
I was like what the-?
A few minutes later,
I called X, telling her that she should go home first
And I'll take the bus home.
I was kinda expecting X to say it's ok
But X just say okay and that's it.
I felt frustrated and pissed off and so on.
And a few days ago,
Pearly, X and I were in the lift together
And Pearly asked me if I'm staying back.
I said it's not up to me to decide and we both look at X.
X then look at the ceiling,
Pretending that we're not looking at her.
And then later on,
I walked out of the lift first and Pearly told me that
X said
Got car and license already but don't want to drive.
What the bloody fuck!?
It's not that I don't want to drive,
It's that my parents doesn't want me to drive!
Geez!
So what if X is able to drive right after she got her license?
Some parents prefer to take precautions.
Gosh.
Right now,
I feel rather worried that I might blow up
On X someday.
Ugh.
Sometimes,
I just want to slap some goddamn sense into her.
FARK!
What the bloody fuck!?
