#316 Jogging

So, I went jogging like the first time in my whole teenage life
At the park.
I brought my dog along, of course,
To motivate myself to jogwalk more.
Anyways,
I did jogged.
For two rounds and I lost my stamina and I started to walk.
It felt really good to sweat all the toxic out.

Anyways, on Friday (29072011),
It was raining and it sucked.
Because it was raining, that is.
Because of the rain, the transporter have to go slow
And to take long ways to avoid stupid jams.
But unfortunately, jams are unavoidable.
So the kids at the back of me were yelling,
Urging aunty to go faster and faster.
And the part I couldn't stand is that they tend to get
Excited, mostly the girls,
And so they started screaming.
I gave them the first warning by glancing at the back.
But I don't think they got the message.
The second time, I couldn't take the screams and yells
So I turned fully around,
Putting my best smile, soft voice and piercing eyes on.
And I said,
"Can you please not yell? Thank you,"
In a very extremely sweet way, of course.
Then they all quite down for a while until
The stupid girl kept on yelling.
So I turned around again and a boy said,
"She's angry,"
And the girl shut up
Which was nothing but a relieve.
And yes, my temper wasn't that great due to the stupid rain.

The look after jogging for two rounds and walking for 8 rounds.

#315 Revenge

Honestly, these past few days were kinda like
Bittersweet ice-cream for me.
Yesterday shall be the last thing I've ever done to help someone.
People whom are not grateful to the fact that I actually
Spent some time listening to how their lives are,
Offering advice to them, trying to cheer them up.
Not even a simple thanks I get from people I've helped,
People I've listened.

Is it that hard?

And when things got better,
They could just push me out of their minds,
Thinking that when they need help,
They would always come looking for me.
Well,
NO MORE!
I now only will help those who needs to be helped.
I will not campur tangan into your
Petty little worries and fights.
Why should I be so emotional over your problems?
You made it, you deal it..

Well, I kinda develop a tiny feeling towards someone.
It was funny and stupid at the same time.
Our conversation maybe short but it was funny
Yet awkward at the same time.
Funny how my heart doesn't pound as fast as it should be,
Does not  like what novels used to describe,
My heart pounded so fast, it felt as though my heart would
Break my ribcage and he will run away with my heart.

It felt normal but adrenaline pumped through my body.
I noticed his smile is rather cute and he looked like
An innocent young boy.
Yet he is quite a gentleman,
A tall one to be exact.
No, I'm not in love,
At least that is what i think I am right now.
Not. In. Love.

Oh,
I loved the fact that he noticed I changed my hairstyle
And on the first day he saw me,
I caught him staring at me.
I'm lucky that I'm not the kind that blushes easily,
It would be embarrassing.

Honestly,
I was in cloud nine when people kept on
Telling me that my hairstyle looks nice.
Compliments like that don't usually come this way.
My friend even said,
You know, you looked prettier today.
My face was the
Hey, you're kidding right?
But my mind was...
In heaven. (:
That was how happy I was.
There was once that when he looked at me,
He said fringe and I honestly could not contain
The happiness blooming inside of me (:
Seemed pretty stupid right?
But I can't help it.

We talked today after school,
Just before I made up my mind to walk to
Shy Wen's house to borrow her phone to call my mom.
He was being insecure, I guess.
He asked me if anyone told me rumors about him
And I honestly don't remember.
He then said,
You know, when there is a new student, 
They often listen to rumors.
And I told him,
I'm not like that.
Because I know how stupid a rumor is.
And he said,
You know, you're kinda cool.
I mean like on the first day of school and yet you
Have alot of friends.
To tell you the truth,
I was bubbling with happiness :3

Really.

I feel like a kid that has been let loose in a candy shop (:

#314 Time

So, I've once again wasted time on not studying but changing my
Hairstyle and playing with liquid eyeliner.
I know I can be such a loser at some times
But what can I do?
I can't focus during day time
Yet I can during night.
I'm weird that way (:

Anyways, I'm thinking of a lullaby for my story
Yet I'm not in the mood at the moment.
Heh.
(:

I can be a loser at some times.

#313 As Time Pass

It's been quite a while since I've blogged.

Let me fill you in.

Last Saturday (16072011),

I went out with Aslene, Yue Hang, Qiann and Xiong to watch

It was awesome but halfway through the movie, 

The three boysclowns were staring at us both,

Just to freak us out.

Those retards.

After the movie, Aslene wanted me to take her picture and so I did (:

The first (top left-hand corner) she was shy.

The second (top right-hand corner) she said she don't want.

The third (bottom left-hand corner) she was furious.

Finally, I did a count down and she gave in. (:

Yesterday, (Friday 22072011)

I had one of the best time of my life

And it was during PJ! :D

We play mixed netball.

Girls and guys mix that is.

It was fun.

Have a big ugly bruise on my left knee

Due to the fact that i fell down.

Then again,

I feel quite a number of times during the game.

My left chest too hurt

When the ball came rushing towards me.

Due the the fact how guys are stronger than us girls,

The power they exert are much greater

Therefore, the force used to stop the ball is BIG.

I'm talking science :D

Currently writing my story.

It's up to chapter 10 already (:

Posting them all up in my [story blog.]

(:

Ball is BIG

#312 Happy Birthday, Baby

Happy Birthday, Darling (:

You just have to love him (:

#311 Study Session

So, I went over to Prema's house for a History session with her.
Turns out, after her hair cut  (which was awesome),
We went to have dinner and came back around 7pm.
We arrived her house and started to check up on Celion Dion's son
And we started watching Nigahiga then some short animation
And anime (:
We then had a camwhore moment.
We, unfortunately did not study
Which was much to my disappointment though.
But what the heck,
We had so much fun (:

Next week,
It shall be a success for my name is

KIMBERLY TOO!


Camwhore moment

#310 Me And You

I had a dream about you.
It's been quite a while since I actually dream about you.
You know what they say:
"Dreams are your most inner thoughts and feelings."
Does that mean I miss you?
Even a slightest feeling about you?
I don't know.
I should just ignore it,
Considering how you held me in my dream.
I should ignore everything.
After all,
It's just another stupid dream, right?

I honestly don't know what to feel right now.
I'm just your another passing-by shadow, right?
And yet here I am,
Reaching out to a small hope,
Trying to grasp that hope as much as possible.
Yet I know I'm failing.
Miserably, I might add (:
I'm letting go.
I really am.
It's your fault that you entered my dream,
Just like that (snap fingers)

I knew I gave up on you many months ago,
I really did.
Well,
Maybe you crossed my mind once or twice
But like you appear,
You disappeared.

I remembered last time you meant alot to me.
I remembered how cute your smile was,
How your eyes light up when you wanted to tell me something funny,
How fast you actually talked when you're excited.

And now,
You're a jerk.
I tell myself that every time I thought about you,
You're a jerk.
You talked to me when you needed something
And when I tried starting a conversation,
You actually stopped it in like 2 seconds!
Okay, I'm exaggerating, but still.

I kinda stopped going to Ikano popular
'Cause I was paranoid to the fact i might see you again
And stupid useless words will start tumbling out from my mouth.
And things will get awkward
And I might start falling head-over-heels for you
And I might get hurt
And I might call you a jerk again.

Don't be snobby,
You're actually the second guy that I liked in my whole life (:
Seriously,
I still remembered the first guy that I liked (:
But he was no where compare to you,
You big cuddly jerk (:

These fantasies I have in me,
Stupid fantasies.
I know,
I'm not pretty,
Nor 'hot',
I'm not smart,
Neither perfect.

I'm Lil Miss Nobody.
To you and to everyone else (:
But I remembered I kinda confessed to you.
I remembered saying
Hey, you know I kinda liked you last time.
Haha.

Really,
It's kinda embarrassing, you know?

There are many fishes in the ocean.


But I don't want fishes, I just want you. 

#309 PigSTY

Take that I have.

#308 PRETTY LIFELESS

So,
I've spent my whole afternoon sleeping and watching anime.
Pretty awesome, right?
PRETTY LIFELESS
Honestly,
I feel like I'm just a waste of good space.
Okay, enough of stupid self pity (:
Ima making a short vid of two piggies meeting together
:D
Will post it up later though,
Thinking of a song to put in o.o
Something piano-ish and sweet
Not to mention, short :3
I'm off for the moment, peace out!

PRETTY LIFELESS

#307 I'm No Saint

So, it's been weeks since I've blogged.
Well,
I know I'm not important to anyone (:
And yes,
My birthdays are always a big disappointment. (:
Then again,
What can I expect?
I'm nobody important,
No one who actually appreciates with whatever I've done.
Nope,
Not once.
I feel so fucking unappreciated at the moment, haha.
But what can I do?

Smile and let it pass like it's nothing.

I hear other people complaints,
I listen, yes.
I don't know how to give you any fucking advices,
But don't you go rolling your damn eyes at me.
It's pisses me off., seriously.
Don't go showing me your attitude.
I'm tired and I can't take it, alright?

I know I'm not as pretty,
Nor as popular.
I know I can't control my emotions,
I know I'm not as cheerful as the rest,
I know I'm not as talented as others,
I know I'm not smart too.
But what do you want me to do?
Stop comparing,
Stop treating me like I'm not human,
Stop it.
Though I may sometimes able to hide what I can inside,
But it bites, you know?

Whom can I talk too?
No one.
Whom will listen to me?
No one.
Who is there to be for me?
No one.
Who will help me?
No one.

Let's face it,
I'm alone.
Always have been, always will be.
Don't get me wrong,
Sometimes being alone is the best ever.
But sometimes,
The silence screams the truth.
And the truth always hurts.

I'm just some stupid lil girl,
Who doesn't know how to grow up,
Does nothing but sulk at the corner,
Showing her stupid anger and bites at everyone everywhere.
Regrets may flow in her
But she has her pride and
She stuck out her chins,
Telling everyone that THEY are the ones whom are ALWAYS
Wrong and SHE'S always right.
So, sue me if you don't like me!

I think that's enough for today.
Maybe there's a better post tomorrow (:
After all,
I'm pretty sure that things like this will pass,
Eventually, right? (:

Right.