Life's being hard on me now.
What should I do?
People tend to think me as annoying.
I think I'm annoying.
Here comes the emo me. Again
God.
I feel like jumping off a freaking building or something.
Ben hurt me with his words today.
I know,
I know.
It's a small matter.
But it hurts ya know?
What did I do to make even Ben
Can't stand me?
What!?
Is it because I'm annoying?
Is it because I'm a bitch?
What is it, damn it!
What!?
If I've known that I'm such a pain in the ass,
I would have been gone for such a long time ago.
Why did I even thought that I could fight it?
This.
Is the sign of defeat
And I hate admit that.
I want to go back to the way it was.
It maybe a little better.
Maybe right now I know my silly little mistakes;
I could fix them.
If only I can go back to the past and fix everything.
Every stupid, silly little mistakes I've made.
Why the hell am I feeling this again!?
WHY!?
Sometimes,
My emotions follows the weather.
Partially the rain.
When it rains,
I feel fucking depressed.
Why?
I have no clue.
I think I have some kind of disease
That makes me feel depressed from time to time for no
Particular reasons.
I hate to admit that.
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